Yesterdaze dumb blonde
 

Im not actually dumb. But do tend to drift.but i used to get a kick out of the image. Not for any meaness but just for kicks. But u know what? I never learned to squeek. U knooooow. Like betty boop. But i digress. Here i am now gone from a tall leggy blued eyed blonde with a dimpled chin to being a fat leggy blue eyed grey streaked blonde with a double chin. Time. Goes by. But of course pink is ever 19.

Wowwww. Chirp.chirp....

...uuuummmm....you are chirping?
Is there a reason for that?

The thread was empty cept for crickets so i was talking to them.

Ohhh! That makes sense!
I was thinking "chirp chirp" as in BIRDS!
I wasn't thinking crickets! Lol!
My brain has been in a fog lately.

Hey.thats what people say about me!!!

Folks don't seem to notice my "fog." ...only me!
There's a commercial that runs on YouTube..."Depression can make you feel sad...tired...and find it hard to concentrate..."
By then, the 5 seconds are up and I press the "skip ad" link.
I feel like they are describing ME in the ad.
I'm not interested in whatever drug they are pumping because the list of side affects for most of those drugs is a mile long and enough to scare anybody away!

Check your trades, you two. Time for more titillation.

So today i ran away from home on clyde the wonder xamel. Had a pleasant ride and got a really good burger at the flealand flea market

It sounds like you had a nice day!
Good for you!!

The BF found out, today, through a family friend, that his dad passed away on Thursday...
His own sister didn't bother to call or text...had a friend do it 2 days after the fact!
She still hasn't contacted him!
I am so angry and disappointed at her!
Some families just suck!

U have to eat your way out

Humpdaze camels sing this song, Humpdaze, Humpdaze!

I used to delight in Halloween. But its lost its thrill for me these last few years. Snotty kids without costumes. Poisonings ,law suits and now we dont get any kids at all here plus my diabetes takes all the treats away from me. I do still like the universal and hammer drac and frank flicks .

So like nope nope nope. Not eating Halloween candy. I want to. I love it. But my sugar is being bad....mean old thing

I hate this
 

Here i am again just all in a daze. I dont mine being pink. I mind the back and forth. Why cant i just b ...... Idk what. But for now heeeeeeres pink

Its saturday. Here i sit procrastinating. Daaaalinks.
Sooooooo dolls. I was in the er last week for pain in my left arm and they did a ekg just in case. So like when they push those stickers on on me they almost but not quite tickle . so like anyone else feel the same way?

Last sunday before thanksgiving. Drools

How did the ekg turn out?
I have had so many stickers put on and taken off, I hardly feel them anymore.
I'm starting to feel physically better, but the depression is still pretty bad...not knowing where I will live after I'm all healed up is weighing heavy on me. I don't want to go back to the trailerr with its isolation and high altitude.
This will not be the first Thanksgiving that I will endure a limited diet. My first heart attact, in 1999, occured on thanksgiving!
No salt or fat for me!!

The ekg was fine. I thought i had injurned my shoulder pulling carpets and nail boards but it actually arthritic so ive increased my fishoil and its getting better. Finally

And so i start excercising again. Up and at emmmmmmm atooooooom ant!!!! 12121212

Its nessasary at my age. Whimpers...