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Move [a haiku]
move, i wanna move like ive never moved before in reality In my chest [a haiku] Boom. It gets faster Boom. Only when I see you Boom. And I want more You decide [a haiku] Smiles can be faked Memories can't be erased So which are the truth? Healing [a haiku] Wind, it sang to me Snowflakes, they kissed my lashes Rain, it cleaned my wounds Sphinx [a haiku] Why speak in riddles When nothing makes sense to you Because you are hurt Heartbreak [a haiku] World is beautiful Everything is full of light Until your soul sleeps Some more haikus The blues in the sky reflect the love in your eyes and the sad in mine. I'm watching my back and I'm shrouded in deep black while I mourn for you I ask for the month And hide around the corner Hoping you won't ask Towers have fallen like golden leaves of autumn Must be September |
tytin yur feengurs ye flee bittin wench
eets nawt kwyt ryt wyth thu mud-trawden trench yur tree ees too showrt and yur rohp joost too sawft thee mud gun joost eet uhp yur pryz frum thee lawft ahnd joost wun more theeng frum a' bawtum o' my hart owr son's raypin men, ahnd yur dawters a tart ~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~ Eyes where has it gone that laughter and joy? that light in your eyes you had as a boy? I miss that one smile that no one could see it felt like you happy was all just for me the hiding in kitchens and trips to the shows are forever in cupboards where noone will go so many firsts in memories we share lost in the history in God knows where And oath to the devils to curse those who though we'd last forever with love naught to rot. ~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_ The built in beat of the burried begger [<3 symbolism! Wink] the resounding Beat of my heart Bangs as it Begs for more more of us But you say no, never again Buried are days of fun and joy Building our "future" and Buying more time Bygones are false and the Brotherhood was a lie Baby I love you forever But why? ~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~ Blessed Be [for my Joshie] Glowing pearls like distant stars the weaving curls of passing cars Rubies red replace the white Like eyes of dead they glow all night Sounds of speed Fill my ears A ringing need Fills my tears How I will miss with soulful sorrow the constant remiss of forever tomorrows Always in mine Always in ours Always in thine waiting for hours Blessed be for now and a while We all loved thee and your beautiful smile ~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~ |
WARNING! Mild gore included in this post!
WARNING! mild gore included in this post!
Vengeance, part one [my favourite] When I think of you I feel all the pain Of trying so hard and without gain I can fantasize and hope and dream But I always end up wantin to scream I should be used to the feeling of hate I've felt since I first set foot in this state Hell, I've felt the same my whole fucking life So it's not like I expect you to drop that knife I wouldn't either now that I think I wouldn't drop that knife until it's stained pink I would grip it tight and look me in the eyes right before slashing wildly at my thighs Then while I was down I would laugh my ass off Finally calming down with a small little cough Then I would stare at the bleeding thing below and lunge downward with a deadly blow But I wouldn't aim to kill me that way No, I would want to tease and play I would miss on pupose sensing the fear slipping and letting the blade draw near Inch by inch I would make minor cuts just enough to show who's got the guts And while I did this I would constantly stare into fearful wide eyes without a thought or care except that of pure fun and excitement feeling orgasmis waves of seismic arousment Then, just when you trust me not to take it too far, I'd slash at your throat reminding you where you are Your thrashing would stop and your shaking would cease then I would tear you apart slowly, piece by piece knowing you're alive I would keep you that way just long enough for you to regret the day you thought me a foolish incompetant kid the day you gave me that look not too well hid Just long enough I'd keep you here Kneeling down I'd whisper in your ear "Fuck you damnit! and your black clad ass deciding who does or does not pass! Well now I'm the one who gets to decide when to say 'die' if you don't abide!" Then just as you start slipping away I'd gently sweep the blood away and lean down further to press a kiss gently, and softly to the lips I would miss.. ~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_ Vengeance, part two I stand in a daze watching the lights My eyes start to glaze And it feels so right On the Other Side there's much more hope But I'm in for the ride and I'm out of rope No one can help me no one has tried I wanna be free but my brain is fried One step up To hitch a ride On a pickup truck's front side One step back To earthly life To fuck a strange man To be a good wife I weigh my choices and concentrate Should I listen to the voices or continue to hate The decision is reached The jury is out My body is breached Flipped inside out They didn't believe me they said not to trust They couldn't see What I said I must Now on the roadside you'll see a cross Standing to hide a patch of red moss If you really looked hard you'd probably see The front of a car Decorated with me But look even more and maybe you'll see The grave of whore Just possibly |
My absolute favorite!!!
How much do I miss you?
I miss you as my tears fall harder than a summer rain I miss you as my heart stops faster than a train wreck I miss you as my tears make a trail of pain down my pillow I miss you as my heart bangs a song telling of it's sorrow I miss the sound of our song pounding with my heart I miss the feel of your hand wiping away the tears I have I miss the sound of your heart thumping against my ear I miss the feel of your breath ghosting across my face I miss the grin you always had when I gave you what you want I miss the hugs your dad gave when you weren't there yet I miss the stories we told while we drifted off to sleep I miss the double meanings we always found in speech I miss the adrenaline I got when I heard your voicemail I miss the notes we passed and each unique fold I miss you like a song is wrong when the drums are taken out I miss you like a tribal meeting when it's peace pipe is gone I miss you like the wild cat caged inside a zoo I miss the way you always stood where other men had fallen I miss the way you never gave less than your perfection I miss the phone call game before you saw it all I miss the nights of cover-ups so you could stay and talk I miss you as my hands shake while trying to write to you I miss you as my body shakes while trying to block you out I miss you as my brow sweats while trying to forget everything I miss you as my heart chills while trying to lose it all I miss you as my face smiles telling them it's alright I miss you as my shoulder shrugs telling them I don't care I miss you as my steps falter telling me I'm not ready I miss you as my lip bleeds telling me I'm worrying I miss you as my future wanes as the moon does many times I miss you as my music fades with too many reminders I miss you as my arms shiver with too much alone time I miss you as my hope fades into something hollowed out I miss you as my temper flares at people nondeserving I miss you as my dreams glisten wet as the tears they cause I miss you as my words come to life like the eternity they could be I miss you as my words come to life still not running out I'll stop missing you when I never hurt I'll never hurt when I can say your name I'll say your name when I can hear that song and see that food and write those words and tell those stories and look at those pictures and see those people and be in those places and hear those secrets and hug that person and laugh at those jokes and be who I was And even if I do laugh and hug and hear and be and see and tell those things I'll never stop loving That's how much I miss you. |
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