Kole_Locke |
12-23-2010 08:05 AM |
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Originally Posted by monstahh`
(Post 1768816483)
Uhg, to stay up and watch TV, or get some rest? :(
I have to be up in 8ish hours.
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Bottling it up and exploding like that will probably just end up making you look bad for trying to get revenge against someone who is "sick," to be honest.
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I mean, not that I don't completely understand, I do. It's just...Why waste your time with him if even you feel it's doomed?
It sounds almost like you're waiting for him to push you over the edge. :sweat:
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Its not all bad, we do have some good times, but I love him so much that it's like riding a train that you aren't sure if it's going to wreck or not.. but you ride it to the very end anyways. He knows how I feel, and I have done told him there will be no friendship if or once it ends. He gets angry at me and says I'm selfish. I luagh after I took him in off and he chose to live with me rather than an ex girlfriend, then I supported him solid for almost 2 months, had to give up so much otherwise because of him, and some minor physical abuse. He really led me on with so many mixed messages.
Even if people think bad of me, I will not care, because he will deserve it, and am I sick? After all the toll all of this has had on me, I would answer yes, but at least I will soon be removed from the situation and leaving him to fend for himself will be just as destructive to him.
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