Jen, i really understand where your coming from having had similar issues. If you wanna talk about it add me on msn [email protected]. :)

Yeah you definitely need someone to support you that's what i've learnt, it's just too hard to do it alone. My friends and family just had no idea what i was going through & so really i just sat in a pool of self pity for so long. So if you can, try to seek some advice? Local health clinics, free consultations and all that jazz. That's pretty much how i got started. Though i am diabetic so i have access to a lot of free/low rate things. But it's worth looking into. The internet is good for that too :).

LOL sounds like my mum too. Makes up so much excuses why she can't come walking. She's out of breath, she's bloated (from over eating), she's too tired, her ribs hurt blah blah blah lol. AND does the same thing your mum does, buys all this crap while you buy all the healthy stuff and have to sit there and watch them eat all the junk food in front of you. She's real good for that! Especially since i cook mainly all the food around here, and i have to do 2 meals most of the time because she can't settle for just a salad. It makes me so angry! And she's the reason why my dieting is so up and down. Because when i see her eating that crap, i want to eat it too. That too it normally is quicker to cook/make. *sigh*

Well when you have your doctor telling you that your diabetes will kill you & going on about all the various issues that you have constantly and what they're doing to your body. Yeah, kinda scares the crap outta ya lol.

My mother made a few efforts, but trying those death diets (cabbage cleanse diet, et cetera), but they all never worked out. She would cook her meals herself, and I would cook my own myself. So I didn't have a problem there. But sometimes it just sucked when they loaded their plates til it over-flowed, with my favorite foods! I mean, my mother is overweight and I care about her. Least she could do for HERSELF is get healthy.

It's not so difficult for me to eat healthy food, even while I have to watch everyone else eat junk food. I LOVE vegetables, ...oddly I don't much like fruits. Anything sweet and/or sugary makes me sick. I can't take a bite of any candy otherwise it'll just churn my stomach if I do. I usually get my weight from starchy foods like potatoes, bread and pasta (all three of which I love). I don't even like soda-pop! I've had several people tell me I might be diabetic and should get it checked out. I know nothing of the signs of diabetes. I should look it up...

Argh i don't think those kinds of diets work at all. I think it's brains really - eat less & eat more healthier. I mean i've lost a lot of weight before especially when i was younger and getting really beefy. I went and lived on my aunt's farm & lost 20kgs. And that was basically, less food and much more healthier. BUT with the occasional crap lol. AND not even a lot of exercise just walking around the farm mainly lol. I mean you really don't have to go to large extents to starve yourself orr make yourself eat really crap shit every day lol. Like my diabetic coach lady said, it's all about portions really lol.

Well that's good!! Really? I wish i could say the same xDD. I love soda lol. BUT i only drink the diet/zero sugar types now. OHH those are my fav's too. Carbs are so evil lol.

Um some symptoms are ... dizzyness, headaches, aches in your arms and legs, high resting sugar levels (even several hours after you've eaten), going to the bathroom all the time, really thirsty all the time AND if you don't eat on time and regularly you feel like shit = zero energy. Chances are if your overweight and been so for a long time you may have it. BUT best to get it checked out. You have to drink a cup full of this nasty crap and sit there for a few hours xDD.

My offer on the Tapi Hibiscus Bloom:
Two March 10 CI set, one Golden Mystic Faun Horns, one April 10 CI set and one May 10 CI set (free item exluded) + 1k.

Thanks for the offer Sil. I'll add that to the front page <3
Not sure how long i'm going to run the auction for though.

That's fine.
I can up the offer quite a bit if necessary, but I'd rather not start out at the max already. xD

That's understandable :). But thank you very much for the 1st offer, yay! ^^

You are welcome. :)

Yeah i was going to sell my sash, but i was kinda iffy about it. So decided to sell off some smaller items. Which i adore also ... but i can part with them more then my sash lol.

And they're possibly easier to regain later.

Yes very true :)
Though i hope nalin doesn't hate me for doing this. :( OR Fizi who donated me the cookie ages ago.

It's for the charity, no?

So I doubt it, really, hon.

Well most of it yes *nods*.
Still feel a little guilty lol. BUT ... i still got my eggplant anyways *clings to it*

Man, I don't think I can beat Siles' offer. *Snaps in defeat*

Hi there Apricot :)
Hows it goin?

Meh, not bad.. But, definitely not good.

Ohh what's up hun?

I'm tired is all.. Haven't really been able to relax in a few days.

True that. No probs, i'll see what I got left over @[email protected];; You never know though, a Boa may not pop up for sale, for years and years lol! </3

Hmmmm.... Maybe a CI set from that month, from the both of us? So that'd be 2 x CI set of whatever month the 100k page comes. Orrrr if that's a little too much, I could just do some arts, like an animated sprite or something.

Roachi, the offer in the spoiler bar doesn't show up.

@Apricot - True, you should get some rest dear.
@Nivvy - I know, it's crazy right? BUT i have faith for you! xDD
That should be fine :). I usually get 5 sets from my supplier so cool beans.
@Sil - Err it's working for meh?

I could use a gym membership. I'm so out of shape. :S

Not so much is new with me. Just trying to sell a few things and play some games to get more accomplished on my Yumeh quest.

@Rika - Yup me too xD. I was meant to go for a consult this morning but i was too tired xD. Have to reschedule for later in the afternoon. First thing in the morning does not sit well with me lol. AHH i see, yumeh ears next?

@Emma - @@

*Curls up in the corner*