LOL! Yeah xD! It's a change, coz usually it's me falling asleep at your house bahahahaa! Hoooooray! The fricken WEEKEND! <3

Thanks hummy :D I hope things are going well for you! Is it the weekend there yet?

Awww, too bad I can't PM you some of the rain we've had lately xD!
Tooooo much of it! I can't remember what a blue sky looks like, unless I google it hahaha

Wowwie X___x;; 2am! That's pretty tough going. Howcome you have to open the door?

Hopefully Autumn comes around for you soon, Hummy =)
& cools you off

I really, really need to get some sun...
I'm starting to look like a vampire lols!

Hey guys, sorry i haven't been around much. Kinda bored with the site, not a lot going on. Is the whole MP thing fixed yet??

Doesn't look like theres been a lot of activity. Whats goin on with the site? Seems like it's been abandoned lol.
How are you humz?

Yeah, can't say what's happening there and why things have gone so dry. Usually they're really good at fixing stuff up ASAP.
Sad, i use to love this site. But now i only log in out of habit. I never stay more then a few minutes. Perhaps if Inso can't afford the site any more or doesn't have the time for it. It might be time to sell on to someone who might?? I dunno lol.

Ahh i've been sick too. And stressed with work. Just seems like i never catch a break. Hate my life at the moment. It's lonely and unfulfilled.

Lol it isn't a bad idea =P
Every day this week, my boss has told me I'm looking paler and paler xD;;
I'm thinking... Wow thanks X_x;; What a weird way to greet someone in the morning haha. I have to bite my tongue... Sometimes I feel like telling him to go stuff himself haha

Gargh </3 That's no fun!!! I'll be able to relate to the body clock being out of whack soon, with this baby on the way lols!

Aww I remember when you first started coming here Roach xD! It was like YAYYYY! A break away from freaking Gaia, and all of the crazy happenings over there. Things were so official here... It is weird... Maybe it's the government >.>!!!

Are you gonna start looking for a new relationship soon?? One of my work mates got dumped by her bf, after four fricken years X_x;; So she joined online dating, and BAM. She's already having fun with some guy, she's chilling out with lol.

One of our chicks at work got let go today, so I'm thinking... fark, is my job up in the air? Better let me go on maternity leave first, and just tell me not to come back haha. I'm thinking about being lame, and picking up a paper run or something. Just for the exercise, so I'm forced to get outta the house and walk about. Might as well get paid $5 an hour while I'm at it xD!!!!!!

It's always the government behind everything!! @@ LOLOLOL.
Yeah, maybe i gotta go back to Gaia now nothing is happening here lol.

Oh well, i don't think im ready for that. Not to mention im kinda done with that dating site thing. I mean i've had quite a few relationships which started on the internet ya know.. And though some of them have lasted awhile. None of them fulfilled me, none of those guys - honestly i loved deeply, and relentlessly. Simply because none of them ever put me first. None of them cared about what i wanted, my dreams/hopes etc. I was always the doer and the fixer. And im done with that shit lol. I need an independent man. Not a boy.

So im just gonna sort out my own shit. Lose some weight, get healthy. Find a hobby? LOL, maybe a second job to get some of my debt sorted. So i can go overseas and stuff. Buy a new car for sure!! LOL. I mean i still want a relationship. I just want something so much different to what i've had. And this time im going to be much more pickier about it. Because i'm 27 now, and i kinda need to find my "the one". Ya know?

To be honest i did try to get back out there, and i talked to a few nice guys. But a lot of them only want one thing, and they lure you into a false pretense. And some are genuine & just straight up own up about it. Which i admire - honestly and shit. But it's not me. I'm not up for a one night stand or a sex buddy, anything less then what i truly desire just doesn't stack up any more. I'm allergic to second best now lol.

And Rob has been trying to get all up on my grill.. But i had to straight up set him straight today. It's just not going to happen. I can't go back there, because he will never be able to give me what i want. And i cannot bare his burdens any more. It's time someone took care of me, ya know? I mean not like that - but for someone to actually give a shit about my wants for once. So yeah, im content with just sorting my own shit out and letting my guides or whoever it is that looks over me etc, sort that out - and point me in the right direction when the time is right. But i think first and foremost i must sort out my own issues, because i can't take past hurts into a new relationship. Which i've done over and over lol.

So yeah sorry about my rant lol.. I know they say the best thing to get over heartache is to get right back on the horse. But it's just not like that, this time round. I just can't bare it when i think of it. And not cause i miss Rob, but just cause i feel i deserve the best.

Oh really? A newbie or oldie?? How long you been there? Well they still gotta pay you a redundancy though don't they?? Ya hope so :S. I don't know if i told you that heaps of people got made redundant at my job recently?? The team i use to be in is non existant now. They got rid of them all, and loads of people from the branch's too. They got rid of the national credit manager too - Kruger. It was a huge shock.

Thank you sweetie. Sorry i didn't see this lol.
How are ya?? :) *snugs*

Soooo funny! I think the government are behind everything too xD!!! LOL!!

Hmmm that's a fair point, that place is exploding with activity X__x;; To the point where it's hard to keep up haha!

Ohhh true, I hear ya on the internet dating thing. I know what you mean about being put first too haha! Maybe if you find someone who does that, he can give the husband some pointers hehe. That sucks though, not being able to follow your dreams because somebody else just won't allow it </3

Arghhh, definitely don't be one of those doer - and fixer type chicks! Honestly the lady upstairs is a chick like that. She goes to work, cooks the meals, cleans the house - everything it sounded like you had to do, and her husband just sits around like a fat slobby shit. He does absolutely nothing, and I can see it's because she doesn't tell him enough is enough. It really sucks to see, because she's such a great person, and he really doesn't deserve her. But at the end of the day, it's up to her to make a change, kick his ass to the curb, or walk out herself... she just won't do it. Glad to see you're not gonna get trapped like that, it's not a good outcome.

Yeah there fully needs to come a time where you have to look for Mr. Right, over Mr. Convenient lols. I hope it comes together easy for you X___x;; Pretty much like Joe and I, just came together, after we'd both given up on looking. It's funny how common it is too - my boss was saying that's how he and his second wife found each other.

Gawwwd, that dude sounds like he needs to pull his head outta his ass. Is he too stupid to see he stuffed it up with his uselessness? Can't he piece it together for himself, as to why he doesn't deserve to be with you? You'd think that question would answer itself... The more I hear about him, the more I just wanna kick him in the nuts lol. He should look into some self help books or something, instead of trying to rely on you for everything </3

She's worked there for three years. She doesn't really go out of her comfort zone though, and only does jobs that suit her - where as I get given heaps of crap, and just get to it instead of turning my nose up. So I guess they had a good reason to give her the boot, when I think about it... They best pay me redundancy if I get let go LOL! My boss is such a tight ass though >____<;; I really don't wanna take him to employment disputes or whatever, coz then it means I won't ever get a job there again, if things pick up </3

Wow! Soooo scary, why did they axe everyone? Yikes... I guess it just goes to show, none of us are really that safe... unless you work for the government xD!