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what do you think? 5 poems by me
Lies
you lied to me about your name, you lied to me about your past. you lied to me about everything, how long did you think it would last. you fell for me i fell for you but then i found it was all untrue. i can't believe i trusted you and you broke my heart again but now you broke it with a different name how i fell, i still don't understand i knew i didn't remember you and now i know why because you used a different name thats how i uncovered your lie. a picture of an old friend a picture of you both up next to eachother showing me what i feared being true. you are him and he is you your deep brown eyes told me it was true. my friend was right you are a walking lie so now as i write this i begin to cry. your deep brown eyes your soft caring voice both are temping saying make the wrong choice. but i will not obey i will do the right thing every time you call i will ignore every ring. i will not answer your messages or reply to any e-mail any contact you try to make will set your memory sail. it will sail farther from me then i ever thought it would but now i am happy it will and i'm positive it should. you said... You said that you loved me you said it was true you said you could be trusted but now i sit here so blue you said we would live happy you said it with a smile you said every lie so let me cry for a while you said alot of nice things you said that it would last you said its over that its gone the love just went so fast so i sit here now tears in my eyes blood is pouring from my wrists so say your goodbyes. heart breaking phone call Cheers and yells all weekend through. but all the time i thought of you. your eyes your arms the softness of your voice. all things telling me make a choice. I choose you and home i go. so very unaware of what your about to show. ring ring ring i ask for you. then the voice of my love so true. you ask to talk and i know somethings wrong. then there was a pause it lasted so long. you took a deep breath and said lets take a break. i almost screamed for gods sake. the months we had all now gone. erased as though they were mearly drawn. tears filled my eyes and i tried to hold them back. but that kind of power is something that i lack. you then asked if i would be ok. i said yes but i cried all day. so now here i am my heart once again broke. a promise you made now broken all by words you spoke. you said you had a reason but it was no good. so now only a shadow will stand beside you where i once stood. Runaway Soul Goddess please take my hand please take me away. fly me far from his place i no longer will stay. fight after fight always with me. and it always ends up with me wanting to flee. tears falling down legs moving fast. i try to move farther but my energy won't last. then i am seen and back i go. to my living hell with my head hung low. then it all happens again and again. they say it will get better and that it will end. but i know that it will not thats why i am here. with blood on my knife i no longer will fear. for my soul is now running to where i am free. and i am now happy which before i could not be. look at what you did. Look at what you did, Mucked up our friendship, I tried to make it last, But you only let it slip. Look at what you did, Pushed me away, Ruined all the trust, We made up to this day. Look at what you did, Lost your best friend, The one you loved and thought, Would be with you till the end. Look at what you did, It's over I tried, But you just messed it up, And now the friendship died. Look at what you did, No more nights to spend awake, Laughing at random stuff, Your sadness no longer will I take. Look at what you did, Don't you feel bad, Oh well sucks, Your the only one thats sad. Look at what you did... Just look... |
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