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Tetsumiro 03-02-2009 08:59 AM

"It does. I think I'll definitely get that." He chuckled, closing his menu and setting it down. He smiled at Andrew again and he breathed out slowly. "Are you having the same thing?" He'd never felt at a loss for things to say as he was now.

Finally, he couldn't hold back some of what he wanted to say, looking across the table to Andrew with those two toned eyes. "Andrew? Is it... horrible that I like both you and Jacob? I'll be with him--and I'll think of you, and I just... I'm torn. I asked him to quit his work and he moved in with me." He hadn't really meant to blurt that out, blushing as he covered his mouth briefly. "I just.. I can tell that he's happy but.. I can tell that he might not like trying a different job--you know?" He figured he might as well go on, he'd told Andrew about the move now, and he figured the man wouldn't have been going after Jacob anymore anyway. Not really.

Rusalka 03-02-2009 09:35 AM

"I believe I shall," Andrew said nodding, setting his menu down as well. It had served as a good distraction for a short while but nothing could make either of them forget any of the things going on for too long. Licking his lips he looked around the restaurant which seemed to have a good business even for lunch.

His eyes returned to Ashley though as he spoke, wanting to say it wasn't a bad thing but he allowed the man to keep talking. His eyes widened startled at the news Jacob had moved in with Ashley and had quit his job for the man across from him. His hands that had been sitting in his lap were clenched in a fist but he continued to stay silent until Ashley stopped.

"It's not entirely horrible," Andrew said carefully as his dark eyes met Ash's. He liked the man across from him a lot and though he had nothing against Jacob he had hoped the man's job would lead the relationship to failure. "About the job thing for Jacob though.. I can say that if I had to move from a job I know I'm good at to something I don't know about I'd be uneasy about it myself. I .. don't know how much you know about him, but though he's been working the job only a few years now he'd taken it up because he enjoyed it as a teenager."

Andrew had been a regular with the other man for a while now, even if it were for sex they did get to talking about themselves and the things they did. Andrew had once asked him what made him go for such a job, he hadn't expected the answer to be because it was the only thing he was good at. An idea came to mind slowly wanting to help the man out. "He's known nothing else.. except, he gives good massages. He'd have to get a certificate that he's had actual classes to work the job but.. after the courses, he could have a stable job."

Keeping his hands in his lap so he didn't reach across the table to touch Ash he looked down at them. He still tried to understand why he was wanting to help so much.. but he wanted to know Ash was happy, even if it wasn't with him. "I.. won't lie Ash. I like you .. a lot. I know the rules and I know that perhaps it was cruel of me to do all that I have with you.. even though I knew you had Jacob and now it's caused feelings returned." Licking his lips he wondered where his mouth was heading him. "I've also liked Jacob to a point for a while now.. even after he'd decided to hate me since I'd been trying to take you from him.."

"Blast it.. I'm sorry.." Andrew murmured finally still staring at his lap. It wasn't until he'd admitted to liking Jacob aloud had he realized to himself it was true. Biting his lip again he wondered if he messed any friendship up with Ash.

Tetsumiro 03-02-2009 10:06 AM

Ashley listened in return. Andrew had been patient enough to hear him out, now he would return the favour. He was nervous, what would the man say? His words made him blush, knowing that Andrew really did know more about Jacob than he did--in a way.

When Andrew finished, Ashley chewed on his lower lip. "I.. You're right. He's very good a massages. It wouldn't hurt to bring up the idea to Jacob to get into classes so he could be certified for the job. Maybe it would be something else he could enjoy doing for money--something that didn't involve sex. He pressed his lips tight together for a moment as he thought, watching Andrew as the man admitted his feelings for both him and Jacob--it caught him a little off guard.

The idea of all three of them crossed his mind and it was obvious. Then he blushed and rubbed at his cheeks. "I... I guess I feel kind of silly--he's moved in... I feel like this is moving maybe too quickly, maybe I'm not giving myself enough time to adjust? I've known him for what, about a week?" He rubbed his face with a sigh. "I don't know what I'm thinking anymore. I'm stressing myself out over this too much." He chuckled weakly.

"I... I wish I could just have you both--and things would be okay then. It is hard--I'm trying so hard to ignore my urges, but I.. I want you, Andrew... I-I want to feel your lips and I want you to hold me, damn it. I want..." He trailed off and shook his head with a small sigh. "I want you both--but... I don't really see.. that happening."

"I'm sorry. I just.. I shouldn't have.. urgh.."

Rusalka 03-02-2009 08:49 PM

Andrew watched Ashley in silence, fidgeting in his place. When he spotted the easily read thoughts moving across Ashley's face a tinge had followed Ashley's blush, it had crossed his mind after he'd admitted to both of them that he held an interest in Jacob. By this time though he thought it too late, by now Jacob hates him for sure. Still though if he could talk to him.. maybe..

His cheeks turned another shade of pink as Ash listed out his wants mimicking many of his own by now and it hurt not to be able to give him what he wanted. He reached out instead gently taking his hand within his own hoping that it would ease both of them a bit without stepping over the line. Licking his lips he sighed a bit.

"I.." Andrew began and shook his head clearing it up a bit. Looking up at Ashley he wished he could do something to ease the stress. "Can.. we go talk to Jacob? I.. know he wouldn't want to see me.. especially with you but.. I think it's got to be the best that can be done.." Andrew was nervous but he was trying not to be, he knew they should return to work after lunch.. but he didn't think he'd be able to work with everything still on his mind.

Rusalka 03-03-2009 03:26 AM

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[15:40:16] Tetsu says:
Ashley looked up as Andrew took his hand. It made him fight back stubborn tears, knowing he could only have that touch and little more. It hurt so
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Much he couldnt beleive it. Giving the mans hand a squeeze he listened to Andrews idea, and it made him pale. Talk to jacob? He was afraid to and that
[15:45:57] Tetsu says:
Was obvious. 'i... Um, yeah. We can try to anyway.' ash replied with a slow and nervous nod. Someone finally imterrupted them to take their order,
[15:46:13] Tetsu says:
Startling Ash.
[15:46:32] Tetsu says:
Did ya get all that?
[15:46:43] Kale says:
Yeah.
[15:47:12] Tetsu says:
Good
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[15:59:39] Kale says:
Andrew looked up at the waitress after a moment at staring at Ash. He was startled to see that fear in Ash's face, wondering if it was fear for him or if Jacob had done something for Ash to be scared of. He doubted Jacob was one who'd abuse the power given to him by being a Dom like he had once.

Deciding each of them had to eat first though, he gave the waitress both of their orders and lightly squeezed Ash's hand gently as she left. "Ash.. are you alright?" Andrew asked carefully, worried for Ash now. "What's got you scared..?"
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Give me a sec
[16:08:05] Kale says:
okies
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Arh ket him order for them, taking in a slow breath. He shook the fear away and looked at Andrew. 'its nothing. You just caught me off guard... I just
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Dont want to see you two fight or hurt Jacob. I dont want you to hurt either.' he explained with a sigh.
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Andrew licked his lips nodding his understanding. He gave a small sigh glad that the fear was nothing but worry about each of them. He knew any way they approached Jacob the man would be annoyed at seeing him with Ash, he would just have to deal with it as safely as possible. "I won't fight him if I can help it.." Andrew promised, he'd only defend himself if he could.
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Ash offered him a smile of sorts, nervous. He hoped his lover would hear them out calmly. He feared the idea would end things with jacob. He didnt
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Know if the man would understand how he felt for the two of them.
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Andrew squeezed Ash's hand once more gently trying to reassure the man. He didn't know if anything would work out but it would be torture for Ash either way in the long run.
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'i... Um thank you Andrew.' he whisered as he kissed andrews hand, bringing his hand to his cheek to kiss the palm. He didnt care about the looks he
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Was getting from others for the gentle display of affection.
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Andrew smiled affectionately at Ash. He didn't mind the display of affection and didn't care people would look at them strangely. Licking his lips he nodded. "After Lunch.. we'll head over to your place.. alright?"
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'okay.' Ash was obviously very nervous, but he calmed himself for lunch. When it finally came, Ashley commented on how good it was but was otherwise
[18:33:21] Tetsu says:
Quiet, especially as they finished up and it was time to go talk to jacob.
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Andrew remained silent through the meal as well. He was both nervous and excited to a point, if Jacob agreed he'd have what he wanted. He'd just have to figure out how to fit it all in with Lifestyle if that's how both of them wanted to keep it at. He knew it was Ashley's unease that made him silent, but he was unhappy that the lunch was all but just a silent outing.

Taking the bill from the waitress he paid it entirely without batting an eye or bothering to ask if Ash wanted to pay for his own. It was the least he could do he figured. "It's quite obvious neither of us is ready.. but.. time to get it over with?"
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Ash would have protested to pay his own but he didnt even realize they had the bill before it was too late. Now he knew they had to go. He felt bad
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That theyd sat in silence but if things went well theyd have many meals together. Pehaps even if things went bad, especially if things went sour
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Between jacob and him. 'yeah. Guess it is.' he got up carefully and left to the car, holdinh andrews hand for the short walk.
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Andrew regarded Ash carefully as they walked gently holding the man's hand as he lead the way to the car. He even went so far as opening the door for Ash and helping him in before moving around the car to get into the driver's side. After getting the adress from Ashley he drove there nerves on edge once more as they made progress to the man's place and pulled into park.
[19:31:45] Tetsu says:
Ashley smiled at andrew as he was helped into the car. The drive felt so long, like theyd never get there, but when the place was in view he felt his
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Heart race and he wondered if this was really a good idea. Looking at andrew, ash gave him a nervous but hopeful smile. 'here we go...' he said as he
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Got out, and it began to dawn on him that he'd left the house with alex there, what if jacob wasnt awake? He should have called ahead of time. Sighing
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, ashley lead andrew to the studio door and fished out a key to unlock it. 'uhm. Would you wait out here a moment? I need to make sure he's... Well,
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Himself first. I'll be back in a moment.' ash said before opening the door and sliping in quietly. 'Alex?'
Andrew stepped out of the car and walked up with Ashley. His brow furrowed but he nodded some to wait and leaned against the wall as he waited for Ashley. Supposing the man decided to make certain Jacob was ready for the surprise of seeing him with Ash.


Ashley had fallen asleep watching television near noon and Jacob had woke shortly after. By the time Ash walked into the studio apartment Jacob had walked out of the bathroom from a shower a towel wrapped loosely around the waist. He looked up when the door opened and smiled when he spotted Ashley. "Hey, should I get used to these lunch time visits?" He asked with a small smile walking over to Ash.

Tetsumiro 03-03-2009 03:35 AM

Ashley's cheeks flushed as he realized Jacob was awake and approaching him in just a towel. "Probably not." He replied with a small smile, looking up at Jacob as he got close to him, leaning up to give him a brief kiss.

"But--uhm.. I think you should get dressed." He said softly, though he quite enjoyed seeing the man's mostly nude body. "So why don't you get dressed.. and I'll be right back..." His heart was racing so fast, he felt like he might faint if it kept it up like that. He gave Jacob another kiss, letting it linger for a moment this time before he'd pull away to retreat into the hall again if Jacob let him.

Rusalka 03-03-2009 03:59 AM

Jacob smiled and kissed those sweet lips. His brows rose though as Ashley suggested he get dressed. Touching Ashley's arms lightly as he looked down the short distance between their heights into Ashley's eyes. "Mm.. is my body not as great as it once was?" He teased smiling down at the smaller man. Kissing him back once more with that sweet kiss curious about what Ashley was up to. "All right.. but are you alright?" He stepped away back to his bags to find them rather organized between styles of clothing. Shedding the towel he picked out pants and a t-shirt.

Tetsumiro 03-03-2009 04:10 AM

"You're body is as fine as ever." Ashley retorted, watching as Jacob wandered to the bags and stripped of his towel to get dressed, making Ashley blush a bit more. "Mmm, I'm fine. I'll be back in in a few minutes." He stated, slipping back out of the apartment and shutting the door behind him, his cheeks still flushed as he looked at Andrew.

"He's.. getting dressed right now. I think he'll appreciate us waiting a moment." He smiled a bit, obviously nervous, it made him feel a little unsettled after lunch, but he settled himself down as best as he could. After he felt Jacob would definitely be dressed, he slowly opened the door again, peeked in to make sure and then opened the door to slip in, leaving it open this time for Andrew to follow him. He wasn't sure what to say, pressing a hand gently over his chest s he felt his heart thrust against that ribcage, it was a bit surreal feeling to him, he'd never been so nervous in his life--not even when Andrew had forced himself on him back then.

Rusalka 03-03-2009 04:27 AM

Andrew looked at the opening and closing door once more nerves keeping what would normally lead to a retort a silent sigh. He nodded some though allowing Jacob to have his dignity even if he'd seen him nude probably more than Ash had yet. He set a hand on Ashley's shoulder gently for a moment before the man turned to open the door and a moment after Ash stepped in Andrew took a breath and followed, closing the door behind him.

Jacob was combing through his hair with his fingers the strands that had settled out of place after pulling on his t-shirt. He looked at Ashley curiously when he'd returned from the hall once more, when he spotted the guest Ash had brought along made his face visibly fall into a frown with jaw muscles clenching as his eyes narrowed at Andrew. His gaze shifted to Ashley once more not quite looking much warmer than the look that Andrew had received, but not purposely so. "What's he doing here?" Jacob asked clenching his hands in fists. "You told me he was leaving you alone."

"And I have been," Andrew said stepping forward, carefully locking his hands in his pockets to remain looking nonthreatening to Jacob or looking as if he might do anything to Ash. Suddenly anything he'd thought to say was lost to him, he was startled at the look Jacob had given him and he realized just how successful he'd been able to get Jacob to hate him, realizing now just why Ash had been so fearful. "We'd hoped to remain friends though.. but it's been brought to attention it might be harder than it sounds and wished to talk with you. Reasonably."

Jacob glared at Andrew as he spoke but refrained speaking with him, rather to hear it from Ashley why his rapist had still wanted to be friends.

Tetsumiro 03-03-2009 04:56 AM

Ashley let the silence settle momentarily after their brief exchange of words, swallowing the lump in his throat as he made himself look up at Jacob. "He's been leaving me alone... I'm the one who keeps bothering him." He licked his lips nervously, breathing out to try and keep himself from panicking. "You asked me.. if I like him--and I told you the truth--maybe.. a little under exaggerated though."

He was having trouble thinking f what to say t get his point across-this was sounding like he wanted ot call it off with Jacob and that wasn't what he wanted! Furrowing his brow, he glanced back at Andrew, almost as if to search him for the words he was lacking, maybe some help in getting going in the right direction, or he'd just start rambling too much.

Rusalka 03-03-2009 05:50 AM

Jacob stared at Ashley, the wrong resolve flashing through his mind as he stared at the two in the doorway. What was the kisses earlier then? Merely the last ones before Ash explained he changed his mind, that he hadn't wanted to remain with him any longer? His chin thrust stubbornly forward even as he looked away. "So.. you decided on Andrew instead of me.."

Andrew looked at Ashley realizing the younger man would have a problem with explaining what was needed, realizing already Jacob had misunderstood him because the beginning was cut off by lack of words. "It's not like that at all Jacob.." Andrew said without pausing after the glare he received from the man once more. He could tell Jacob truly cared for Ash and a sigh escaped him before he continued. "I mean.. he likes me yes, but as much as he likes you."

Andrew took a breath his eloquent self rather lost, but he was still managing to speak calmly even if he didn't sound very intelligent at the moment. "I.. we came to talk to you because it's stressful for him and I do like him.. even you if you'd believe it." Ignoring the snort directed his way he pushed on. "We just can't ignore what we feel for each other, it'll turn out painful and well there is a solution if you're willing.."

"Like what?" Jacob spat angered and hurt at the same time. Couldn't Ashley and him have a proper relationship without Andrew stepping in every few days. He knew Ashley liked Andrew but he hoped to work passed that so the man would grow out of liking his rapist as quickly as he began to enjoy the man. "Share him? Like some.. sex doll!?" Jacob glared at Andrew, a whine had come to his voice but it couldn't be helped. "He's more than just a good fuck Andrew! He's more than that.." Jacob knew he still didn't know much about Ashley but he was trying to get to know him more and more.

"You are more than that as well Jacob! I'd never thought of you as a good fuck, even if it was your job!" Andrew retorted walking over to Jacob now, grabbing his arm even as the man tried to pull away. He knew the man enjoyed his job, but his esteem was only heightened in the atmosphere he worked outside of it the man couldn't think of himself as anything more than a whore. The pain he'd seen in Jacob's eyes when the man look at him made him hurt just as much as he was at lunch. "I'm not trying to take him away from you.. or even share him in such a way. I'm suggesting a relationship between the three of us.."

Tetsumiro 03-03-2009 06:36 AM

Ashley was somewhat thankful Andrew took over talking, he just couldn't do it, but he did pipe up when Jacob misunderstood. "N-no, I don't want to--" He blinked as Andrew spoke up for him, watching the men as they exchanged words.

He was so afraid they'd start fighting, even though Andrew said he'd try not to, but he'd understand if the man fought in self defense. After all, he ddn't want him to just step back and let Jacob beat the shit out of him if he lost his temper. Ashley was nervous, shoving his hands into his pockets so he wouldn't pick at his soft hands around the nails, standing relatively still as he listened to them, watched them.

He could hear and see the pain Jacob felt, how he'd hurt him already and it made him want to back up and run away, leaning a little mre heavily on that crutch. He was glad that Jacob was jealous, and didn't want to give him up at all, bit it was hard when he wanted the man to share him in a way. He wanted to have both of them and for it to just all work out in a mutual, caring three way relationship, but maybe that was asking for way too much. Andrew had been his rapist, after all.

When Andrew went after Jacob, Ashley was expecting the worst, for a big fight to break out, and he closed his eyes tight for a moment, expecting it, but nothing happened. His two toned eyes slowly opened to look at the men, and he listened to Andrew's words, the words he'd been unable to say before.

Approaching them, he looked curiously at Jacob, then Andrew, breathing out a shakey, nervous breath. "Jacob... What... do you think? I'd like this--but... I don't want you to... if it would make you unhappy--I uhm..' He flustered up--he couldn't make Jacob want this and he wouldn't pressure him into it, but... he wasn't sure what he'd do. He couldn't ignore his urges to be with Andrew, he knew he couldn't.

Rusalka 03-03-2009 07:07 AM

Jacob visibly sagged as he stared at Andrew and then Ashley, wishing at some point they would admit it all being some cruel joke. Looking at Ashley though he knew it was no joke. He was upset knowing Ashley couldn't be happy with just him, and a part of him couldn't blame him.. He was surprised Ash hadn't given up on him at all either, not many would look at him for a steady relationship.

A hand reached out to touch Ashley's cheek but paused and dropped back down pulling away from Andrew as the man let him and stumbled to the futon to sit down. Running his fingers through still damp hair making it stick out at odd angles in parts. He should have figured he'd never have a normal relationship.. looking at Ash he knew the man would never be happy otherwise. "I.." Jacob began and looked back down. His life before Ashley had been so simple.. who knew it could turn into such a complicated thing?


Andrew watched Jacob move to sit down, a hand moved to brush Ashley's shoulder silently beckoning the man to follow as he moved to sit down as well leaving a space for Ashley between him and Jacob. He could guess fairly accurately what might be crossing Jacob's mind and he couldn't not feel sorry for him. Licking his lips his eyes spotted the objects of sexual activity that had occurred between Ash and Jacob and looked away from them. "Like Ash says, you won't be forced to agree.. I know it's hard."

Jacob's eyes flashed anger towards Andrew, if the man had kept to his own business none of this would have happened. But making fists he looked away, he'd always considered Andrew ugly. He was wondering how Ash even liked the man's looks. "I.. if it'd make you happy.. Ashley.."

Tetsumiro 03-03-2009 07:41 AM

Ashley watched Jacob stumble away to the futon and sit down, chewing on his lower lip nervously. He felt his stomach sink a bit as Jacob pushed hands through those wet strands, was he going to say no?

When Andrew beckoned him to go sit down, he did just that, sliding onto the futon and letting the metal crutch gently drop to the floor as he got the weight off of his casted leg. He felt like he was in the crossfire as Jacob glared angrily at Andrew when the man told him he wouldn't be forced. Jacob wasn't happy with this, he could tell, would this work out? If Jacob forcedhimself to agree... well, he couldn't see anything good coming from it in the long run.

With his answer, Ashley furrowed his brow and looked at Jacob. "Jacob--love... Just because it would make me happy, doesn't mean you should agree..." He didn't want him to say he would just because he'd asked him to. Ashley felt selfish enough as it were, he didn't need to make Jacob suffer in a relationship he wasn't sure he could make the man happy with. If he continued to hate Andrew, this wouldn't be enjoyable at all, he thought.

One of Ashley's slender, trembling hands gently reached to make his lover look at him, stroking over his cheeks as he looked him eye to eye, brow furrowed. "jacob.." He whispered, sighing out. What more could be said? "Don't... do this just because I want it."

Rusalka 03-03-2009 09:12 AM

Andrew remained silent this time leaving it to Ashley now that the man seemed to know how to handle it himself. Jacob wouldn't be grateful if he piped up now, it would be Ashley's turn to sooth him. Afterward they'd just have to work things out, either way.

"You wouldn't be truly happy otherwise.. you can't say that you would.." Jacob said, he'd read it clearly on Ashley's face just moments before. "If I can't make you happy.. what's the point?" His blue eyes looked at Ashley, the whites of his eyes tinged red in signs of an attempt to keep from tears appearing. Even with those words yet.. he didn't want to let go of Ashley. He'd learn to manage with Andrew.. remembering idly he'd once gotten along with the man rather well a little while ago.

Ignoring Andrew though he scooped Ashley up into his lap an arm on either side of the younger man possessively, holding him close as he hid his face against Ashley's shoulder. "I want to keep you happy.." Jacob whispered to Ash licking his lips as he breathed in the man's scent. "As is my duty.."

Tetsumiro 03-03-2009 02:53 PM

Ashley looked away briefly as Jacob spoke, he felt horrible doing this to him, but he'd wanted this so badly, part of him hoped they could all work this out nicely. When Jacob scooped him up, Ashley gave a startled gasp, his cheeks flushed a nice pink colour, and he couldn't help but smile so softly.

Nuzzling into Jacob as he was held in his lap, Ashley gave a small sigh of relief, he'd been so nervous about this all, and it was still a little nerve wracking, but for now it was at least settled. "Thank you... Oh Jacob.." He shifted in the man's lap and gently pulled him into passion filled kiss.

Rusalka 03-03-2009 10:52 PM

Andrew watched them in silence frowning some at Jacob's acceptance only because it'd make Ash happy. The man had already given up a lot for Ash and now a normal relationship as well to add in Andrew as another lover that Ash had also fallen for. Looking at Jacob and how upset he was he gave a small sigh to himself, if things between him and Jacob remained the same he'd leave. He didn't want to lead a stress filled life with butting heads with Jacob along the way. He watched the possessiveness Jacob shown as he held Ash and knew if things worked out it would slowly dissipate or spread to Andrew as well. His eyes looked away at the kiss though, his own jealousies would also have to be worked through.

Jacob stroked his hands over Ashley's shirt clad back lightly, only further proof that he'd do anything for the smaller man. He forced a small smile on his lips as Ashley said thank you and moved to kiss him back, his eyes drifted part way closed as he did so his arms pulling Ashley closer almost in a gloating fashion as he made out with the younger man in front of Andrew.

Tetsumiro 03-04-2009 02:51 AM

Ashley didn't expect things to be perfect right away--he wished Jacob wasn't doing it just for him, but maybe with time, things would change--hopefully for the better. He wanted his lover to be happy too, but he was glad Jacob was letting him be selfish.

The kiss was getting Ash all heated up, though he knew they needed to go back to work, but it was so nice to be held like that. He really did love it when Jacob was jealous and possessive of him, but he didn't want the men fighting over him either. His gaze glanced sideways a Andrew, and one of his hands reached out to gently slide the tips of his fingers against the man's sleeve to get his attention since the man had looked away. His fingers fisted into the fabric of his shirt, he wanted Andrew right then, he'd been craving his touch and affection all morning and through lunch. Ash broke the kiss with Jacob to breath, panting faintly as he looked at the man holding him so possessively.

Rusalka 03-04-2009 05:41 AM

Andrew looked up as he felt his sleeve rustle and then bunch into Ash's hand, he smiled meekly as he slowly slid closer to the two of them. Everything would have to be taken slow, Jacob needed to get used to that he'd be around. Resting a hand gently on Ashley's back he shifted a bit on the futon so he was facing both of them.

Jacob's eyes opened to look at Ashley, panting some himself. He wanted to draw Ashley's hand away from Andrew and move Ashley out of Andrew's reach as he looked at the man who drew closer and he knew was touching Ash's back. Gritting his teeth he ignored the urges to pull Ashley away and kick Andrew out. His eyes focused on the collar and he gave a sigh. "How's it going to work with the Lifestyle?"

Andrew blinked, realizing it was him that Jacob was asking rather than Ashley who still knew little about it. Biting his lip he thought about it, he considered backing away from the Lifestyle in this three way relationship and it was still a possibility to do so if they decided against it. His hands slid down Ash's back to slide over one of Jacobs hands ignoring the brief flinch and laced his fingers through Jacob's so he was still in contact with Ashley.

"Normally it would be two submissives and one Dom," Andrew replied. Correctly reading the look of hopefulness he shook his head. "I'm not a submissive Jacob, you know that. But we could not be in that sort of relationship if it's to be better that way..."

Jacob frowned and looked at Ashley, his hand itched to move away from Andrew's but he would get used to the man's touch. After all he had been sleeping with the man every week for a couple years now, this shouldn't be much different. He shrugged some, if Ashley wanted to continue in the Lifestyle he'd accept being a submissive. It'd be simpler to leave any explanations up to Andrew anyhow.

Tetsumiro 03-04-2009 06:17 AM

Ashley smiled softly as he felt that hand slide against his back, breathing in slowly. He knew he wouldn't get what he wanted right away, they'd all have to take this in steps; work things out for them all, talk it over further, how things would work.

He blinked a few times as Jacob asked about the Lifestyle, and his gaze did flicker back to Andrew curiously as the man began to answer. When he mentioned that Jacob would have to be a submissive as well, Ashley frowned a bit. He'd already asked a lot of Jacob, he wasn't sure he should be so selfish.

Ash felt Jacob shrug as he looked at the man again, chewing on his lower lip a bit. "I... like the Lifestyle--but.. I want us to do what will work best, not just because I want it..." He said slowly, his cheeks flushing over a bit.

Rusalka 03-04-2009 06:42 AM

"When he was a customer of mine I was already playing a submissive role with him Ash.." Jacob said, his free hand stroking Ashley's side gently giving the man a small smile. He gave another shrug as he looked to Andrew and nodded some, he was rather used to the man's ways at least when it came to being in the bedroom. "Would it be alright to have a more dominant submissive of the two of us?"

Andrew shifted again as his position became more uncomfortable and he nodded to Jacob's question. It was common in a threesome relationship in the Lifestyle, if it was the two of them even without him watching it'd make better sense of Jacob being the role he is now with Ashley. "It's normally how it works.. if you're wanting to still claim the right to have a collar on him I'm not going to say no.. but will need to find a flourish to add my own to Ashley then... Actually I already have the type of collar in mind, it looks more like a necklace though."

Jacob nodded realizing he would need to wear a collar as well. He nuzzled into Ashley's neck once more kissing the uncollared flesh he'd found. "What do you think..?" He asked quietly. He was slowly growing used to the idea of the three of them, even if he didn't like it. A thought of Alex flitted through his mind though, remembering that Alex was scared of Andrew.. "Alex isn't going to like this..."

Tetsumiro 03-04-2009 07:14 AM

The rubbing against his side was soothing, he just smiled gently and nodded in understanding. He knew what Jacob used to do with Andrew--or had a vague understanding of what had gone on behind closed doors for those past couple of years, but he'd not wanted to make Jacob feel like he had to play submissive if he didn't want to.

Ashley listened to them talk, and listened to Andrew explain that he had another collar idea to add. Which was nice, he liked the collar Jacob had given him, he had to admit he'd like t keep it on.

As Jacob kissed at the bit of uncollared flesh on his neck, Ashley closed his eyes and cooed a bit, that felt nice. "Mm? I think.. this sounds wonderful." he muttered gently, sliding his hands through Jacob's hair slowly now. When Alex was mentioned, he did frown noticeably. "...You're right--I don't.. really know what to do about that, he'll freak out if he ever wakes up to find Andrew here." He rested his arms over Jacob's shoulders, rubbing at the back of his neck and shoulders.

Rusalka 03-04-2009 07:31 AM

This time when Andrew touched him, this time with a hand on his back Jacob didn't flinch. Andrew was letting them have their moment, things would come in time and it would become more natural for the three of them to enjoy the company. As it was right now Andrew had to introduce his presence with the two of them in their most intimate ways without it yet turning sexual. His brow furrowed as he over heard the conversation between the two, he recognized the name Alex for when Ash had brought Jacob into work the first time. "Who's Alex?"

Jacob turned his head to look at Andrew without lifting it off of Ashley's shoulder. He was used to the man's touch obviously, the idea was still bothering him but his body would react to Andrew like it would if it was a night spent with a customer. Licking his lips he sighed, wondering if Ashley would be better at explaining, he knew Alex better than Jacob did. "I.. have a second personality." Jacob said finally, sighing a bit as he felt Ash's hands rub over his shoulders. "Alex.. he wakes when I go to sleep. He's apparently a scared little thing because of my job... he's been raped a lot and some of the times from you.."

Tetsumiro 03-04-2009 07:58 AM

Ashley let Jacob try to explain Alex to Andrew, stroking his fingers through Jacob's hair again. "Alex is pretty traumatized. He won't go out unless he has to and he's very untrusting, but he's been jumped so many times... I don't think anyone can blame him. But.. he's quite terrified of you--if he woke up while you were here, well... I'm pretty sure it'd be quite a mess. I don't know if I talked to him... if it would help. " He made a face--that wasn't a job he wanted, but Jacob couldn't very well do it, and he'd rather give Alex an explanation, a warning before he woke up and saw Andrew laying there or just leaving, but he didn't want to have to kick Andrew out whenever Jacob got tired either!

Rusalka 03-04-2009 08:22 AM

Andrew sat there in silence for a moment, when Ash had brought .. Alex to work and he'd viewed him as Jacob he thought the man was kidding or something. Part of him still thought it was a joke but he could tell by how serious each of them was that it was the truth. Which meant he had raped more than Ashley... and probably raped this Alex more than once. He paled some.. he'd just made peace with Ash on it and that that was all he needed to do about it. His hands drew back and he shifted so he could lean back against the couch and sighed. "I see.."

Jacob listened to Ashley explain Alex to Andrew, his eyes drifted shut as Ashley finger combed his still damp hair a small smile on his lips as he did so. His blue eyes peeked open in time to notice Andrew was growing paler and looked almost guilty once more. He hadn't thought the knowledge that he'd unwittingly raped another would be such shocking news. Biting his lip briefly he sat up properly once more to look at Andrew properly.


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