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Jacob pulled away from the kiss as his shirt slid up and he helped Ashley pull it over his head and off. A smirk played on his lips as he looked down at Ashley, one hand moved to caress the man's cheek lightly as he leaned in again and it slid to finger through that curly brown hair. His lips pressed against his again. The hand in Ashley's shirt ran over that smooth flesh caressing it softly.
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Ashley smiled as he got that shirt off and Jacob returned down to him, closing his eyes as he felt his hand in his hair, the bandages from the night before long gone as he'd pulled them off in work. "Mmh Jacob.." he murmured against his lips, kissing him back deeply again, his own hands sliding to touch anywhere he could reach, letting his nails play against some of his skin over his back and arms.
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"Mnnh.."Jacob groaned softly into the kiss as he felt the touches and light scratches across his skin sending pleasurable shivers down his spine. His lips lingered on Ashley's for a few moments longer but then slid down to his neck kissing and nipping gently at that flesh relishing in the taste of the other man.
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Arching, Ash tilted his head back as Jacob ventured from his lips, letting his nails leave little marks over his back that would fade a few moments later. He made soft noises at the affections, fingers drawing around to caress over Jacob's chest and abs as he continued to have him straddling over his lap.
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Another small groan escaped Jacob's throat as those nails bit in deeper, enjoying the slight amount of pain. He nibbled on that flesh, leaving marks that would disappear. His tongue licked over the newly bitten flesh to give two different sensations as his hand moved to a nipple and worried it with two fingers, pinching and twisting it to get more of those splendid sounds out of Ashley.
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Ashley arched and whimpered, blushing as he was teased with those hands and teeth, tipping his head aside to give Jacob more space to bite and lick, one hand reaching up to tangle into some of that blond hair and slide down the base of his neck with a rub. "hahhn.. ah, Jacob.. "
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"Mmhmm.." Jacob agreed with a grunt. It was still rather early for him but all he wanted to do was fall asleep right there. For a while he stayed but knew in sleep he would probably become to heavy for Ashley. He pushed himself up to look down at Ashley a smile on his lips. "Nn.. ready to go to bed now?"
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Ashley was hesitant, he wanted to spend mroe time with Jacob before Alex woke, despite how tired he was, but he was beginning to see how tired Jacob was too, and he didn't want to keep him up too much. "Yeah.. Let's go to bed." He smiled gently, shifting a little to start sitting up as he looked at Jacob, giving his lips a brief kiss.
He was still flushed and a little sweaty, feeling good after another night with Jacob--the best he'd felt in a long time, it was nice having something to do, somewhere to go and someone to see outside of work, someone to distract him from the stress of his projects. |
Jacob climbed off of him with a gentle smile. Though he turned back and set an arm around Ashley's upraised shoulders and the other under Ashley's knees lifting him up and carrying him to bed. Jacob lay Ashley down but he disappeared for a moment and again returned with a warmed damp cloth to clean off most of the mess off Ashley first and then himself. The rag was strewn to the side afterward and Jacob crawled into bed beside Ashley pulling him close to his body.
"Sleep well.. Ashley," Jacob murmured pressing a brief and gentle kiss to Ashley's lips. |
Ashley gasped as he was hoisted up, holding to Jacob with a deep blush while being carried into the bedroom for bed. He let him lay him down and even clean him off a bit, letting his body relax into the mattress. He realized he didn't have his crutches so he could easily escape the bed if Alex reacted poorly to him being beside him this time, but he didn't say anything, letting Jacob get into the bed with him.
Shifting, Ash curled into the other man, his brown hair a mess against the pillow and around his face. "You too, Jacob.. If.. I'm not around when you wake up, give me a call." He smiled at him, giving him one more brief kiss as he stroked his fingers through his hair, closing his eyes a bt but he didn't let himself sleep yet, knowing what would happen next when Jacob drifted off. Alex would remember him, right? |
Jacob drifted off with Ashley in his arms, content about his night out and away from work or clubbing. It was a nice feeling for Jacob and a small smile was on his lips as he fell into a deep sleep. The smile faded to a troubled frown as Alex began to wake and was already aware of the other presence against him. Blue eyes opened to find once more the brunette in his bed.
His body had already begun to tremble but he pulled away quickly away from the other's body moving to the other side of the seemingly too small king sized bed. What didn't make him get up and leave was the fact that this Jacob must be... him. This... man didn't want to see him again so it must've been Jacob or he found his way back to the wrong bed again. |
When he felt the body he'd been holding, the man he knew as Jacob, pull away from him like that, he knew Alex had woken and his two-toned eyes fluttered open again, dark circles under his eyes, he was so tired, he just wanted to fall asleep with Jacob, why couldn't he have that one thing?
"...If... You get me my crutches.. I'll get dressed and leave." he managed out after a moment, trying to hide any emotiions he had swelling up inside him, he just wanted to cry but he wouldn't let himself again, not in front of Alex. Slowly, Ashley sat up and pushed the covers back, sitting on the edge of the bed with a slight wince when he bumped his leg against hte floor, the soft thud of the cast evident. |
"So it's true..." Alex said in a quiet voice only watching the man from the corner of his eye. "I'm this... Jacob.. As well?"
Alex didn't want to believe it, wanting more to believe the man broke in again to molest him. It's what he's come to expect from other men, why not this one too? Only the others would try more once he was awake, this one hadn't... Yet. |
"...Yes..You really are." He swallowed slowly, he didn't want Alex to go off on him again. "But like I said, if you want to get my crutches for me, I'll leave you alone." Ashley repeated, rubbing at his eyes sleepily, pulling his covers up over him just faintly so he wasn't exposed, his cheeks flushing a little bit.
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Alex frowned at the man. He'd made him cry last time because of his fear.. Was that the type of man who would do such a thing? It hardly seemed so but Alex couldn' help but distrust the other man. He didn't trust anyone by now... It's the reason he failed at getting any job.
"Sleep.." Alex told him, his own way of telling the other to stay for now. "I'm getting up anyhow.." Get up he did, though he hurried to get dressed in loose jeans, a t-shirt and a sweatshirt that looked too big for him. Like they were different personalities the two dressed as differently as possible. The loose clothing brought on by the things that happened to him thanks to Jacob. |
Ashley sighed and looked down before glancing at Alex when he was dressed, furrowing his brow. He'd have objected, but he was so tired. He didn't want to use up all the effort of getting down those stairs--or even running into Andrew, should the fool have not left. That was the last person he wanted to be alone with.
Shifting, he laid down on the bed again and pulled the covers up around him wordlessly, nearly burying himself into them with a heavy sigh. He still wasn't sure how well he could handle all of this. Alex and Jacob were just too different. |
Alex left the room oce he was dressed and closed the door behind him. He still didn't like the idea of the other man in there, but he was making kind for the fact he had been mean to him last time. At least that's how he thought of it. Making a face at the mess in the living room, tell-tale of how they became nude and what had gone on. Messes were always evident when he woke but he just thought he'd sleepwalked. Alex cleaned up though making simple work of most of it. He refused to look at the couch and returned to his room briefly to set the crutches near the bed and set the man's folded clothes on the bedsode table. |
When Alex returned into the room, Ashley was fast asleep but his eyes were wet and he'd curled up into himself as much as he could with a his broken leg. He was almost completely hidden in the blankets, more of a big lump on the bed than anything now.
Ashley would be out for a good ten hours if he went undisturbed, exhausted from having stayed up all day the previous time and only slept a couple of hours in his chair at work. He was so worn down, now slightly emotionally and physically. |
Alex paused when he'd noticed the position the other man had taken. Striking home the fact he was truly upset.. It was a pose he'd often moved into himself. Alex walked out of the room quickly. The cleaning though necessary had been a simple distraction, he just wanted to ignore all of it. Pretend like it didn't happen. It was how he coped with everything. It was different entirely now as was completely evident. Jacob had a love interest... and Alex was in the way. This time Alex didn't know how to cope, because ignoring and pretending would only mean giving the other man the cold shoulder for as long as he could stand it.
Alex sunk down into a chair and stared idly at the wall for he didn't know how long. He was trying to find a way to cope... he knew though that the best way was to accept it and try to get to know the man. Only.. how could he do that? He didn't trust anyone, couldn't trust anyone. He was basically a hermit keeping to himself so much, only leaving the place when he had to. |
Shifting when he began to wake up, Ash rubbed at his face and gave another heavy sigh, sitting up again. He didn't feel a hell of a lot better, his sleep had been restless, he couldn't relax. Getting up from the bed with the aid of a crutch, he got dressed and slowly left the room, looking around for Alex a moment. He was prepared to just leave and come back when Jacob gave him a call.
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Sometime in the hours that the man was asleep Alex had taken a shower, completely clean of any trace of the man on him. He had been reading a book when he heard his room door open to admit the man into the small living room combined dining room. Chewing on his lower lip slightly, he hadn't really come down to a decision before he had gotten that headache about how to handle things. His body still trembled slightly with fear and nervousness when the other was in the room with him now.
He set his book down though and glanced away, not quite as watchful as the earlier times. "I.. uh.. am sorry, for .. how I treated you.." It was all he could get out, his mouth as uncertain of what to say as his mind was. What could be said to your second personality's lover? One you didn't know at all, not even a name. |
"It's... okay. But.. I know.. I'm making you uncomfortable, so I'll just.. call a cab and leave. I should probably be at work anyway." He managed out after a moment. He'd missed so much work that day, he hadn't even heard his phone but he had multiple messages from his work. Probably panicking because he'd disappeared.
He glanced at Alex curiously though, not moving yet, waiting to see if he had anything else to say to him or not. If he didn't, he'd just leave, get coffee and work through the night if Jacob didn't call him. He knew the man had work he had to do eventually, he couldn't keep him from it all the time, even if it made him alittle jealous that Jacob slept with others for money, but he knew that when he agreed to see him again. |
Alex nodded absently looking back over to the other man. He looked almost pathetic sitting there in too big clothing, trembling at merely the man's presence and was really one of the first people Alex really even tried to speak to. It was obvious that he did nothing during the day but hide out in his apartment, secluding himself from the world outside of it.
"What's your name?" Alex asked suddenly, fidgeting more as he looked at the other man. "I mean... It's obvious I'm going to be .. waking up to you often.. I guess it'd be polite to try get to know you.." His mind had some how been made in a matter of minutes now when he couldn't make it up within the hours he'd dwelled over it. |
Ashley looked shocked but he swallowed and moved to the take a seat now as well. "... I'm.. I'm Ashley." He swallowed slowly. "But.. call me Ash." He sighed, a little tense, maybe uncomfortable. He tried to relax though, understanding that Alex wanted to get to know him a bit. "I uh. you said.. your name was Alex, right?"
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Alex stopped himself from flinching away from Ashley as he moved closer to sit down, barely. He nodded a bit towards Ashley, fidgeting a bit himself. It had been a long time that he willingly tried to talk to another and it was hard for him to know what to say. Common saying would be 'nice to meet you' but it definitely didn't seem right in this situation.
"Yeah." Alex responded to Ash's question about his own name. Nodding a bit more again. What now? Alex chewed his lip again in thought before he began apologizing some more. "I'm sorry.. I'm just .. not sure what else to say or do.." Alex looked down and suddenly remembered the other had just woken. He was needed something to do to keep himself from fleeing. "Are you hungry? .. I can.. make you something.." |
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