Supposedly, and of course there's always something better at the end. Story of Job, etc.

I just wonder why I'm going through this. I know it's not punishment. I just. . . God made me to always ask why. So I ask him why too, you know?

Yeah. He just likes to test us to make us work hard for what we want most in life. Anything we want most is not given to us, but we work hard. Or in the religious sense, He wants us to work hard but also know that He will guide us in our times of darkness.

Something to that effect ^^"

:) It's nice to not be mocked for my beliefs.

Just got insulted by a bunch of people.

@Saro: I'm not one to mock others for what they believe in. I've been questioned a lot and mocked or looked down upon for mine ^^"
I like to think that those who insult others for their beliefs will get theirs at somepoint. Karma is not picky.

Aye. Karma and death are the great equalizers of the world.

Yeah. ^^" I always tell that to people who anonymously sent one of my best friends messages telling her to just off herself.

I've been mocked, insulted, looked down on, told I was an idiot, and in more than one case told I should die. It's all sad really.

I've been told to go to Hell, but that guy was an asshole. XD

I get an awful lot of people talking behind my back, which really screwed up my ability to trust people at a young age.

@Ser: ...that's just horrible.

Yeah. I feel bad for the girl because of everything those people will tell her. I mean come on, what is wrong with people to the point where they have to do that. She's had enough go wrong in her life.
I always make a point to say that while they'll be sad and upset because of their sucky life, she'll be successful and have what she wants/deserves.

I usually try to give those people the benefit of the doubt. They probably had some really crappy experiences in their past, and this is their way of fitting it with a group. Then again, some people really are just asshats like that. Besides, even when I do give them the benefit of the doubt, I don't usually try to befriend them.

I don't even tell them--I just let the universe handle it.

Oh the people who say that to her are usually asshats. -.- Yeah, usually with anyone I leave it to the universe to take care of them.

That makes me wonder where the term asshats came from...I don't have the slightest.

I tend to believe in a convolution of an all knowing universe/being and the Christian God/Jesus Christ when it comes to my religion, but whatever it is, it takes care of all bad things eventually.

Exactly. We just don't understand the timing, you know?

Yeah, true. Humans have horrible timing.

Except those guys who play that Mexican knife game in bars. >.> they're good man.

Are they the ones who put their hand on the table and they quickly move the knife avoiding the fingers while the knife stabs the table between their fingers? O.o

Yeah. It's hard sober, and you know they've had a few if they're playing it. lol.

Oh my goodness, that joke made my day, lol. Anyway, going to bed. G'night. ^.^

goodnight. :) Have good dreams. I'll be off now too.

wooo lunch time :)

lol. Good morning all.

Good morning Saro. How're you doing today?

Blah. Mom is sick too now. :/

Yeah, my mom was sick last week :/ I know a lot of people who are getting sick right now.

I guess there's just a cold going around you know.