Did you already sell your winter's flight by any chance?

2.5k for your January set? :3

I will be away for a few days now. My godson died tonight. He drowned in a pool. And I can not really promise to be here. I need to sort this out in my mind. I am sorry if this is an inconvenince for any of you.

Thank you Queen... do you feel like talking? I can not sleep right now. And I am the only one awake. I just need to be distracted.. or talk about it. You know what I mean?

Yeah. I blogged about it here on mene to try and keep my head from exploding. It just feels unreal. I mean we just celebrated his birthday three days ago.

I know. His older brothers birthday is on the 21st. This was just so out of nowhere no one thought it could happen. I mean that house was a fortress always locked up. How he got out no one knows. Both the boys got out and the older one was missing. But he was found safe. I posted a blog about it and I posted a picture of him. He was my son's best friend. He is not taking it well at all. They were supposed to have a play date this weekend. It just hurts so much and I can't figure out what gods plan was with this you know. It is testing my faith pretty bad.

He just turned two years old. He was learning to talk and so sweet. I miss him already.

Yes only 2. :cry:

yeah he was just getting the hang of being his own little person. He was so sweet the other day he went to the kitchen and got me a sippy cup. Not for him to drink but because he thought I wanted a drink.. he says aunt bonne you need sippy drink. And he hugged me. I was sick and coughing... he was such a sweet kid and so loving. He and my son were very close. My son is asking to see him and I have no way of making him understand that he can't go to play with him anymore.

Yes my son who was so close to him is only 2 himself. So he is not grasping it. My 4 year old however is. And he is so upset. He is not going to school today because of this. He is just too upset to go. Haylen was a sweetie. He was so full of life and kind. He would have grown to be a great man. I keep telling myself that he is in a better place. I just know from my own near death experience that drowning is not painless. its not going to sleep and just fading to black. I mean it hurts. You chest burns and your whole body feels like it is breaking into pieces. I hurt because I know my baby suffered before he left this world. I just with it could have at least help less pain for him.

Ivvy, I would love to bid on your Strawberry Cookie. No worries, the gold is on my mule. :3
I would like to bid 20k on your strawberry Sugar Cookie.
*eyes PralineQueen's gold count*
Meh...

Ivvy, my thoughts are with you, and I am sorry about your godson. :(

Yes I know. Its just my biggest fear in the world was for one of my boys to drown. I am terrified of water. I drowned when I was about 9 and flatlined for 10 minuets. I have never gotten over it. And he went in water. It kills me. My worst fear was realized. Its like the universe is laughing at me. I take comfort only in the fact that he is somewhere better with his grandmother who passed a while ago. I know he is with her, someone who loves him and never met him in life.

@ Pip I will put you as high bid... this is helping keep me calm. I know it seems odd to bedoing something like mene when this has happened but I will break down if I don't keep my mind busy.

@ Queen..yes I believe that. He is happy and in a better place. He is playing and laughing and getting sippy drinks for loved ones.

I am so sorry, like I said. Trying to get your mind of things?
Do you have a Celes Paradi 09 Set? Could I buy it please? I will do a lot to keep your mind off the bad things, because I want to help you through this as good as I can.

thank you Pip... I only have a sash and a crown I think from Celis 09 I never got a second full set.