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Lol Eyes of the wild is on my list...hm, but you haven't been to my shop so you wouldn't know it's also on priority. xD Maybe you've caught the Urgency Bug from me. But hey, if you like them and you have the gold, why not? Just..try to get a good deal. |
yup... the Urgency Bug is it!!!
oh, wheres your shop, Dei? |
It is in my signature as..PCR *glee* I know it isn't overly obvious, lol. |
Today, I get to go to ChinaTown! I'm going to have to eat something bland for dinner cause I want chinese food for lunch!
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How cool, have fun, last time I was in a Chinatown it was in New York, and that was fun too. |
I think NewYork's is the biggest in the country and Chicago's is the second biggest. - Well I KNOW ours is the second biggest, I just don't know who beats us.
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New York is the biggest, possibly in the world. NY, NY is...homigosh, population larger than some countries! But ja, I'd love to see what's up in Chicago too, lot of history. I'm a little afraid of blowing away is all. |
Ok my dears how are you all doing tonight?
I haven't been here in a day or two I have been to busy in RL. The stress I have had this past 6 months or so has put me in a place where I get pooped real easy... Did everyone get their Event items? I haven't even bothered to go and look at them... I would get to me that I hadn't been able to get any for myself... |
I have a set for you Katty, don't worry. We're all mad as usual here. Whatever you're going through, I know you'll come out on top. <3 |
No honey,
My sweetie took me out yesterday. We went to the top of one of the two highest mountains on the Rez. It was totally exhilarating up there being able to see so much and so far. We took many pictures and we will be posting them on my picture page here in a few days along with the ones from when I went to the "End of the World" hehehe... It helped me to relax and unwind some... My Dad's Son keeps calling me every day and won't let the situation drop/rest for a while... I told him yesterday that I didn't want to talk about it for a few days... I told him that he was keeping my blood pressure up to high and I needed a rest... When we came down off of the mountain we found out that if we stuck around for an hour or two we would also be getting my truck back out of the shop with the back brakes all brand now now also... My Son has been here for the past 3 nights. My Granddaughter was here Saturday night. How has your weekend been? Like I said we have been busy but a lot of good busy and not much bad busy at all... I needed the break... |
Oh I see, sorry about that I wasn't sure. (Needs to stop assuming), I'm glad you have a great time. Does sound refreshing, to go up there that high. Family is important so it's great you're getting to spend time with your son and granddaughter. |
It actually did great things for my head space. Going up there and the scenery and beauty all the way around...
All this junk with my Dads health and my Dad wife has been messing me up. I need a break from that... So then my brother calls and just brings every piece of it back up and rants about each thing for the next two years... Today he called and he wanted to talk about that and I told him that I wasn't going to talk about that junk today because it has kept my blood pressure to high for to long... It took a couple of tries but I told him nope, talking about that gets me all riled up and I don't want to be riled up anymore by it... Both Cliff and I were proud of me standing up for myself like that... I just flat out told him that I wasn't going to talk about that right now.... |
I'm proud of you as well, ja you should get a break from all that. No one said you had to shovel that crap. |
I was pretty much to busy to be online this past week...
I went to a lawyer and had them send my Ex-Dad a letter telling him that he is going to sue him to get my car back. I hope it doesn't really come to that. The stress in my life is far more than I need... Our Landlord just told us tonight that he has decided that to live here a dog can't be over 20 lbs. Now we have to get rid of Cerberus. Oh yes and what should I send you for the set of event items that you got for me? You just told me not to worry that you had a set for me but you never told me what to give you for them... |
..? The set is what it is Katty, I never intended to get anything for it. Was rather spur of the moment, that I decided to give it to you, when I saw you wouldn't have enough time to get one for yourself. |
I don't feel it to be right to get a set of items from you and then not offer something for it...
I mean it was your hard work... (Time.) While it is true that you are my good friend I don't expect things like that from you or anyone else. When people that I care for do for me I offer as that is the considerate thing... Sometime during life you will need a hand for something or other and you will find my hand there then.... That is what friendship really is about... Being there for each other... With a hand, with a shoulder, with a hug, with a big ear, with a kind word... |
Indeed, it's all that and more, but Katty you owe me not a thing. Those are yours to do with as you please - I wouldn't budge if you sold them or gave them away; they are gifts. If it helps, think of it as a "thank you" for waiting so long for me to buy the Order Armor =) :hug: |
Honey,
I told you that I was gone for several days out of that time anyway... I wasn't here so I couldn't have done that other trade anyhow... So I wasn't waiting either... No more worrying about that... hehehe... At some time in the future you will need a hand, a shoulder, or what have you... I will be here for that time... So how has everything else been? Other than the puppy thing life is still real good... While none of us are perfect Cliff is one of the better ones so life is good on that front... We have our home we have our lives he has a good job... Lots of people in this world have it a lot worse than I do. |
Which is why I genuinely hate to complain about anything related to my own finances or social qualms. Such is the result of Capitalism, all over this sad planet. But we have the power to change the circumstances - and we don't. That's what makes me so sick. |
My Landlord told me that he is switching the property dog rules. There will be no more dogs over 20lbs. We have to get rid of our brand new puppy just as we are finally getting all settled in and working well together.
There are 3 other people here with dogs over 20 lbs and I watched him go to two of their houses on the way to mine. So this wasn't about us or our puppy. ANYWAY Here is how today went: I went to Port Angeles Goodwill Parking lot and I found what I believe will be a good home for Cerberus. The guy is an Attorney up in Port Angeles. The real town, with grocery stores and cafe's and diners, heck they even have fast food there... hehehe... As in NOT where I live.... hehehe... He is also the Pro Tem Judge out on the Rez as we call where Cliff works. I am not sure if he is actually a Federal Judge or a Federal Magistrate. The guy just had to put his dog down a few weeks ago after paying for several months of Chemo-therapy on the dog... I think if the guy paid for chemo therapy for his first dog he is probably going to take care of this dog pretty well. He had no time because he was due in a meeting with some FBI agents... So he ask us if we could wait for him to get out of that meeting in about an hour or a little more. We agreed to give him the time... First the guys brother saw us and it was a freak of nature thing he said. We didn't even have an puppy sale signs up yet. He saw a puppy with us and where we were setting up I guess he could just tell... Anyway he saw the puppy and came back... because... his brother... blah, blah, blah... Then he had to go but he was going to call his brother and tell him about the puppy. The guy wasn't even out of the parking lot before he turned around to come back and tell us that the brother was on the way. 2 minutes later the brother comes pulling in... He told the first guy to run to his office and tell the FBI that he would be there any second... Well he stayed with us and held the puppy for 10 minutes... Cerberus had the guy totally charmed... Then the guy told us that just this morning he had a bad miss his 13 1/2 dog day and he drove almost to Clallam Bay, (Where I live) and back before work because he was bawling his eyes out missing him. He said I knew that something was going to happen today. And then my brother called and told me about the puppy... He said it is Fate this was meant to be. He looks so much like my old guy when he was a puppy... It was an 1 1/2 hours and the guy called and said I am sending my brother right now because I am still not out of this meeting and I want that puppy... The brother came rushing up and said I am here I am here... So they have Cerberus and I have their cell phone number and his business card. I made it plain that if things didn't work out I want Cerberus back and I will find him a new home and he agreed if... But he says I don't see that happening... It seems as though I am just not destined to have good things in my life and I cannot understand why... I know that I am a good and a decent person... I know that I am not perfect as no one is. I need to stop here because I need to settle down for a bit... I have been pretty depressed today.. It has helped to vent a little bit and get this out of my system... I think that Cerberus is going to be ok... |
Long story..but hopefully the dog is in good hands, you can never be certain with people. I don't think it's that you're meant to be unhappy Katty. Perhaps joy begins when you stop believing you're the exception, and focus on being happy just..because, and not due to some one or thing? At the end of the day, it's you and the Maker, no matter if you have someone lying beside you. It sounds more to me you're displeased with yourself, and I'll be the first to admit I can't stand my own guts most of the time. But you...you've a lot to be proud of. |
You are wise beyond your years.
For me joy and happiness are two far different things. Joy is something that I feel every day/morning when I wake up to another day. Happiness is something that I get like, spending time with my Granddaughter brings me great happiness. Cerberus was to make me happy in another way... Once we got Cerberus trained he was going to be my walk partner. I don't have a clue if you are aware that I am disabled. Walking Cerberus was going to be a really good thing for me. Heck just his 10 minute bathroom trips were good for me. So that is what I meant.... However you are still wiser than your years give you credit for... |
Haha, no I'm not hon. And yes...they are two different feelings. Joy is eternal for one - anybody can be "happy", fleeting though that sentiment is. I don't think much of the world truly knows joy though... it's there, but how many of us truly feel that, daily - or are even aware it's tangible? Easy to forget such a thing when you take a look around at all the pain and poverty and greed. |
Oh no honey,
I have been disabled for a long time. Just one of my health problems is, crushed disks and pinched nerves in and around my tailbone area. These are the part of the spinal system that work with your legs and the nerve system that works with your legs. Many people with my particular problem are in wheel chairs and on full time pain medication. I won't go to a wheel chair until I have no other choice. Walking, standing, sitting, and even laying all cause me pain very quickly... I don't take more than between 20-40 pain meds in a years time. Sometimes I am walking and I will go to step on my right leg, but my right leg won't be there... Then I get shots of white hot lighting pain shooting through my tailbone... It happens more with my right leg but my left legs does it sometimes also. What I mean by won't be there is that even though we can see my leg with our eyes the leg is totally unresponsive... It is as though it isn't there. Another one of my health problems causes me to run on the heavy side. Walking is 10 times more important if you are fat... The more that I took him out the more that I could walk... I just tried to add one or two steps a day. I was hoping to be up to maybe 1/3 or a 1/2 of a mile within a years time... Without Cerberus this isn't going to happen. Oh well enough of my whining... How are you? |
Sounds painful Katty, I had no idea it was so bad. I don't think it's whining on your part to tell me, I thank you for trusting enough to share this. You know though, you still get around and get things done, and to me that speaks higher than any ailment. It's a shame - doubly so - for the dog to be gone from you. I will pray that God puts in your path something even better to help you along. :hug: |
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