wow really? thats awesome. i was supposed to bake a pie yesterday and i didnt end up doing it. maybe tomorrow. i dont know.

i really like the new album from eisenfunk called 8-bit. but its not really out yet. i have been listening to pong like a lot. its an awesome song. i also dance like that chick does, and its nice to see that kind of dancing represented you know? cuz its not the stereotypical way to dance.

That's awesome.

I've been listening to Apocalyptica a lot recently. I think they're awesome because they play rock and metal Cello!

i know. they totally rule. i love their version of the mountain king. i listen to a lot of stuff though. lol

I love not strong enough on the new album and Bittersweet with Ville and Lauri (I was drooling over a video of that earlier) their version of enter sandman is awesome too.

oh thats true i like their enter sandman better then the original. lol

Their master of puppets is amazin too. They're just too good.

Goin to see Iz today.

Iz? who is that?

EDIT: Never mind! Sorry, I got what I needed elsewhere. Good luck selling!

oh ok, well im glad.

lol. thats awesome. isnt she like a month old though?

2 months now, I put her in the bouncer for us eatin and I couldn't help myself while nobody was around. She did some kind of giggle jump. She can almost hold her head up all by herself.

aww thats so cute! babies are so much cuter when they are not yours. lol

thats awesome that you guys are listening to rage with a baby in the room. get em while they are young right? lol

She will not end up like the rest of the kids round her house. She will be a rocker, she has no choice with me and my brother.

First day at work! Was awesome! As soon as I went in one of the kids got off the girl that robbed my other job went "Geen!" and ran to me so I picked him up and he looked at her, pointed at me and went "Geen!" again and grinned at me. ^_^

lol. thats awesome! im so proud of you two for ensuring that.

aww i think that proves they should have hired you right off. thats so great to see though. did you take the stairs? was it good?

awww thats so cute! im happy you are having such a great time. these kids seem to really appreciate you.

i wish i was appreciated more at my work place. one of my bosses... i think she is bulling me. she cuts my hours all the time but not like how the other managers do it they are like "if its slow, im going to have to ask you to leave early" she is like "after 6, im cutting your shift to on call. you have to leave" and she insults me all the time but plays it as if she is teasing me... but really she is just insulting me. and when i get upset i just try my best to hold it in a smile. when she gets upset she runs to the back and calls the store manager and is like "shes being mean!" and then i look like the bad guy even though she is the one pushing me.

i dont know what to do about it. i feel like i cant talk to the store manager about it because the other girl always gets to her first and has been there way longer then me. and they have like this bond thing and they are so close. meanwhile everyone else is outside of their little clique. and who else am i supposed to call about it? i dont even know.

Can't the other people who work there back you up when you tell the manager?

they wont and i cannot depend on other people. seriously, i made a complaint on behalf of people before at the university, and no one would stand with me. even though they all complain about the same person. no one will stand with me and i should not expect them to at all.

i think maybe if i called our district leader something might get done about it. i dont know her number though. and i am probably going to have a chat with my store manager since the other manager already talked to her about it. yeah, im going to get in shit for it. and i kinda want them to fire me over it because im tired of dealing with this drama bullshit

well yeah because she makes it out like im the bad guy. and im making her cry. so yeah... yeah they can. because she is making it out like im the one doing the bulling when really its her.

but i was talking to one of my co-workers today. the one who got me the job. shes a really close friend of mine, and she says she will stand with me and talk to the store manager with me so that i have the confidence to actually do it. so i guess i was wrong about that. its great having friends you can depend on. sometimes i feel like im all alone and they are always there helping me out when i need them.

That's good hope it gets sorted.

The jobcentre sucks so much.

yeah, but at least they are trying to help. and i need as much help as i can get right now. im in a bad place and its very dark... im trying to be a light so i can light my way, but its very hard when your alone. thats why i need my friends so much, and why i appreciate them so much.

even talking here to you is helping me settle which is great. and hearing you getting a job you want and being appreciated and getting your drivers licence... that positive news makes me think that i can get through this too.