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Leane giggled as she returned his kisses as she leaned in closer, murmuring softly between the kisses, "I'm glad my amazing kissing skills can lure you to stay."
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"Me too." Matthew smiled against her lips, moving one of his hands to curl around her soft hair while the other pressed against her back. His lips moved to Leane's jaw, taking their time to carress her smooth skin before moving back to Leane's lips.
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Leane shuddered lightly under his touch and kiss, her hand slipping into his hair while her other slid around his waist and slightly dug into his side. "You're very tempting, you know that?" she whispered softly against his lips between kisses, "You may just be the complete end of me."
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"Maybe." Matthew muttered, responding eagerly to her kisses. "But I'm not the only tempting one here." He whispered with a small smile before kissing her again. His hands pulled her tighter against him as his kisses became deeper. He felt a familiar warmth spreading through his body before he pushed Leane away gently. "Leane, we can't." He sighed. "I don't want to take things to far." He said apologetically.
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Leane, looked at him confused, "Huh? What are you.."
When it dawned on her what he was referring to, Leane scowled and grew furious, pushing him further away from her and moving to the other couch as she said icily through gritted teeth, "You thought.. Are you serious? You're more like them than I thought! Ugh! I can't believe you!" |
"What are you getting mad at me for?" Matthew responded angrily. "Because I stopped before I tried to get in your pants. Maybe the thought hasn't occured to you but I'm a guy, Leane. I'm only trying to be responsible." He said through clenched teeth, what was her problem?
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Leane rolled her eyes angrily as she crossed her arms, leaning back into the couch as she spat through gritted teeth, "So you think just because I'm your girlfriend, I'll automatically sleep with you? If that was your intention by asking me out, then we can end things right here. I'm not going to sleep with you. Just like I told every other guy in that school who's made a move. I. Will. Not. Sleep. With. Someone. No. Matter. What. Until. I'm. Married. I don't want to risk a pregnancy, 'cause there's no way in hell you'd stick around if I did get pregnant, you have your whole life ahead of you. You wouldn't want to be tied down. And it's not like I'd ever consider an abortion or adoption. I'm against abortion unless under strict circumstances, and I don't want my baby growing up with strangers. I'd keep the baby and where would that leave me? A pregnant seventeen year old rich girl with no father for her baby and being forced to marry someone of her own father's choosing. You honestly think I want that?"
Refusing to look at him, Leane added softly, "I thought you were different from all of those guys.. guess I was wrong again, huh." |
"Leane!" Matthew cried angrily, unable to find words. "You think that if I was trying to sleep with you that I would've pushed you away? That's the last thing I would do. I stopped because I don't want to sleep with you. Just because you're the most beautiful girl I've ever met doesn't mean I'm ready to party naked with you." He said, rolling his eyes. "Honestly, get some common sense. I stopped kissing you because I'm not ready to take that next step but maybe if you think so little of me that I would use you like that then maybe its best if I just leave." He said angrily, getting up from the couch and walking towards the door.
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"UGH!" Leane screeched as she stood up from the couch, her temper flaring out of control as tears slowly spilled from her eyes due to her anger and frustration, "FINE! GO THEN! SEE IF I CARE!"
Shoving past him, Leane ran towards the staircase and up the stairs, not wanting to eat nor caring that the DVD would be ending soon. It could play the menu over and over for all she cared. Playing now, was the part where Claire and John were kissing. Figures they'd get a happy ending. |
Matthew sighed as she ran up the stairs. Following her, Matthew caught her wrist. "Leane." He said softly, almost pleading. "I'm sorry I yelled." He said. "I lost my temper. I care about you Leane. I stopped kissing you because I don't want to take things to the next step. How could you think otherwise? Do you really think that I care about is your body? I want to be with you because I like who you are as a person." He explained, trying to get Leane to see things from his point of view. "Please don't cry." He said softly, wiping the tears from her cheeks.
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Her temper still raging, her jaw still tense, Leane roughly shoved his hand away from her face as she glared at him and wiped the rest of her tears away, leaving red streaks from her knuckles in place of the tears, though her eyes were brimming with new ones ready to spill at any moment.
"I think otherwise because while you were having sex thoughts in your head, I had only the thought of kissing you and how amazing your lips were pressed against mine in my head! Not to mention how amazing your fingertips felt against my skin. But I didn't think about sleeping with you at all! Yet your thoughts apparently traveled there rather quickly. So tell me, what is that supposed to make me think if not that all you want is my body and not me?" |
"You think that I was thinking about just being with you?" Matthew asked, confused. "I didn't just go from kissing you thinking about you naked. That's not exactly how it works." He said, his frow furrowed from confusion. "But there's these things called hormones that kind of act on their own." Matthew said. "If you think that I want more then just to be in your arms and be able to kiss you then you're mistaken. I want nothing more then to be with you. But I am a teenage boy, Leane." He explained. "I would never try to do anything to make you uncomfortable yet that seems to be the exact opposite of what I'm doing." He sighed, his voice sad. "I'm sorry. Would you like me to leave?" He asked quietly.
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Sighing, Leane shook her head, "No.. I don't want you to leave.."
Turning towards him, Leane slipped her arms around his waist and rested her forehead against his chest, "I'm sorry I lost my temper.. It's just.. I know from experience how those things work.. My aunt had the same thing happen to her.. Except in her case, she refused to marry the man my grandfather chose, and so she was disowned and thrown to the streets to fend for herself. My father took her in and gave her some money to live on until she could start her life anew. I just... I don't want that happening to me.. I don't want to be disowned by my entire family, with the exception of my father, my brother, and my Aunt of course." Looking up at him, Leane tenderly caressed his cheek with her palm before placing a soft, sweet kiss upon his lips. "And you don't make me uncomfortable.. I only got angry when you told me you thought you'd try and sleep with me if you kissed me anymore.." |
Matthew sighed in relief as Leane leanded into him. He wrapped his arms around her, resting his forehead on her's. "I wouldn't have tried to do anything, Leane. I know you're not ready and I didn't want to do anything to upset you. So much for that plan." Matthew smiled, kssing her forehead gently. "And I promise, no one is getting thrown in the streets." He said.
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Wrapping her arms around his neck, Leane placed a long, deep, tender kiss upon his lips, her tongue softly slipping between his lips as she kissed him. "I believe you," she whispered against his lips before kissing him once more.
In truth, Leane believed Matt meant every word he had spoken. As much as she didn't want to admit it, somewhere in the last few days, Leane had fallen in love with Matthew Sommers. After months of secretly harboring feelings for him, when she finally released them she realized just how deeply these feelings ran. Unfortunately for Matt, they ran deeper than Leane could ever have imagined, causing her to fall in love with him sooner than she had ever thought possible. For fear of scaring him away, Leane refrained from speaking those three little words, hoping he'd say them first at some point in their relationship. |
Matthew pulled Leane closer as they kissed, letting his own tongue explore her mouth. There was something about her that drove him crazy yet kept him unnaturally sane as well. Matthew fought back from telling her that he loved her, something he hadn't realized until recently. Keep it light for now... He told himself. He hoped that he'd have plenty of time to tell her how he felt.
Matthew's fingers traced the length of Leane's spine as he continued to kiss her passionately. His lips moved to her nose, brushing the tip of her nose, her forehead, before returning to her lips. |
Leane pulled herself closer to him as she returned his kisses, her fingertips digging into his shoulder and back as she pressed up against him. As he continued to kiss her, her thinking process went out the window, her only focus was his lips and his fingertips upon her back.
'If only I weren't too afraid to tell you.. it's getting harder and harder not to..' |
Matthew tensed slightly as he felt her fingertips digging into his shoulder, his grip tightened around Leane so that she pressed perfectly against him. His lips closed slightly as his tongue left her mouth. Matthew broke the kiss suddenly, putting his forehead on Leane's. His lips moved to Leane's jaw, creating a trail of kisses to the base of her neck.
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Blushing, Leane leaned into his kisses, her hand slipping from his shoulder, up his neck, to his hair and caressing his head softly.
As he held her, Leane began to see why Matt pushed her away earlier. If her kissing him caused him to feel what she was feeling the more he kissed and held her, it was no wonder his thoughts started roaming. 'Maybe it wouldn't be so ba-No, not happening.. even if he is handsome and an amazing kisser.. and it feels so right.. No, gotta stop thinking such thoughts. It can't happen, not after what we just went through... not now.. not for quite awhile.' |
Matthew kissed the soft skin at the base of Leane's neck, licking softly between kisses before returning to her lips. Breaking away gently, Matthew rested his forehead against her own. His fingers traced the length of her jaw before he moved to give her a tender kiss.
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One hand sliding down his chest and slipping around her waist, Leane's fingertips softly brushed against his t-shirt before slipping beneath the hem to brush gently against his skin as she eagerly returned his kisses.
Banishing all her thoughts from her mind, Leane re-focused on her current priorities - Matt's fingertips and Matt's kisses. Right now, Leane just wanted to enjoy her moment with Matt. Who knew how many more of these she would get? The moment tomorrow morning rolled around, both of their lives would be complete hell. |
"Leane." Matthew murmured against her lips as he broke the kiss and took the hand that was around his waist in his own. "You really shouldn't be so tempting." He laughed, moving their hands away from his skin. He moved gently out of their embrace, their hands still entwined.
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Biting the pointer fingernail of her other hand, Leane blushed a deep scarlet. "I-I.. I.... I.. I didn't... d-didn't mean to.. Oh dear.. I.. I just want-wanted to be closer.. I... I didn't me-mean to.. I'm-I'm-I'm sorry Matt.."
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"Don't apologize." Matthew laughed, kissing her nose. "Its not like I don't enjoy being with you." He said quietly, bring her hand to his lips and giving it a small kiss. "But maybe we should get to the movie." He suggested.
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Leane, the blush still on her cheeks, nodded as she led him back the way they came, her hand still entwined with his as she led him down the staircase and into the living room, "What m-m-movie do you want to-to watch?"
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