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Some 'ol poems I wrote in the past, anyone like?
COLD ALL OVER Sitting here every night, every day I can't brethe right I can't get a wink of sleep in I can't eat no matter how hungry Can't figure out what's wrong The warm light of someone fading Need a someone to be close to The cold is just becoming colder The breaths are harder to take The lack of sleep making me crazy Withering away without the food Can't figure out what's wrong The warm light of someone fading HER The light of her eyes bring a smile to my face. Her laugh makes my world that much brighter. To hold her close is like a three fold utopian dream. I love her with all of my heart. All I want is for her to be happy, always. To be protected from all the hurt and sorrow she has felt in the past. I want to hold her, and protect her from this, forever. I hope she loves me as well. For she is my world, my everything. To not have her, would be living in hell. She has put me through such as well. But I would go through hell, and back, just to see her smile. Alexandria Symons. The best-friend iv'e always had. My partner in crime and devious acts. My girlfriend, that I love with everything I have. Will you be mine, till the end of time? For I love you more than any amount of words can ever express. I want to heal the wounds from past years, and prevent any wounds from reappearing. I promise never to hurt you, as long as I live. For I love you more than I love myself. More than I have loved anyone. To be away from you brings a pain in my heart that is indescribible. ALL I KNOW You're all I think about now that we are friends again. Every night I dream, and the dreams are always of you. Every day I think of you, without even trying. I can not seem to get you out of my head. Your face, your eyes, your smile, your words. Permentaly etched into my memories. What we used to have, the unbarable love, always in my heart. Every word written and said, stored away into the vault of my mind. All I want is for you to be happy, wherever you go. All I want is the best for you, even if that means I will have to suffer. You are the first boy I every truly loved. You are the only guy I will allow myself to love. My knight in shining armor, my amour, my dork. You always can make me laugh or smile with the most simple of things. When you are around, all other worries seem to disappear. I love you with a passion that never seems to diminish, Even after the months apart, it has only grown. What we once had was a threefold utopian dream. I love you with a flame that will never cease to exist! Although I know you shall never love me back, ever again. Because of my past mistakes, I lost you forever. As sad as it is to me, that's the way it will stay |
NEWEST ONE: READ/COMMENT?
Pain, Smile Blue Grasp the blade Titainum meets flesh Drag in longing strokes Feel the only emotion I can Pain Listen to my heart beat in my ears Slice deeper, harder than before Feel the only emotion I can A sinister smile appears on my face Drag the blade longer, harder Look at my masterpeice, mommy See the crimson flow upon my skin Let it fill me, pull me from the blue Smile Let the blood flow Let my feelings go Lips to skin Drink it all up Taste the salt, taste my pain Drink up my misery, into abyss Return my blade to it's spot Save it for a rainy day Pain leaving I begin to sink Waiting to be deep enough, into the Blue |
Hey HXC, please post all of your poems within this one thread.
Our Poetry Subforum Rules ask that you don't create unnecessary multiple topics. :yes: |
Abismal
My life is like the cig between my lips Slowly fading into oblivion Take a puff Inhale Blow out the smoke My soul the blown out smoke Visible for a moment; Disappearing in an instant I want to roll out my window to my death Want to break my promise; Grab the razor Slice into the creme flesh; Let crimson flow free Get hazy, crazy high; Step into high speed traffic I feel empty. Abismal. Lifeless. Dead. So why can't I not be what I feel? |
oh my, these are quite dark. I liked Pain, Smile Blue a lot though. All this morebed stuff, you want to look away, but its just to good and you like it in the end.
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Thank you. 'Pain, Smile, Blue' is actually my most recent.
and yes, these are ALL based on true events. |
oh, thats kinda depressing. My poetry is never real....
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Yeah, It IS kinda depressing. But I always found my writing is useless unless it has feeling in it. So I always use feelings and events that have happened to me in my life to infulence all of my writings. Hey, it got me awards at school(not my idea)
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Thy Prince
Death protruding from within my eyes. Flames hidden deep and dormant, becoming hot and visible. The blood of my love shines on the floor. Crimson love. Dark love. Lost love. Death Blood and Flames Growing from within confides of darkness. Spreading like the black plague To thoes which I have cared for Turning their backs on me Leaving me to overcome all of this alone Death.. of past friends Blood.. from a broken heart Flames.. from a battered soul Growing within, becoming overwhelming Only one thing can save me now My prince The only one to nurse me from impending deathThe only one able to stop the flow of blood The only one to douse the burning flames |
hm, the style in this most recent poem is very unique. The way the words quite literally run across the page. where did you get the idea to write it like that?
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Thank you.
I don't know where I got it. I was just thinking it might look cool like that. Many of my poems from around that time have that 'skittering across' look to them. All of these are also in my blog, it looks a bit cleaner there. |
IMPULSE
It is an impulse I have, to be close to you to be held by you to be able to touch you. This impulse I can not hope to control, to feel you wraped around my frame carasing my most secret of places your warm breath upon my face. The impulse to have you and never let go, you kiss me with a firey passion making parts of me tingle with anticipation I hold you close to me looking into your eyes. The impulse to feel all of you, Bodies as close as possible you take me in pure passion I cry out in pain and pleasure. It is an impulse I have, to be close to you to be held by you to be able to touch you. This impulse becoming even stronger, bodies intertwined in a passion of love I cry out you name in pure pleasure Yoy do the same as I panting heavily. The impule has dulled but still strong, I look into your eyes as look look in mine Our lips meeting in one last loving kiss and suddenly you have disappeared. The impluse dead taken when you went, Where did you go my love why did you leave me here all alone I can't find you no matter how hard I look. It is an impulse I have, to be close to you to be held by you to be able to touch you. But that impulse dies as the memory of you dies with it. |
Lost Cause
Love is a truly lost cause for me. A pointless game I can never seem to win. I hate not having you by my side. To hold me when I cry. To tell me everything is going to be alright. I always end up ruining the things close to me. I am so tired of playing this pointless game. I dont think I will ever resume this sport. I can never find that someone just for me. When do I get to find happiness? When do I get love? Love is a lost cause for me, a pointless game not worth playing. |
Burning bridge
We talk every night and every day You think we could manage to get along through one whole conversation It just seems so impossible I guess that's why EX's are what they are I want to be his friend But he is such a downer I know I am one to call the kettle black But I don't want a slightly suicidal friend I help him all that I can But he just pushes me away with all his might He says he still loves me He said he misses me and called me baby Then why do you push me away I understand that I hurt you For that I am more sorry than you'll ever understand But for you to do this just puts strain on us I don't know how much longer I can do this It's getting on my nerves And I try my hardest not to be mean about it I might just end up burning this bridge Just like I had to with all the others It will sadden me to do so But it seems like it is the only choice I have now Forgive me one day |
Love Is Real?
I want to believe your words more than anything in this world But I have been around the block one too many a time I have seen what it is like out there the true pain and sorrow The way people treat eachother faking loving one another I want to believe I really honestly do So show me the road you walk down Show me your not like all the others Show me you mean this, want this Show me that you are different The world can be a beautiful place If you find the right person to show you When I have someone like you by my side I feel like I could just fly Loving and protecting me Showing me this really is real Helping me believe, for once True love does exist. |
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