I was that lonely weird girl that got picked on a lot. And no one really liked me. And yes, regardless of the fact that I was a girl, I got beat up by both genders. AND...If I ever had any friends, they just pretended so they could embarrass me, and make me cry. Kinda sad really...
And sometimes, I wonder how I have grown up to have the amount of friends I have at school now. *shrug*

I was the annoying little girl who was kinda smart but never did her work. o 3o

I had like...

One friend in elementary school that I actually bother to remember/think of fondly.

/still talk to.

lul

novel girl/shy girl. I learned to read quite early and threw myself into fantasy and scifi novels, and learned quickly to walk while reading, nobody talks to you when you walk down the halls reading a book.:sweat:

A TOTAL geek and gutter mind. xD

I was the exact opposite of the way I am now.
I was the popular one, everyone wanted to follow, that went all the way up to middle school when I got sick of it, because whoever I would hang out with, someone else would get jealous. But I was not like one of those "dumb blond preps" I was actually really smart. I think why I was always being followed was because of my ability to make friends with everyone. ^-^ But that slowly changed, as I got bored and angry with it all.

I wasn't really anyone unless I was with a true friend. Hell, I'm still like that. It's just my nature.
Haha. Yes, I did hate school, but now I love it.

I was a dork that would sit around on the computers during lunch breaks, read books, and was stuck in special ed classes, even though I was placed into them on false terms.
then I'd come home and play videogames until bedtime. hah... that last part is still true to this day.

I wasn't a nerd or bully or popular. I was the oddball of my school. I loved to read but i couldnt sit still long enough to read a page. I don't have adhd or anything i was just like that. I had a decent ammount of friends and enimies. People said i didn't know when to shut up. Haha good times. I didn't mind school that much but my teachers gave us candy so it was all good. I didn't really change excpet now i know when to shut up a little more haha.

I was kinda well a well i actually dont know how to put it at all cause i was all of those things at once but i dont know what i was exactly.

In elementary I was the victim of people bullying me because I was different. It was verbal bullying and not physical but it still felt the same. It got so bad that I didn't want to go to school, and thought of suicide because of how they where treating me and i was only in gr. 6 at the time, but chosen differently because that meant they win. Most of the bully's who gave me problem where small tiny guys and small paite girls because of three main things 1) I was tall and slightly bigger, 2) Has a scar down the middle of my chest, 3) I was just different. I also thought what doesn't break you will make you stronger so I began to build this wall, but sadly that wall was never strong enough but i never gave up. when Gr.8 came around i was more than happy to leave to go some where else and get away from my problems, i still have my wall but is slowly going down.

Well I am not really sure. Some people made fun of me because I have a lsightly irritating voice (they say its too high and squeaky though I never notice it and it never bothers my friends) and I am a little on the "rounded" side. But I stand up for myself too. I also have a large number of friends. I have like three circles, my close besties, my friends and my chatter people.

So I am sort of the popular, weird and tough all bunched up together :D

WOOOOOWWWW, i can litterally talk for hours about my past in elemetary school, so much, that if i were to talk all about it, it would make me rich! i think i will do just that...^-^

back then i was the silent type. see i have A.D.D. and it was bad back then, so i was on meds and had "specail treatment", which made other kids jealouse of me. kids would pick on me and say "Watchout!! You dont want to catch her ADD, its contagious!!!". i am an artist and love to draw, and i did as well back then. first you need to start with the base of the charcter usually to get a feel of what you want the drawing to look like, and kids started to pic on me for that too. i ended up being the "pervert" cas my bases at first looked like "naked women/men".

i was a very hyper kid back then, full of spunk and skinny like a stick (im so lazy now...:sweat:). most guys were intimadated or impressed cas i usually beat them or was just as good as them. i was a cry baby back then, and actually, i can still be one:sweat:. i am a very sensitive person who cant fight with her mom without crying and apologize in the next hour or two, unless its something serious. i never really had friends cas i was hyper and had specail treatment, so i strayed torwards art and playing with my cousin. my cousin and i were really close, like sisters unlike the one i have. we fought, but always made up. mycousin came so often, that i ended up getting another bed in my room for her.

almost everybody has watched a tv show in there life, where things were so stereotypical that it just didnt seem real. but guess what? that stuff happened in my elementary school. REAL. there was a bunch of girls who called themselves "the popular girls", and they wondered why i didnt take them seriously! XD lmfao!!! i laugh at them sometimes now, but back then it was no laughing matter since they turned my friends into backstabbers and haters. i had a good bond with guys since i was the tomboy back then, i LOVED pokemon, and so did they. one day i guess i talked to a guy one of " the popular girls" was crushing on, and then she started to want to crush me.

so really, since my life at school stunk, my actual life was at home with my cousin. my cousin is now one of the wanna-be pretty girls, she is so fake i dont know where to start. i love her, but she is so spoiled, and i hate to say this, but really stupid. she got straight Fs one year, and then this year in highschool she wanted me to do a whole binder's worth of howmework for her. and she defined it as "TUTORING". i really dont want to be around at all anymore, anytime she wants to talk to me, something bad happens.

see, not only did she make me go out of my way to "tutor" her, but she made me wait out in the freezing cold while it was snowing, for a full hour. but thats not all, i had to walk back to the school to make a phone call for a ride, and then ofcourse in the main office, there she was. she said that she needed to stay after school for science (which we have the same science, english, AND gym class) but for some reason she didnt have time to tell me that? then when we were walking out of her house, she said that she made other plans with her aunt. after i got to her house to dry off a bit, she said that she would cancel her other plans to have me "tutor"her. so there i am "tutoring" her and trying to teach her how to do equations (dude, she was 15 and didnt know this stuff!DX), and there she is, on the couch, scarfing down a bag of chips watching TV! i give up, and i only do the first problem on every worksheet for her to get her started, then left for my house. she found out later on i didnt do it all for her, and then she confronted me in school in front of the whole class about it (what a retard), and then got angry at me for "making her look bad". what i loved the most though, was that my english teacher over heard, and she got "the look". *hee hee*^-^karma!, gotta luv it!

i kinda went off topic there and past elementary, but that just proves i still aint a people person when it comes to girls like her.

p.s. what is a blog? AND GOD I NEED A DIARY!!! >.<

I was the weird fat girl. Now Im the weird fat girl who when watching The Fox And The Hound keeps asking my friend if the fox dies yet. Basically I just started talking about murder more.

I was a total teacher's pet, and really out-going and friendly with everyone. I was considered a 'nerd' though. :P. But I also always stood up to bullies and crap if someone was being picked on. Ah, good times. ^_^.

There weren't any cliques or stereotypes at either of my elementary schools now that I think about it.

Everybody had friends, too. I must've went to a really docile school setting.

I was the second most popular girl with the stuttering problem(overcame it...YAY!!!!!) who was obsessed with anime. With the more POPULAR GIRLS, I was cast out of everything...though in class I was the genius. On the playground I was the tomboy. And those boys taught me how to run, play football, and play baseball, soccer...

I was the shy kid who always got teased and was always picked last.