How weird, Lillian... well it's getting late. I should go to sleep.

night cassie
it was nice meeting you

night Casiana, sleep well.

@yue sorry it took me so long to reply.
but yes thats what i thought too, that he didnt want to be with me.
but he keeps saying i need to trust him not to hurt me.
he was my first even though i promised myself i would wait until i was married.
i ask him all the time if he is happy with me he says yes

Lillian: I hope every thing works out for you. I won't ever tell anyone to break up with their bf or gf, it's just that you don't sound happy. I just really hope you aren't just staying with him because of that reason either. That would just be a shame if he was just using you for that. Then telling you that he loves you and he really doesn't, but I can't say for sure cause I don't know either of you.

well thanks for cheering me up a little..
i don't really tell anyone anything anymore.
being that I'm graduated from high school now i don't really see my friends much anymore and that's not the kind of stuff i say over the phone.
and that's not something i would tell my mother.
i have a counselor but lately my mother has been coming in there with me, but even if she wasn't i still wouldn't tell my counselor, therapist, whatever you want to call her.
i used to want to tell her almost anything...
but lately I've just been feeling more and more like a recluse... so thank you for listening.. er.. you know what i mean.

Lillian: Do you have msn? If you do add me [email protected] . Anyone else that does can add me too. I also understand that it is hard to be in a relationship. I live 900 miles from my girlfriend and the only thing we have is our phones. This has helped me more then I can admit. To be in a good relationship you need to talk and really know your bf. Like every little detail about him not just the common stuff. Once you have that and really understand him then maybe things will be a little easier.

*yawns*
Sooo tiiirreedd.
o3o

Hi DiChey, you should go to bed then. Get some sleep

I'm gonna peace out for the night now that the puppies are here. Bye.

*pokes head in* hello

hello xelao, and how are you?

xelao:
Haha..I'm a nightowl...but I've distracted myself
currently with music ^^'

Hello Bella. :3

Xelao: haha its like 12:30 am here, i just got back from my aunts house. it was fun... i like motercyles

hey miilky


to all: if i make no sence its cuz im like half alseep

I just finished doing a short blog and now am blogging again
xD
hey everyone!

hello chey


after avi change im going to bed

Hey Bella.
Okay, night/.

chey: it takes me for ever to agree on my outfit

Wow.
I'm half asleep.
It's....
2:30AM here
D:

chey: im half as well.. i got bloody called in this moring

OMG This is so sad!
http://www.pet-abuse.com/cases/16052/MS/US/RSS/#UPDATES
I just joined an animal abuse awareness website and am now blogging about it.