I felt his skin go hot but I didn't care, he seemed to enjoy it. I parted my lips so that my cold breath went into his mouth and I abruptly pulled away, thinking I was getting him to over. I looked at him with his hot lip taste resting on my mouth, "too much?" with a small grin. I didn't let go of him just yet, his arms went around me and we were one even if we had puled apart for a while. I looked at him with my gleamed eyes and I pulled him in for a hug. Making his hot body smolder with mine.

She pulled away and my eyes blinked, still looking at her lips, trying to get myself together. I shook my head, unable to speak just yet, in response to her question. No, perfect, but not even close to enough, I thought. I figured I'd always want more from her. I was desperate for more and this time I couldn't keep the images in my mind away. Her chest was pressed up against my body and it was hard to deviate my focus from the feel of it. She pulled me in tighter, I could feel my blood rushing down my body and I tried hard to stop my thoughts from wandering any further for the sake of my embarrasment. Suddenly I was very self-concious and worried that others would be on the beach and looking at us.

My chest was pressed onto his and we were really close. I pulled back from him a little, pulling my hands down till they reached his arms, as his still rest on my waist. He shook his head and seemed like he wanted more, way more. But this wasn't the place for it, this was a place where people would see us. I looked around and only saw a few people who looked as if they were minding their own business...except a few. I looked back at him, with a look that said that this was not the place. I mean we can't show ourselves wrong, but I didn't want to let go as well.

My eyes popped at her look, after glancing around with her at others on the beach. I didn't know whether to trust my initial understanding of the way she was looking at me or not. She seemed to respond to my reply when I shook my head. It took me by surprise and I didn't think she would want to go further. The water was at the top of our thighs and I could feel it getting higher, for which I was glad. I took another glance at the people on the beach; some looked away as I saw them. My eyes travelled back to hers, knowing that we should head back now. "Let's go.." I said with a kind of question in my voice. I slid my hands off her waist reluctantly and moved my legs under the water.

His eyes popped when I gave him that look, I sighed; we didn't have to go. I wanted to stay, even if I was wet in my clothes and people watching us. I didn't care how far it would go with him, I wanted him. I grabbed his wrist softly and whispered "do you want to stay?" at him, for he moved his legs. My face clearly showed that I wanted to stay but...should we? We should have head back now, but what were we to do when we get back to the dorms? This moment was too perfect, and it was what I had wanted. I just wish the people wouldn't look at us..then maybe we should go back, I had so many more things to do before I go away and I immediately pushed those thoughts out. I let go of his wrist and started to head out of the thigh high water...

She held my wrist and I looked into her eyes. I was slightly confused, wondering what she had meant, though I realised she wasn't thinking the same thing. Of course I wanted to stay.. but we couldn't stand here forever; much to my disappointment. However, we should be in private, and I hungered for more. I thought for a moment and replied quietly "We can come back sometime if you like". I knew that we would have time, even if she doubted it. Somehow through all this, I was staying positive. I didn't used to be positive at all, in fact the complete opposite, but when you find a girl like Anna, that changes. I followed her, pushing my legs through the water, looking over at the beach and feeling my body temperature cool down. As we stepped on the sand I said "Hmm.. I didn't think this through.." as I looked across the sand for our shoes. I looked back to Anna whilst picking them up and passing her's to her "We can't get in your car like this" looking down at my wet clothes sticking to my body. I smiled back up at her and then put on my shoes.

He looked at me and I sighed with a smiled. Of course we could come back...if we had the time to, but somehow I felt we would be back again. I moved out of the water having James follow me. As I got out of the water my clothes were heavy and I wiped my forehead. He walked over to get my shoes and I smiled at him when he looked at my side. I bent down to put them on and they were completely dry compared to my wet clothes. Which made me look down as well when he told me we couldn't go in my car like this...I wouldn't care, the seats were leather and we probably wont use that car ever again. "It doesn't matter." I said with a smile as I put another shoe onto my wet foot and got up, looking around us...some people lingered on the beach and I looked back to James when they saw I was looking. The chilled breeze flew threw my shirt lightly, making it flutter a little. I smiled at him as he put his shoes on, and helped him off the ground.

I frowned when she replied. "Are you sure?" I queried, not wanting to wreck her perfect car. I realised it wouldn't really matter in the long run, but I still felt bad to sit in her car soaking wet. I knew she would argue against me, so I didn't expect her to say otherwise in the first place. The smile that was plastered onto my face whilst we walked out of the sea had faded, but my head was still light and dazed. We were both stood up and I moved my arm to put her hand in mine with a gazing smile and started to walk the way we had come down to the beach. The denisty of my jeans weighed my legs down and I rung the bottom of my t-shirt out with my other hand, my shirt lifting up and my stomach shiny with water.

I rolled my eyes and grabbed his hand when he did. I didn't know the way back so I followed him. True we were soaking but in a good soaky way. I liked it and how other way would we get there. We couldn't walk back like this, we'd look kind of weird. I smirked and from the corner of my eyes I saw james drying his shirt, lifting it so the water would go away. My jeans had pulled me down to, I felt heavy and like I was dragging myself around, my shirt on the other hand...still stuck to my skin, showing everything. I sighed and kept walking in a direction in which I didn't know,

I looked up seeing the blue sky dim as the sun was gradually moving across the sky. I looked back down, my eyes sweeping to Anna, not being able to stop myself looking at her wet shirt. I forced my eyes away in the direction we were going so I wouldn't create images in my mind and so I could clear my head just for now. It wasn't a very big beach and it was quick to cross. We reached the little steps we had come down and I kept her hand in mine, leading her up the steps. "Did you have any other places you wanted to go?" I asked as we walked across the parking lot, remembering this morning when we were visiting her parents. The thought made a shiver go down my spine, influenced by the cold wet material on my body. I guessed she had other things she wanted to do before.. it happened, even if she hadn't thought of it yet. I wondered if she wanted to go back to the school, or somewhere else, which I doubted right now with our wet clothes. I couldn't regret going in the sea, even though it caused some problems, as it had made Anna happy again.

I saw him glance at my shirt and force to look away, I could tell when a guy wanted something. I blushed lightly and head up to the stairs, the ones we went from when we came. It was a small beach compared to the others I had been too. I looked up at him when he asked me..."Um, not right now..I would like to get changed first..." with a small laugh. "Don't you think?" I said looking as our feet moved on the earth, and my thoughts flickered to flying and my eyebrows pulled together for a second. And besides, I didn't want top go anywhere else, it was James turn.

"Yeah, course" I answered "I meant after.." I trailed off, realising I'd looked back at her wet clothes as she mentioned them, making me frown as I looked back at the car. I let go of her hand and walked round to the drivers side of the car and got in, cringing as my wet clothes touched the seat. I wasn't dripping wet and that pleased me as the seats could be wiped down dry easily. I wanted to drive the car again, it felt smooth and powerful in my hands. I had not be able to drive since I got my license with the lack of money to buy a car. I did not regret the hope that I had had when taking the test, as times like this when I got to drive an amazing car were worthwhile. My hands had dried in the sun and I stroked the wheel before starting the car. "So how did you get this car?" I asked, curious as to how wealthy her family and her were as the car hinted. I backed the car out of the parking space and started driving, thrilling at the noise of the engine.

I was about to answer his question but decided not too. I let go of him and got into the car, feeling the wet jeans against my thighs as I sat. I waited for him to get into the drivers side and head out. Before he did, I saw him cringe and possibly feel guilty. 'It. doesn't. matter.' I thought in my head. I didn't lean back because it felt slightly uncomfortable. He asked me a question that made me wonder...where had I gotten this car..."It was actually my dad's, but he never drove it...he was saving it for me...and I guess I have it now." I shrugged and pulled on a button of my shirt as it stuck to my shirt, I let go and it stuck again. I ignored it and leaned back, looking over at him and how enjoyable a car could be to someone...

I pulled out of the parking lot and onto the roads, knowing exactly the quickest route back from after taking it by foot so many times. I couldn't believe I had walked so much everytime I skipped classes, and I figured that it was the reason for my prominent muscles in my arms and stomach. "It must have cost loads.." I replied. She was lucky to have been given this car, though I felt uneasy as she mentioned her dad, hoping she wouldn't start thinking about her parents. The movement in the corner of my eye caught my attention, and my head only moved in the slightest, seeing her playing with her shirt. She was either teasing me, or didn't know how much she was distracting me right now, not that I would ever protest.

I saw him look at me from his corner of eye and I rolled my eyes. We were with other cars now and I looked ahead taking a deep breaths. "Yeah..." I said it but my mind floated off somewhere..."It did." I remember my dad the day when him and my mom were so glad of me when I got first place in a spelling bee and...they said...I would get an award...I shook my head trying to clear my head out. I shut my eyes instead and leaned my head back, the water rolling down my neck and forehead.

I saw her shake her head as if to shake away thoughts, which instantly made me think she was thinking negative again. I thought how ironic it was that I was being positive for once and my angel was being negative. She leant her head back and her eyes were closed causing me to ask "Something wrong?". She seemed pretty happy before.. at least she made out to be. Her emotions always confused me and I didn't know what to do to balance her out. I was very happy after what had just happened, and it saddened me that it hadn't had the same effect on her. I drove down the road a bit faster than the limit and turned on several streets to get back to the school.

My eyes popped open when he asked me. But I looked at the roof of the car as I spoke..."Nothing is wrong, just everything is perfect." I should have been happy after what had just happened and I was, so much I couldn't express it. I leaned up and looked over at James, as he drove a couple streets and turns. I focused in his face like he was hiding something and looked deep into his side profile. It was weird how we had just met and...and all this had happened between us, I shared my secret and flew with him...flew. I swore to my life I wouldn't tell anyone but James was one person who I believed. Trusted to the core. I smiled and let out a laugh that described full happiness and I looked out my window on the side...

I didn't understand her at first. She didn't seem to express how she felt about everything being perfect, and although it was nice to hear her say it, it didn't sound like she was satisfied. She laughed, making my eyebrows raise and my eyes to flicker to her face. She was looking at me and smiling. "God Anna, you're so confusing" I said with a smile in my voice. I wondered what was going on in her mind, what she must be thinking to react so differently in a short space of time. I drove down the last main road to the school, feeling the movement of the car accelerate as my foot hit the pedal. She probably didn't understand how cars were so interesting to male's, which made me laugh naturally, knowing she could be confused by my fascination as I was confused with her behaviour.

We reached the school and I looked out through the glass across the buildings, which seemed empty from outisde. I thought about what time it could be, as I wasn't wearing a watch. Were they still in class, or in their dorms? It didn't matter anyway, I could face teachers and students with whatever they put up. I glanced back at Anna before opening my door and getting out. The air struck at my clothes again, their dampness instantly dropping in temperature.

I laughed when he made a comment...and I tried to stop laughing, but it came back again and I finally sighed with a last laugh slipping through. "Okay...now I'm done." I said with a small smile and leaned in my seat. Today turned out better than it started. We were in front of the school now and I didn't see anyone, no students or teachers. I looked over at James with my small smile still resting. I looked away because I couldn't help but laugh. What was with me? I got out of the car and sighed as the air hit against my skin. I shut the door, and waited for James to come around. I as confused by where the students could have been and the thought of going into the girls dorm like...this..would be weird...I looked over at James...

I walked round the car to where Anna had stepped out, measuring her mood. She had been laughing, now, what's next? I looked at her closely in her eyes until I was sure she was alright and not sleep deprived. "Hmm" I said, obviously showing that I was confused by the way she was acting. I adjusted my jeans as the heavy water made them stick uncomfortably on my boxers and legs. "I'll go get changed, should I meet you in your dorm?" I asked, adding under my breath "What time is it.." as I looked at the buildings and windows.

He looked at me, confused of course. I sighed and looked away. He probably felt uncomfortable considering he was fixing his jeans. The talk about leaving each other made me cringe a bit but I figured, can't stay wet forever. I looked back at him and pouted. "Yeah I guess..." and I started to walk towards the dorms..I head him ask what time it was. I answered a little louder to him as I was a few steps away. "Um, I think school is over now..." I glanced at my watch...weird I never took it off. Yeah, school was over, just a while ago. This made me wonder a little about everyone..I could fly up to my room...?

I grinned when she pouted, agreeing that we should go to our rooms. As she walked away she turned back to tell me school had ended, and I felt a little bad that her watch could have been broken in the sea. Somehow today had been so distracting that I couldn't even tell what time it could be. "Okay" I said, "See you in a bit" with a wave, walking to my dorm. I sighed knowing I'd have to go into my dorm with fully wet clothes. I reached the dorm and opened the door seeing some of the boys downstairs. "Hey" I said, just to be polite as I went inside. "Where've you been?" one asked eyeing my clothes with a smile. "The sea" I replied. Usually I didn't tell them where I'd been, but I was feeling different, and my appearance was a big give away. They weren't too surprised, but they looked like they were wondering why I'd go in the sea on my own. "Principle's been looking for you" they added before I went up the stairs. I turned to look at them when they continued "He's really pissed off". I shrugged back and another joined in humourously "You're gonna get expelled", though they were quite concerned. "Doesn't matter" I replied, knowing I probably wouldn't be here soon. "Seriously" the first one said "You've already been kicked out of your other one, any more and no other school will want to accept you". He seemed to be worried for me, which was nice, though I gave him back a look that showed I obviously didn't think it was a problem. I turned to go back up the stairs hearing them mutter things, thinking I was being too laid back about it all.

When I got to my room I picked up a towel and rubbed my hair, even though I was planning on taking a quick shower. There weren't many of the boys upstairs, just a few watching TV. I went back out into the hallway and headed for a shower. I didn't want to spend too long, seeing as I would rather spend my time with Anna. However, the warm water was soothing, washing away the cold salty water on my skin. I washed my hair and face under the shower and got out rubbing my hair with the towel and then wrapping it around my waist. My muscles had relaxed and I felt clean. I'd not brought clothes with me to the bathroom so I walked back, water dripping off my skin through the hall. In my room I wiped the towel across my body and dropped it to the floor. I got out a shirt and some other jeans and boxers and put them on whilst thinking about being in the sea with Anna.

I gave him a smile as I turned towards my dorm. Now I was to think whether or not I should walk through the front door. I mean, I was in my wet clothes and walking in like I had been now where but school...I sighed and just head in the front door, knowing phasing would hurt. As I walked in I saw the girls lounging on the sofas with the T.V. on; the chattering stopped as I walked through the door. I heard a few whispers and ignored them, heading up to my room, that same girl stopped me..."Where have you been anna?" her voice just the same...I turned around and answered "Out..." and turned to go upstairs but some other girl replied back..."Where? You can't just skip..." she said turning herself towards me. I gave her a look before I answered "I went to the sea...and I don't care..." I said and finally headed up to my dorm with a few of them saying..."Why is she wet?...with who, by herself..." and other comments that I completely ignored. Once I got to my room,I took off my shirt and jeans because they were too wet and I went to my closet getting out my shirt and skirt, with my undergarments, and a towel. I could have gone without a shower but I wasted to be fresh, thus I headed out with my clothes in my hand, to my bathroom...no one ever went there. I trailed down the hallway half naked and slipped into the bathroom. As I got into the shower, the water of the shower was completely different than the water in the sea; this one was warmer. It washed away all the cold sea off and I sighed.

I ran back to my room with my towel wrapped around me and my feet touching the cold floor. I got into my room and slipped into my clothes. I dried my hair with my towel and let it hang; I took a last look of my room, I thought it would be the last time here. I sighed and put on my shoes and sat down on my bed. Thinking about everything...I smiled, James was waiting for me. I should be happy, and after all that had just happened, I really was.

After I got dressed and put on my shoes, I put on some spray and took a look at my hair in the mirror. I didn't usually care about my appearance and trying to look good, with the exception of cutting my hair when it grew long. I pulled at the hair dangling in my face, knowing I should cut it soon. I put my room key in my fresh jean pocket stepped out the door, closing it lightly behind me. I hoped I'd given her enough time, but waiting would make me impatient. I walked down the corridor and down the stairs, passing the others again. They all turned to look, but this time they had nothing productive to say, so they sat there with curious faces as I went out the door. The clouds were turning into a warm shade of yellow above me whilst I walked over to her dorm.

Opening the door, I cringed as I caught a glimpse of the girls inside. I kept on going anyway. To my surprise, I gave them a polite smile as I walked in. What was up with me? Why was I acting so.. soft? "James!" the over excited girl cried happily and my eyebrows raised. "Hi" I replied. Her excited face didn't last long though, as she instantly became suspicious and critical. She walked up to me, in the way of my path, crossing her arms dominantly "Where are you going..?". "Upstairs" I answered with a smirk, looking down at her. She frowned and I sighed, not this again. I started to walk round her and she put a hand on my chest. "Don't you want to.. stay with me?" she tried to flirt, knowing exactly who I was going to see. "No thanks" I blew her off, removing her hand which was stroking at my chest, with mine. Why did the people at school have to be so nosey? They took no notice of me an Anna before we got together.. it seems quite a few people are unhappy about it. I walked up the stairs and towards Anna's door, knocking a couple of times, only to find the girl following me up the stairs looking very disgusted and unhappy.

I got up and pulled brushed my hair lightly and smelled my self, this was something new...I smelled like fruits. I smiled at myself in the mirror went over to my drawer and put ear drops into my ears. It seemed like every time I came in my room, I put ear drops. Well, at least after i had met James. Everything had changed ever since I had met him...I have never looked forward to something and right now I felt bubbly inside; like in daze. I heard a few knocks on my door and I looked up, with small grin. I fixed my skirt and my hair and ran to the door. Opening it with James standing right in front of me. "Hey," I smiled at him even if we had left each other for maybe...a few minutes. I wondered what he had to go through with the guys, they probably told on James like the little snitches they are and he's probably in trouble. I wasn't and I was slightly confused why not? I saw a girl walk behind James and it was that same girl. She looked quiet disappointed. I looked at James from her. But James looked so happy and soft. Like I had changed him all ready...I pushed that completely out. My face asked a small question of 'what happened?' with a small smirk marking my face.