Hmm let's see....at the moment my neck is bugging me...it hurts bad! Hopefully I can go to a chiropracter by Thanksgiving.

This morning my hair actually looked good. D: It straightened right and was done all nice. Then I after my first class is finished I realize it's raining... and I didn't grab an umbrella. So I had to redo it. It doesn't look as good now.... But oh well.

What's bugged me is all the rain I'm starting to get. I can't take anymore of this. I absolutely HATE Hurricane Season with all my heart and soul and wish there were no such time of the year.

Soo last week I got pulled over for speeding, doing 50 in the passing lane to pass a car when the speed limit was 40. Now just today driving home from college at the Same spot I got pulled over, i see this cop barrling down the rode passing everyone. For Shiggles I sped up a bit to see how fast he was doing. I got up to 50 to see, and he zoomed right past me, so he had to easily be doing 60+. So what, it's okay for cops to break the law? They can do what ever they want?
That really bugged me, I wish I could have pulled him over now, probably even the same cop!

Driving in traffic today, I was tempted more than once to run someone off the road and into a ditch where their vehicle would surely catch fire and the drive would be burned alive. I know, it's a dark thought, but it was unbelievably bad today and I was feeling easily irritated.

What bugged me the most today is - It's really really cold inside my house D:, and the heat doesn't like to kick on when you need it the most ;-;

I hate when people leave me crappy tips! Hello people, standard these days is about 18%! What makes you think leaving 10.00 on a 100.00 check is okay?! Arghhhhhhh!! Sorry, just got off work and I just hate bad tippers. I work very hard for my money, and people just don't seem to understand that servers make their living off tips. We have to tip-out to expos and runners, and when we don't make a tip, we have to pay them out of our own pockets. As if that wasn't bad enough, we also have taxes taken out of our tips and have to (by law) claim at least 12%. So, if we didn't make at least 12%, we're getting taxes taken from our hourly. So lame! :(

Sorry for the rant. I feel better though...

I raked the leaves up in the yard yesterday, put some into those pumpkin looking bags, you know. The resk just kinda sat there in a pile... Today it was like a tornado came through. There were leaves all over the place. It looks worse than before I raked yesterday. All that work for nothing!?

I went to my first block class for college today.
There was plenty of open seats, because I was early.
Some guy chose to sit next to me and he smelled like he smoked 12 packs of cigarettes before he went to class.
It was gross.

My roomie and I were rudely awakened by screaming neighbors this morning. Not sure what they were arguing about, but it was LOUD. This is the same neighbor that we suspect to be a creeper. Perhaps he was arguing with his co-conspirator over the kidnapped person they have tied up downstairs that bangs on the walls. I really, really hope this is just a crazy story we've made up and not true. yikes. stupid neighbors.

My car battery is dead, I rarely drive my car (probably the reason, actually) but today I decided I'd drive it over to my grandparent's house. Well, that didn't happen needless to say, I ended up walking.

My PARENTS. UGH.

So...my kidneys are failing. Needless to say this is very bad. I may be able to pull myself out of this IF I get some damn help and support from my family. But apparently asking them to lift a FINGER to save my life is too much. Even less than two months after we lost a pet to the EXACT SAME CONDITION with the EXACT SAME CAUSE - and here's the REAL kicker, we all - yes, WE, THEM included - worked our ASSES off to try and save her.

I'm glad we did. I'm glad they did. But it's sickening to know that I'm apparently less of a family member to them than the cats.

The cat needed hydration, they would stand over her and make sure she would drink, they would inject her with subcutaneous fluids, they would allow her to ruin anything by urinating on it to watch for any signs of recovery.

I need hydration, my mother drinks all the bottled water, my dad buys six packs every few days when I need a full one daily, and then they tell me to drink the toxic tap water instead or pick up my own. When I can't drive.

My cat needed electrolytes, they would inconvenience themselves to run down and get them, clear fridge space for them, give them to her daily however they had to.

I need them now, but again, I can't get the store to get them - I ask them to pick them up for me and they refuse. Tell me to make my own out of sugar, salt, and water.

This stress is not aiding my recovery any. I need to speak to my "adoptive" family tomorrow about moving up my move date...>__<;

There are a few horrible things in this world, and family members acting like that is one of them. Just don't let it affect you emotionally too much, do what you can to get healthy!

Bord

My boyfriend woke up for work thinking he was late and forgot to say goodbye ;=; worst part was he wasn't even late because of daylight savings time.

On top of that, he left the door wide open on accident, so I had to scramble to close it before his roommate went walking by.

I was trying to take notes in my pharmacology class. But my Professor kept changing the slide to the power point. He was like click slide click slide click side talk using big words no one knows. Pause for 20 mins on a pic click slide click slide more big word click slide. It was ridicules. My notes are horriable. I have like half a sentence from each Slide. I wanted to scream and he didn't email us the power point like usual so I couldn't even Highlight the note on the power point either aUGH! i WANTED TO SCREAM!

today, i found my cranky roommate very annoying. it happens rarely, so i should get over it pretty soon, but when she's like this, i just want to slam a door in her face and be as far away from her as possible. but instead, i have to tell myself to just breathe. thankfully, it works.

I'm at my boyfriend's house and he's asleep. Also, his parents are smoking in the next room, which always tends to bother me just a bit.