because I don't want to do that right now.

*pouts* fine....

I feel like eating though I'm not hungry.

then don't eat... drink something...

I also want to sleep though I'm not tired.

i kinda want to sleep too. i'm about this close to just getting of my computer for the night

aw, I don't want you to go though...

but we aren't really talking about anything and after i finish reading this fanfiction that my story update failed to tell me about i'll have nothing to do

neh, you have to talk to me.
I'm very slowly formulating a response to chaos. don't know if I'll finish coming up with something to say tonight though. I only have a muse for Kat. no arand and kitara.

and i'm assuming nothing at all from seraph?

yay, not right now. he's not much of a steady muse now. he was real strong for a while and now he just comes and goes as he pleases.

well i wish he would stay around since my muse for that story as a whole (not just azara) is freakishly strong but my muse for chaos isn't!

i feel like my posts are such fail in chaos right now b/c i have no muse for it

I love chaos. I totally have tons of muse for that story!

they don't read as fail.

I posted btw.

they feel like fail and i have to force out every single word of them... yet a post in gods of fire is like a two second non-thinking easy post... it's driving me insane!

opposite for me.

how do we beat our muses into alignment... b/c i swear my chaos mule is being smothered by gods of fire. i mean i keep trying to call nicole azara!

I don't know. I like the other rp and all but I only really care about chaos.

and i feel the complete opposite. maybe b/c i see more hope of getting a couple out of seraph and azara than i do out of kat and zev....

I have a muse for kat/zev couple. I don't really think it will take that much and even less to get evan and kitara together. those two are interesting if we actually put them together. which we don't.

I don't have trouble writing in gods of fire really (just posted) but I look at it, and I don't want to post. I don't really want to post in any of my rps or talk a lot usually.

well then i'll follow your lead with kat and zev. and we need to do something really awkwardly funny with evan and kit. i don't know what though...

*goes to look* i always want to talk and rp. even when i'm like absolutely exhausted from work. i just love it.

well, you have to actually write evan for starters.

I've not been interested in much of anything lately. I don't know why.

i've been trying, i just don't know what to do with him in general.

apathy is not good kat.

there, I got something interesting out of kitara ^^

I know... -__- I don't know how to get rid of it though. not much peaks my interest since I got home from school. art is what makes me feel the most alive. I was hoping an event would make me feel more like myself. we shall see.

perhaps it's just cuz you feel restrained by being at home. i know i've felt moments like that. I think if i spent much time at home i'd feel it more but since i've been working a lot i've hardly had time to blink.... and yes hopefully the event will hope

yeah, and I'm even less active which must be part of it. its why I find myself going down to the park with my sketchbook a lot. its too bad the park sucks and there's no real good place to get isolated and hang out with my sketchbook and the swings hurt my butt!!! :gonk: