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Well I'm sorry to here that Liun, I hope it gets better between you too. Oh I love open houses lol Hope it goes well.
Yea I love that theme as well, the commons were very cute. I didn't like the gates as well, I didn't think it was all that special to be the last item. |
Vicky I agree, it wasn't special enough! I hope it gets better too, kinda. He said alot of things to break me as a person. Open houses are okay but it takes me from Mene and Poupee.
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I forgot to add, don't be dropping the D Bomb around these parts Liun! Pray first and remain true to the good that you follow. I don't know what the drama is but it can't go on but for so long. :hug: |
Yeah for sure, I have really been reading the good book and praying. It is not what I have wanted for my life. He is the one that came back wanting it. I begged him to stay. Now he did, but it hurts to think about all the things he said to me. I still remain faithful to God and know that his will will be shown.
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What all did he say? And forgive me if I'm slow but...what are you two not agreeing on exactly? |
In your Quest, you said you thought it might be nice to receive one of the gifts, so I've sent you an Eggplant Hibiscus. I hope it's something you'll like!
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@Nalin Sun, I can not thank you enough, you have made my dream come true and my quest complete! Thank you so very much Nalin!! I will create an outfit just for my Eggplant Hibiscus!
@Deilen-Basically when he came back from Iraq, he wanted a divorce. He said he did not love me and that being married to me any more would hinder his happiness. He said many things to me on the months he did not love me, the days he didn't want to touch me. I would cry and he would not hold me, no matter where we were. (Example, the airport) These are the things that are hard for me to let go of. I pray about them though, I do. He has forgiven me, I have forgiven him for things in the past, but my trust level is not there, not sure if it will ever be. :( |
Nalin is on a role today! so generous <3
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Indeed he is, go Nalin! |
Aww thats so nice Nalin, I'm happy for you Liun
But back to our topic lol I know everything happens for a reason, so if the D word happens -hopes it doesn't- then maybe it was ment to be.....? Open house are only fun for me because my sister does a lot of them and she makes then fun |
Liu! :cry: No way, surely he couldn't have been so cruel? You can't suddenly stop loving someone if you really loved them in the first place, it just isn't possible. But it IS very possible to lose interest, which can be fixed after a bit of work, you know?
What's really at play here for him to stomp on your heart? To throw in the towel so heedlessly is why this country spits out a horridly high divorce rate... |
@Voe- The rate is horrible and I never wanted it for myself. I am from a divorced family and remember all it did to me and I don't want to do it now. But is my want not to more important than this issue? It remains to be seen. He was very cruel, and that is why I am having a hard time. I fought for him, wanted to work it out and then I realized, should it have been that hard? Should I feel like I have been murdered emotionally and still stand by the man that did it?
@Vicky-We had a couple to come see the house! They really licked so we'll wait and see now. The house needs to be sold or I am stuck in Wyoming until it is! Maybe it is meant to be, but I am so scared of starting over at almost 30 and with no kids, but maybe it's a blessing, but I am not sure I want to be without him. At this time though, I love him, I do not like him. @Deilen-Yes, just because I got married in the church doesn't mean I was married IN the church and now that is a BIG part of my life like it should be, I wonder if he is on the same page? I am trying to handle it the best way I can, "escaping", talking to others I trust. Again, I feel like I have been emotionally murdered, how does one come back from that? Truth be told, I don't think he is even trying to build me back up. I am having to do it on my own and I don't have the energy. I keep telling myself give it till Japan, but I am not even going with him right away so why give it till then...:sigh: I just keep praying and reading the good book. |
:hug: Maybe the move to Japan is the kick you need to decide where you want to be? One thing I'll also mention is, don't believe the lie. I don't know why people call them all sorts of colours; a lie is a lie. Whatever else he said...don't forget it, but don't hang onto it either. I am sorry you have to go through this and that you feel alone trying to re-establish a sense of worth. If it helps any, can I say I know you're worth more than all the damage this storm is causing? Can't put a price on people! The cake is a lie honey. :hug: :heart: |
@Deilen-Very powerful words, very. I will have to write that phrase down and read it everyday. I will not type it yet because I forgot to quote it be POWERFUL! I needed that right now, I think God knew that.
On a side note, I stumbled upon a former member of Mene throwing a fit, so that is where my morning is going. Though I should be playing a game before church! |
Well I'm absolutely glad that he had me write it then. =) I had a great time in church as well today, and once again - after so many years, much needed confirmation from the pastor and his wife. I really do wish I was more patient. I am pretty patient too, but not enough..something to work on. <3 Wait on Him. |
I wish you the best of luck with the house. Very hard to sell houses now, but there is still people out there buying them.
Yea I really know what you mean, it would be a heart break to start over, but like you said it might be a blessing. But I have a feeling everything will be alright, dont stay to much on the topic or it will get harder for you, trust me.....thats what I do and I always wish I can stop thinking about something for to long, but I can't a bad habit that I have. |
I have to wait on Him, have to, I trust God more than anyone and no one will get in the way of that relationship again, not even my husband. He didn't go to church with me yesterday but it didn't stop me because I seek a truth only He can provide.
@Vicky-I know, I am so trying to let go, but I can't believe him at all right now. As it stands, I have to move to TN and visit him in Japan...we shall see... This months CIs, love them or hate them? I, don't like them much. |
It will all work out....give it time
This month CI, I like them....the overlord thing is cute I never even use my evil overlord, but I'll try to Everyone seems to be going cray over them at this point |
You know, it's an interesting thing. I just did not like February's at all, and it's still too early to say perhaps, but I don't much care for this month's either. Which is...hm, odd to me, since in the past I like so many of the contribution items. But I'm glad when I don't want them xD because it's less to quest for and worry about having to scrounge gold together for. So I take it all in stride. I'm still saving for the Star Catcher and danget I WILL have it. Might already if I borrowed from the mule, but I don't want to. -_- |
Star Catcher is pretty. I bought the CIs because I buy them all since I have been here but I am not a fan of the new ones. Oh well, I shall wait for next month.
@Vicky-I am not moving to Japan with my husband, I have to visit and stay with him months at a time as of now, so we shall see. |
@Liun: That can be a good thing, It will five you two time to miss each other. You'll see
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Yes will we have time, forced time and that is what I need no matter how it makes me feel and truth be told it's just hard all over, like having to cut off your own arm.
BLEH! So I am going to save my gold for the event, I am curious is these items will compare to V-Day. |
Yea I know what you mean, Time is key though....just give it some time
I wonder if they are going to have an event? I hope so But its so soon....I just can wait to get my hands on some commons |
Same here Liun, I liked January but I'm not excited by the other two. I bought December's too, but I'm probably going to sell it in the future. I should have thought harder about it before I got it. Live and learn. :P I hope the St. Patrick's Day items are on par with 2007's and 2008's, and I get the feeling we'll have to pay to get the event items this time. Apparently that's how it was last year. |
We will have to pay!? Wow....I wonder how much!?
I am looking for some nice event commons, but I have to get my EIs, I hope I have time to get them. |
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