Shay smiled at the two and was glad that Secair was back. She hugged him happly and found herself purring even more and looked at him, "and I am glad that your back." she said as she looked at him and smiled. She purred even more and as she hugged him.

Secari wrapped his arm around Shay too and couldn't help but sigh in releaf. "You have no idea... How horrifying that was..." he whispered wishing he could tell them but words weren't enough. He would just have to carry the burden like always. He was just greatful he had woken up.

amy smiled wide at secari glad to have him back. "im glad your well. it was another dream?" she sat down on the bed next to him and layed her hands on his, and gave him a worried look.

Secari shook his head and said softly,"Many nightmares would be a more fitting title..." He looked at her and just wanted to get lost in those eyes. "They were all like the one I showed you... Though if I must say they were worse." he said not letting his fear into his voice. "But thanks to you I'm fine now." he said and smiled warmly. Secari stroked Amy's knuckles with his thumbs. He hated these cursed gloves. He wished he could really touch her and really feel her warm skin. But if he did he would strip her of her powers... And then go crazy with being overwhelmed by the power. It was the one power he couldn't really control... Except for his darkness of course.

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amy felt secari's hands touch hers and she looked down seeing that he was still wearing the gloves. she wanted to ask him why he wore them, but didnt know if it was something he would want to talk about. a lot of kids at this school had to have something personal they didnt like talking about...even her. after awhile of silence amy looked back up to secari and tilted her head. "why do you always wear the gloves on your hands?" she asked.

Secari shook his head slowly and looked at the old gloves. "If I were to Touch you with my hands... I would kill you... I would drain every last bit of power, strength, and life from your body...." he said hoping he wasn't scaring her. "So I have to keep them covered. I can not control this and I would go mad with power..." he said softly. "I learned that as a young boy...." he said quietly practically to himself.

amy nodded in thought. would she die just to touch him once? she thought so... then she looked up when he said he learned about it when he was a kid. she slightly remembered the markings on his palms and said, "i think ive seen the markings on your palm somewhere before..." she looked down and put a finger to her bottom lip trying to remember what it looked like exactly but couldnt get a hold on the image.

Secari smiled intregued and looked at her. She looked just amazing in thought and he wished he could make her smile. A smile just for him. "I can show you that mark again... Just don't touch my hand." he warned and pulled his hands from her. He pulled off one of his gloves and opened his hand so his palm was facing her so she could see it. "Can you remember?" he asked. Anything that helped him understand this horrible curse would be wonderful.

amy nodded and watched as he took of one of his gloves. amy suddenly got wide eyed and remembered where she saw it before. she began pacing around the entire room. deep in thought of what the hell it was doing on secari's hand. she stopped right in her tracks and walked over to him quickly. she was now totaly confused. the mark was supposed to be ancient and not used anymore, but there it was. right on his hand. "do you know what that is?!" she exclaimed still astonished it was on his hand.

Secari shook his head. "I have no idea. I know all dead elfish but this isn't elfish at all...." he said watching her curiously. "What is it Amy?" he asked wondering if it could be another wonderful present from his dark father.

shay had been quite as they talked and was sitting next to them on the floor. She was looking up at them and wondered what the mark was also, it looked weird and it made the hair on her back stand up and she had to fight a hiss from coming out of her mouth. She hoped that it wasn't anything bad.

amy sighed wondering how to explain it and sat down in the seat next to him. "well its not elfish i can tell you that. its a form of ancient demonic language. dont ask me how i know it though..." she shook her head. "anyways its a sabaparic mark. yours in particular reads..."she looked closely at the hand reading the mark"...'the monster within'." she kept her eyes on his hands while talking. "do you know if one of your parents were demon? if not, than i have no clue how they got there. a sabaparic mark is supposed to conceal something dark within someone...but..."she bit her bottom lip. "...the side effect of the mark varies on the different person. yours must be to absorb another persons powers if touched." she looked up into his familiar soft eyes. "and you had no clue what this was?" she asked in disbelief.

Horrified and shocked Secari looked down at his upturned palm as well. Keeping his face clear of emotions he shook his head slowly. "I had not idea...." he said softly. He then looked at Amy and hearing Shay's hiss he quickly pulled his glove back on begining to feel like a monster. "My father was a dark angel... A very powerful one... My mother..." he said and the image of her dead at his feet washed over him again. "Was a pure light elf... But... People of the tribe had said she turned.... Demonic... After meeting my father." he said slowly. It seemed as if life was laughing at him. As if fate was condeming him to be the monster his father was.... He didn't want that.... He wanted to live freely... And be able to touch people and anything without destroying...

amy quickly got up and moved to him as if her body knew she would want to automaticly. she sat down next to him quietly and put a hand on his shoulder. slowly she hugged him for a long time. then when it was over she looked him straight in the eye. "you are not your parents." she said slowly.

Secari accepted her hug greatfully and met her eyes. He was so greatful for her words but as much releaf they brought he still couldn't deny it. "But I'm their son..." he said quietly and looked down. "And it seems I have taken on the worst possible traits from each of them..." he whispered and shook his head. He then looked up into her eyes and for once he let his sorrow come threw. He looked lost and lonely. It was as if no one could truely understand the pain... The horrible knowing he would kill... He hated himself more knowing he really couldn't escape even if he did win against the darkness...

amy saw the look in his eyes and could almost feel her heart breaking as his mood worsened. "secari..." she stood up again feeling useless and guilty for hurting him again. "you will always carry traits from them, but they cannot control over you. you are the deciding factor. not your parents. you know what is right and what is wrong." she looked up at the cieling. "i trust you completely. you and shay both." she said looking over to her.

Secari nodded and closed his eyes. He opened them again and seeing her look at the ceiling he stood. He wrapped his arm around her waist pulling her towards him and looked into her eyes. He intwined his fingers with her other free hand and looked at her lovingly. "I don't just trust you...." he whispered his head comming closer. "I love you..." he whispered and kissed her. He hadn't been sure of anything as sure as he was about this. She seemd to be the only real thing in his life besides Shay. He needed her and wanted her and cared for her. He couldn't be more sure about her... She was perfect.

Shay smiled and nodded, "amy is right, I should know this better then anyone else." she said as she looked at Secari. "you are the person who control your life, not your parents, not the scentists who creates me or anyone else. You and only you. YOu know who you are, you are Secari. Not your mother, not your father, you are you and you aren't anything like them." she said as she looked at him and smiled at Amy, "and I trust both of you completely." when they kissed he she looked away, It was a private thing. She just whished that one day she would find someone who would kiss her and hold her like secair did with amy.

amys eyes widened in surprise when he kissed her, but she closed them slowly and enjoyed it. then she leaned in by his ears and whispered, "i love you too" she said smiling. then she nodded in shays direction, and blushed a little because she forgot she was there for a while when secari kissed her. "your right, shay. completely." she said while still in secari's arms. he felt so warm, and she fit with him perfectly. he was perfect to her. he and shay were her life now. and she loved them both.

Secari smiled lovingly and wasn't going to metion anything about still not having a shirt on. He loved holding her and kissed her nose lightly making her blush. He smiled and gently stroked her cheek. "I love it when you blush..." he whispered almost completely absorbed in her and her wonderful eyes. He then smiled at Shay and knew she was right. "Yes... And I'm sure you two won't let any of that happen.... Sense you are going to be watching me closely... Though I still don't know why." he said raising an eyebrow and smiled. He kissed the top of Amy's head and smiled at her.

Shay sighed and wondered if she should tell him. After a while she decided yes and sat down, "I am going ot be watching you because I made a promise to the one teacher that I would. I am going ot make sure that you dont hurt anyone and if you do hurt someone that one person is me." she said and looked at them. "I am going ot make sure that you hurt no one else and that no one hurts you." she said and sounded like a body guard.

she loved when he kissed her. it made her feel warmness all over. she smiled up at him, "when you say it like that, it makes me blush even more."she laughed. then she turned to face them both hearing what shay said. she frowned. "but i dont want either of you to get hurt." she said remembering them fight and started to shake slightly.

Secari pulled Amy close when she began to shake and kissed her head. "No one is going to get hurt...." he whispered lovingly and stroked her head softly. He wished he could feel her soft looking hair and the warmth of her skin. But as the mark read... He was doomed to never feel another without unleashing the monster within. And probily killing the person he touched.

Shay looked at Amy and found herself laying her head against her and purred loudly, "yeah, no one is going to get hurt. I will make sure of that." she said and conitnued to purr for her. She was still siting on the floor and looked like a house pet the way she acted. But she was part cat so he had a right to act this way.

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