I've got some water boiling, some Mr. Noodles and a pile of math homework. This should be... better.

How're you guys doing?

"We're all nuts in here!" :D

I'm reading the fourth volume of Rasetsu by Chika Shiomi, it's kinda a sequel series to her Yurara (You-la-la).

Just watched Trapped in Paradise and found it amusing enough.

Hungry, should get some actual food sometime soon... or a shower. I have an appointment with my sister's Psychiatrist for a clinical diagnoses of my ADHD (or whatever else I have to go on top of my OCD, Anxiety, and Depression).

Working on make-up work for this week. I want my Multi-Cultural Lit stuff done for when I get back, along with the assignment I have from Politics and PE so that I only have to focus on Brit Lit, Journalism II, and then whatever else my Politics teacher has in store for me. Oh, and health. Shit. :'(

I hate my immune system.

Pondering opening the stores and my inventory to buy some more stuff for my avi... :D

EDIT: Allo? Anyone here?

Thank god I only have math homework.
And Creative writing.
P:

Ooooh, lucky bitch. ;P

I hate being out sick, 'cause I have a shitty immune system, so I'm never out for just a little while. :(

Even being out for a day or two sucks. I always miss the important stuff. :(

Yeah. Being a Senior and missing a ton of work is not the greatest thing in the world, let me tell you. :(

grrrrrr i missed the UPS man!!!!

llonka: WHAT UPS MAN!?!??!?
Syra: WTF???? BLUES MY COLOR!!!!

Everyone: just wanted to say hello!

the UPS man that had my Avon package!! he left me a love note saying he'd be back monday ;)

MONKEYS!

Sorry, seemed irrelevancy was the best way to pop into the conversation.

Also, I have just been clinically diagnosed with ADD. IT'S ABOUT TIME!

ooooh ADD! i think my hubby has ADD. or something similar haha.

Well, Dr. Chaudhri said that a lot of the time ADD is a side-symptom of the combination of anxiety and depression, but he said with me, I have ADD along with my anxiety and depression (and my OCPD)... >.> But he also said that I seem to have mentally found ways to compensate for it and that I seemed to be extremely introspective and that with the medication I'll probably do even better than most people with ADD do on a medication.

Thankfully, he is not putting me on Ritalin. :D

oooh at least the meds will help you!!! *nods*

Yush, yush! Unfortunately the Pharmacy was closed by the time we got out of the appointment and dinner. :(

But hopefully, this medication will help me finish the year with a flourish, and it's definitely a good thing that we found out before I go off to uni, yanno? Having ADD and not being medicated for it in college would suck (moreso than it did going through all of grade schools without being medicated).

Thankfully, my parents are giving me a copy of their Flex card next year, so I'll be able to pay for medication and appointments with my therapist and Dr. Chaudhri using it.

aww that stinks! can you get it tomorrow??

yeah college does take more concentration... that's good they are giving you that card!! *nods*

Thankfully, YES! Which means when I get back to school and have to start doing tons of make-up work, I will have that covered, so hopefully my anxiety won't be so much of an issue and hopefully my ADD will start being taken under control. :D

Yeppers peppers! :)

yay!! i'm excited for you!! :)

^-^ (You rarely ever see people happy about being diagnosed with mental illnesses, but with me, it's a necessity for me to get it FIXED!)

that's true!!! at least you will feel better now!!
sometimes when we go on trips i have panic attacks. it was so bad over the summer i couldn't go to the store with out freakin out. but i feel a little better now. still do it when we go somewhere new.

Yeah... I'm terrified of learning to use public transit and going places outside of my town by myself next year. It's really scary to me, even if I'll be in a nearby city... I'm from a town of 50k... I'll be going to school in a city of 200+k... my current school is the largest high school in western NY, but we have about 1.5k-2k at the most. So the mere prospect of the size difference is astounding to me. I get sick when I think about things like that. >.>

yikes!! that does sound pretty scary!! i know i'd be scared! when we went to missouri to visit family, we drove around kansas city and drove through columbia, mo. that was a lot for me to handle. i pretty much slept the whole way there. :P i wish you lots of luck!!! i'm sure you'll be fine :hug:

Edit: well i think i'll head to bed, have a good night!!! :hug:

Heh heh... yeah. If I had it my way, I'd be off to Bennington, VT next year. 25k in the entire town. <3

Hey, would you mind looking over the beginning post to an RP for me and telling me what you think? You don't have to if you don't want to, but I'd appreciate it very much --

"Johnathan sighed as he paced before the great bay window of his drawing room, looking out upon the dreary English countryside that surrounded his quiet hiding place of a cottage. The halls were much too small here, the rooms to squished, and no visitors were ever to be found. But he found that during the stressful times of the month, this was the place he felt safest. The place he felt most inclined to simply stay at home rather than running about, causing "Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde" stories to cover the front pages of the London Times.

He laughed inwardly to himself, bemused by the humble minds of mortal men and the fact that while they denounced the truthful tales of wolves and bats from his native country, they embraced the concept that such simple chemicals and combinations as were currently in man's knowledge could transform him, non-mortally, into a beast besides man. He chuckled to himself, knowing full well that sometimes the mystical really did have more impact on one's life than the scientific. And yet he, himself, had lived with both. Had it not been for the science behind the distilling of alcohol, the making of his fine ales, he wouldn't be in the place he stood, wealthier than the majority of the Lords of England, sipping the finest tea of England with the finest ales of Scotland and Ireland poured in to add a bit of a nip.

He liked his drinks that way. They tended to dull his own nip that way. Kept it more subdued. And he was well aware that women preferred a dog whose bark was worse than his bite.

His eyes darkened as the rains grew and he placed his teacup down where he stood before turning from the window and pacing the halls, restless as he usually was in the nights before the moon, searching out something to do, some company to keep, and slowing when he scented her in the library, following the scent until he stood at the entrance, watching her quietly as she dusted the shelves and worked, calming with her presence and breathing peacefully, careful not to disturb her and only watching."

It's for a roleplay I was asked to do on here with someone. She wanted the male to be a Werewolf with a quick temper, who got what he wanted as he wanted and was wealthy, was her employer, and was the only way for her family to survive, but who loved her (and yet was still forceful due to his temper). While she didn't share the same affections for him... a peculiar request, in my book, but meh... I agreed. XD

EDIT: Oh, okees. Good night, then! :) Sleep well!

i has popped in to say hi!!!!!!! i dont know if i will be on latter today, cuz i go to work in a hour and i wont get home till latter today so i wanted to say hi and hope everyone has a wonderful day!

Hi, Bella! :D

Enjoy your day!!! :)