It was good until my roommates got home XD

Ohhh ahah man. What happened then?

well..I don't really wanna talk about it. I'll just say one of them really enjoys complaining about me behind my back. They hardly ever talk to me so I don't know why they hate me so much. I am clean, I do chores every week, I'm respectful of their things..

Awwwh *hugs* well I hope things work out okay between you two. And if not, that at least you can have peace in knowing that time will pass and it won't be such a big deal.

yeah I know.. I just..want summer to come ^^

(: Yeah. It'll be nice and warm and no school. Plus, hahah. Japan is always to look forward to ^__^;;

exactly. *nods*

so what can we talk about? XD

hahaha idk.. I accidentally called a McFlurry a McFluffy XD We can laugh at me if you want : p hahah XD
Well there are really many things out there (: Doesn't matter too much.

lol. That's funny. XD Mh.. Well I gotta go to bed now but I'll see you later then ^^ good night.

Oh okay (: natta (night in norwegian) ttyl then ^_^ *hughug*

O.o so much chatting in this thread... lol never gotten a thread past page 3 and now I got one on page 64...

I just gorged myself on chocolate.. It's 200 calories. I'm not suppose to be eating this poison. I just exercised a ton! Naughty Jessica!!

Actually... Chocolate is nutritious and considered a healthy food... mentally and physically... it's the cream and sugar in it that's not so healthy...

kaze- lol you made it page 65 : p
fuyu- awww but chocolate is teh numminess ._. It's just bad in excess is all : o What kind? I hope the darker kind xD Sides if you stress about it too much it's not gonna help. Just be aware of what is good for your body and not so great. I don't think you need to lose weight anyways .-.

no it's milk chocolate. but I know that dark chocolate is better, it was a gift and well..yeah XD..well. It's just I really want to be good enough for Ruki and also I want to be able to wear cuter clothes. I mean I can wear a lot of cute tops..but bottoms..not so much.

btw... the darker the chocolate the healthier it actually is... there's a kind that's 91% chocolate... it's rather good =3 and not too unhealthy

Besides... ^^" just means eat a little less calories... 200 isn't that much out of 2,000+

Yeah it's like having a can of soda. Nothing to freak out about hahah. Just make sure that you do still have healthy, nourishing food besides that. (: Just enjoy the small treats. Especially if it was a gift, don't be scared of gaining weight ^^" If you want to be healthy then excersize in moderation and eat good too. A chocolate is not too bad. 10 might be haha but it's okay for 200 cal : p It's just energy, really Jess. I mean if it's more processed then it messes up your body more but it has to add up and it's not like you've lived your life not caring.

@poet
I have to eat 1800 to lose weight..lets see.. *goes to count calories*

@Strange
I see. lol. okay ^^ I just really well....I want to be beautiful not cute XD

Gives you 1600 more... btw... if you want to know anything I am taking nutrition =)

^^ well... I think you're pretty...

lol thank you, but the fact is, you're my friend. The rest of the world is shallow. That and you're really not a shallow person. but...well a lot of Ruki's fans are really shallow -_-' they just like him cause he's hot.

: o Ohhh well those aren't real friends. That's stupid. ._. Just be who you want to as long as it's healthy.

Well Fu... you shouldn't be trying to attract shallow people... o.o and people do realize that once they get old and rinkly only one who truly loves them will still find them beautiful

Beauty is skin deep... only because everything else is about personality =)

Yeah mostly I think he'll be excited to have someone to hang out with from the states who he can feel comfortable enough around anyways (: and if you are funny and intriguing it is better than just being cute or beautiful physically. Course it can help but you might draw attention from the wrong people if so. Whistles from strangers and stuff is just creepy sometimes. ^^"

@Strange
lol yes that's true. I already get honked at when I am walking places. It's so demeaning. and annoying. Lol. If I'm able to meet him. So maybe. I guess anything is possible.

@Poet
yeah but.. idk. I think a lot of guys still want eye candy hanging off of their arms. XD but you're right, I shouldn't want to date someone that is shallow.

Yknow... every girl has their flaws... the highly attractive model-like girls... some have no personality... because they're all about looks... while some people are all personality, and look fine...

I mean... strange is beautiful to me because of who she is... her personality is beautiful... and she has most of the physical traits I'm okay with. It's not because she has a super model body... (which I don't think she does...)

Edit - Well if they honk it does show you are attractive... why worry?