Originally Posted by Azazel (Post 1769072614)

I think.... I'm officially done........ This is gonna sound nuts..... But I think I'm going to quit again. for real this time. 100%

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Wow.....

I just sent Lizzy My Green Clover Pin, V-Day Pin, Bee Slippers, 2x Panda Slippers, etc.

Originally Posted by Azazel (Post 1769072620)

I just realized.... I can't do this anymore. I've been trying to talk to inso since I came back. He just ignores my PMs and deletes every wallpost I make. I have done everything to be a moderator, an admin, something. I've done web design for god knows how long. All I've ever wanted to do is help and I just came to the realization that will never happen. That being the case this is time I could spend playing the violin. I've always wanted to learn it but never had the "time". Leaving this would allow me to follow that dream. I can't keep depriving myself and beating a dead horse

Originally Posted by Azazel (Post 1769072628)

I must say, you drive a hard bargain.... but this Insomnia thing is really getting to me.....

Originally Posted by Azazel (Post 1769072638)

I didn't mean Insomnia, I meant Insomniac

However I'm glad to see you obviously want me to stick around

Originally Posted by Azazel (Post 1769072646)

Trust me Simplicity, they've noticed me.....

@Hurricane:....Hey buddy..............

Originally Posted by Azazel (Post 1769072653)

First impressions are everything and in their eyes I didn't make a very good one. I suppose I can put it that way. I don't mean to be gloom, It's just this whole situation is no good. It resembles a similar situation at my current job (Which I am quitting and starting for a different company) Sometimes, when someone already has a clouded view of who you are and there is no changing that. At work it was no matter how many extra hours, extra classes, extra anything I took It didn't matter. On mene it doesn't matter how many people I chat with, how nice I am, how much I donate, my knowledge, my willingness to help, my want to help, it just. doesn't. matter.

*sigh* :(

Originally Posted by Azazel (Post 1769072659)

Well bro, I think It's my time. Sorry if it's so early into your return. I am being sincere in saying I was looking forward to getting to know you again.

Originally Posted by Azazel (Post 1769072671)

I just feel so often like I'm running in place. I know that the community, from what I can see, appreciates me as a user. I can say I've donated more and put more towards artists than 99% of the userbase I'm sure. It's always been about the people, never about the items. It's just a stomach turning feeling to know that no matter how much good you do it doesn't matter.

Hell, no one knew this but there was a glitch, actually it still existed until less than a month ago. It would allow you to start a trade with someone and take ALL the items in the trade. Such as If I was trading you my pin for your offer simplicity, I could take your offer AND my pin and leave you with nothing. I figured out how it happened, I reported it. I did what I could to keep anyone from knowing. I'm always testing menewsha's foundation. Its structure, its games, making sure it doesn't fail. I've reported game glitches, I've done everything I could. I've donated, and was planning on donating every month. Not for the items, but to help the site. It just seems like I put so much effort in to be treated like I don't exist..... I do know I have you all, the community, my regulars, old returning friends, but you have to understand what it feels like to be so cold shouldered when you do everything.... literally everything you can to help.

Originally Posted by Azazel (Post 1769072686)

There was no "thanks" no "k" no "we're on it" There was no reply at all. But yes, that did get me started. The constant ignoring just finally pushed me to the edge. I've tried to balance on it and not let any of this get to me, but I'm ready to just fall off.

Originally Posted by Azazel (Post 1769072696)

You're welcome. All I've ever wanted to do was make this community a better place. I've done that. It's just too bad that those above me can't see that.

Originally Posted by Azazel (Post 1769072703)

B'awwwww Hurricane! You must really miss me :(

@Simplicity: I really do hear you out, and in all honesty that should suffice, and it has. If he would even just PM me and say "I hate you" that would be something. Then I would know there is zero possibility. It's this constant ignoring that kills me.

Originally Posted by Azazel (Post 1769072733)

*hugs* You are a fun Guy Hurricane! You'll make more friends in no time I'm sure.

Originally Posted by Azazel (Post 1769072756)

I think I'm going to go to bed for now. I'll really think about it, but I don't want you all to give your hopes up too much. I'm pretty unhappy with the whole situation. :(

Originally Posted by Azazel (Post 1769073527)

It isn't just because I wasn't acknowledged from one glitch. it's everything build up. I'll just quote all my posts from yesterday. Maybe that will explain it, maybe it won't. I'm just pasting them all without reading them. If it doesn't make sense I'm sorry, I'm only posting what I typed and not the replies....

EDIT: I guess if you need to read the replies you can click the little blue arrow by my name in each quote that goes to each post.

Originally Posted by Kiako (Post 1769073536)

Azazel!!! ♥

Hi there love. I want your V-Day Pin :gonk:

Originally Posted by Azazel (Post 1769074231)

@Roachi: I did. Liz Didn't accept. I offered her my V-Day Pin, Green Clover Pin, Panda Slipps, Panda Slipps, B Slipps, Welcome Balloon Yellow, Welcome Balloon Orange, Birthday Cake hat, Ltd. B-Day cake hat, Chicky on my head, Bunny Hairpin, and she didn't accept the trade.