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Kana rubbed her eyes and looked up at him. "That's impossible. You have to order it first and you were supposed to order it when we found out about the wedding! It won't be here on time!" she hissed. "The wedding is off then." she said quietly.
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Kioshi's eyes widened brightly in shock when he heard that Kana basically wanted to cancel the wedding. "What?!" he yelled in shock falling onto the floor and looking at her with his eyes slowly wanting to tear up. "B-b-but....I....I thought....I thought you loved me...." he said with a deep frown looking down at the floor.
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Kana got down in front of him and wrapped her hands over his. "I do, but you aren't responsible and I can't marry someone who isn't. When you can prove yourself we can get married. Besides, what do you expect me to do, let you stand up there and get married in your underwear?" she asked with a small laugh.
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Kioshi looked up at Kana as he tried to make himself smile, but couldnt at all. "I.....I'm sorry..." he said looking back down with a few tears coming down his cheeks landing onto his lap. I....I guess....sh-shes right... he thought trying to stop himself from crying but couldnt.
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Kana hugged him and rubbed his back gently. "Don't be upset, I promise you we'll get married, but we just can't right now. We have to fix the house, I'm still recovering and you can't get married naked." she said quietly.
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Kioshi looked up slowy as he felt Kana's arms around him and gave a little forcful smile. "I....I guess so..." he said with a whisper looking into her eyes for a bit then looking around the area for a moment.
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Kana smiled and kissed him gently, wiping his tears. "There, now, you're all better. We will get married, I promise. I love you too much not to." she said.
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Kioshi looked at Kana with his eyes widened for a moment after she kissed him as he tilted his head a bit. "I...I love you too..." he said with a quiet whisper looking back down at the floor between them.
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Kana noticed he was acting different, embarrassed. She furrowed her brows and looked at him. "What's wrong?" she asked quietly.
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Kioshi looked up at Kana as he tilted his head a little. "Hmm?...oh....its nothing." he said with a little weak laugh trying to just not think about that they werent getting married anytime soon.
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Kana sighed and shook her head. "Kioshi, I love you but you just aren't ready for that kind of commitment right now. I just can't do this knowing that you aren't ready. I'm not pinning the whole thing on you either, I honestly don't think I'm ready either." she said quietly as she gazed at him.
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Kioshi's little fake laugh soon caused him to frown as he looked away a little toward the floor clentching his fists on his own lap a little. "Y-y-yeah....I....I guess your right." he said with a whisper as he slowly stood up; hiding his face from Kana's gaze.
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Kana noticed he was getting angry. She sighed and walked over to him, gently setting her hand on his arm. "I-I'm sorry..." she said quietly, looking toward the ground again, afraid to look at him.
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Kioshi felt Kana's hand on his arm as he turned his head around slightly to look at her with a little bit of sadness at first. His eyes completely changed from showing sadness to shock as he saw how afraid she looked. "Dont worry...." he said placing his hands onto her shoulder and tilting his head. "I...I understand why we cant be together....you dont have apologize..." he said with a little whisper.
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Kana's eyes shot back up to him and they were filled with fear, but much more than they had before. "Y-you thought I meant we couldn't be together...at all?" she asked quietly and slowly. "I just meant we couldn't get married." she said, her voice slowly raising in volume. "But I am apologizing to you. I know how much you wanted this and I can't stand to take it away from you." she said quietly.
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Kioshi looked at Kana as he frowned deeply staring into her eyes. "I.....I know that we just cant get married....b-but....I dont know...what that will mean to our parents.." he said with a quiet whisper slowly glancing away from her gaze.
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Kioshi's look into her eyes scared her even more, and by this time the fragile girl was shaking. She quickly ran out of the house and started walking. She didn't know where, she didn't know why, but she knew she couldn't be with him.
((OOHOOH! Now that Kana's weak and alone we could have someone that's angry about mamoru's death attack her.)) |
Kioshi looked at how Kana ran away from the house as he frowned deeply. Looking down at he floor and biting down on his lower lip. After a while of standing still, Kioshi's common sense kicked in finally as he looked up, with his eyes widened. "What am I doing standing around here for?! I shouldnt care!...she loves me!...." he yelled running out of the house and trying to catch up with her.
Daigo who was an old friend of Mamoru stood in the darkness as he watched Kana run from the house as he glared her most of the time. She killed him?.....someone like her killed him?!.....how did he die to such a weakling like that?! he thought with anger clouding his mind. |
Kana ran and ran until her feet refused to drag themselves any further. She had been a good 25 miles away from their house. Her body basically shut down and she passed out on the side of the road, deprived of energy.
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Kioshi had finally started to get tired from running as he had gotten lost and fell to his knees crying his eyes out. "D-d-damn.....I...I cant believe how stupid I am!!" he yelled slamming his fists into the floor and accidently releasing his power and breaking the floor contiously making craters surround him.
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((idk what to post >.< errrm...))
While Kana was passed out. She was dreaming. Dreaming of what could have been, had they gotten married. |
After a while of staying his fists into the floor Kioshi finally gave up onto his body and laid down on the floor crying and staring down at the floor. "......I.....I cant believe how stupid I am..." he said whispering to himself.
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Kana woke up a while later and slowly started walking. She didn't know whether she was on her way home or away, but she just needed somewhere to stay for the night. She hugged herself to stay warm as her body shivered.
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Kioshi kept walking and sometimes running around trying to find Kana. He didnt care if it was really dark or cold at all, he had to find her no matter what would happen to him. Wh-w-where are you.....?!.... he thought as his saddness kept growing. "Kana!!!!!!!!!!!"
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Kana knew she was obviously walking toward home, because she could hear Kioshi. She didn't know if it was real, but she heard it. She started running again and yelled his name back, running until her feet didn't hit the ground.
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