Ahh, that's no fun. I'm glad you got back with your friend though! I hate jealousy.. thank goodness it seems my man is not the jealous type, though he's not ready to try an open relationship. Jealousy has actually been the last drop for me to end two of my previous relationships.. jealousy and lack of trust actually, since they both accused me of cheating and I couldn't stand for that. I usually don't get offended at all, but that.. that just made me so angry and hurt. :/

Well.. I dunno what to say really, haha. He's like a perfect mix of gentleman and laid back, making me feel all special and being romantic but also being able to make a joke well suited to my dark sense of humour. :P Well it's a perfect mix for me anyway, since I do have a dark sense of humour but I secretly love all that romantic crap as well.. He's a goth guy though so he's influencing me to wear more and more black, just when I'd started wearing lots of colours! Though I guess colours are better for summer and I usually do go back to darker colours for winter anyway.
Also he loves languages (speaks three or four fluently and a couple of others fairly well.. and I love languages, so it's always a big bonus being with someone who can talk to me in different ones) and travelling (he keeps saying he wants to take me with him travelling, which I would have no objections to! if I had the money and time..). And he has a deliiiicious French accent.. *drools*
x3

The fetish club was amazing, though possibly can't go into any detail on a PG-13 site.. let's suffice it to say people generally didn't wear very much and there was a dungeon room. :D

Damn, the sun is shining for a change and it looks quite lovely outside, but all I want to do is cuddle up in bed and play video games.. I think I'm going to give in to the temptation too, especially since I don't know what I'd do on my own outside.. and hope it'll be sunny more next week. P:

Ugh, I know. It's been a pretty consistent thing with me and people I date that they always have bad self esteem, and it does get really annoying.. I know it's not going to help if I then lose interest because of it, but I can't help it.. it really is a turn-off when the person you're with keeps complaining about how ugly or boring they are. :/

I just love accents in general, really. I don't think I've ever heard an accent I didn't like, except maybe the Danish one.. xD But thanks! He's pretty amazing.. and he can definitely handle me at my worst, which is a massive plus. Went to a Halloween rave on Saturday and went to his place yesterday morning after it - he actually asked me to come there. I was filthy, smelly, dead tired and terrible, but he was just lovely as usual. Slept for a few hours, then he went out to get food for me and we cuddled and watched a couple of films before going back to sleep. And seriously, I was not at my most attractive, on a massive comedown, but he didn't seem to mind it at all. Same thing last week when I was so sick I was just shivering and shaking, hardly able to speak and make sense at the same time.
He gets lots of boyfriend points. :D

Haha, I'll try to catch you when you get on MSN then. Have Hope you had fun with your friends! I got up as Al went to work this morning and decided to head home early to try to get a bunch of reading done for my essay but now the event has started on Mene, it's definitely going to be a big distraction..

Yeah, exactly. And ugh, those reason sound logical.. poor guy seems to be bringing it down on himself, you know? It's like, when you're constantly worried about bad things happening, you might just be attracting them to you. >.<

Well, I spent Halloween on a massive comedown as I said, haha. Funtimes.. but it was pretty cozy. :3

Guh I better get up and drag my ass to uni.. overslept so I already missed my first class, and the time I was going to spend at the library between classes. Stupid head, why do you need to sleep so bloody much!? *headdesk*

Oh my.. I'm sorry it had to go that way. :( *hugs*

Ahh I know.. my ex was like that as well so I know how it feels. I hope it woke him up a bit, I know it did with mine (though it didn't happen for a little while since he took such a long time to get over it), he seems to be doing much better now from what little I've heard of him.
*hugs* You'll be okay. I know you just well enough to be sure of that. <3

Yeah, and you have your friend back, so hopefully that makes up for something. ^^

Ugh, my keyboard is so bloody filthy. I need a general good clean-up.. but not now! Today is the day I procrastinate more work by spending it tripping in the park with my friend. 8D And hopefully we get to see more fireworks tonight! Wheeee!

Aw, that sounds great. :)

Last night was intense.. somehow I woke up after only five or so hours of sleep and I can't get back to sleep, so I'm just wandering around in a daze trying to figure out what I can do. Maybe I should just take a shower and have some breakfast and see if I can then get some writing done..
Also my lip is all swollen around my piercing, I'm afraid it might be getting infected or something.. I feel like I should take this piercing out and put a bigger one in because of the swelling (this one is a ring around the lip, I also have some studs) but at the same time, I can feel that putting a new one in is going to hurt, so I really don't want to.. Dx

Well, it's not really too swollen, it's just that the way it is with the ring, my lip is kinda filling up into it, so if it swells, that might cause problems, which is where a stud would be better, since it would allow for some swelling. Anyway, just gonna keep cleaning it and hope it's just something minor that'll get better.

*hugs Aru*

I was supposed to spend today writing. I just finished watching Iron Man 2. Urghhh brain why do you do this to me?? *headdesk*

Urgh, people are telling me off, telling me to take the ring out and going to a doctor. It's still pretty swollen so I'm gonna try to to take it out, but it's so sore too and it's screwed on really tight. >.o Urghhhhhhh.

Sorry Aru I kinda disappeared yesterday, was reading stuff. Got through a few really helpful chapters, so hopefully that means I can write loads today! And hopefully my book arrives today from Amazon, I really need it..

Well, I'm gonna have to be punk rock anyway, whether I want to or not, because this damn thing just won't unscrew. I'll try again later, but I was trying for like half an hour earlier and no luck. If it's still bad tomorrow I'll go see the doctor, at least I should be able to get some antibiotics or something.

And writing is going blahhhhh. I pretty much know what to write.. just not how. Words are just not coming out. >.< Need to use tonight to write more, and tomorrow and and and Al is finally getting back from Sweden tomorrow night so I get to see him againnnnnn! It's good to have something to look forward to I guess, though it's also distracting me a bit. :P