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DearSweetAru 11-08-2010 05:42 PM

Damn xD Well, I hope you get antibiotics.


This is so confusing XDDD
In real life, my friends call me Al xD So I keep going "What? I'm not doing that" XDDD then remembering that's j00r boy lmao. XDDD
Well, write! I know how it feels to be in slumps though. I was in a major one when I last over half of what I wrote of my novel T___T

ljosberinn 11-08-2010 06:35 PM



Yeah, I realised the whole Al thing after I posted.. xD I'll try to remember to call him Alban instead, hopefully that's less confusing, haha.
Guhh still only 1400 words. But I got the book I was waiting for! Hopefully that will mean I can add a few hundred words more to the first chapter, then the rest from a book I need to get at the library tomorrow. The texts I'm reading are just so confusing.. I pretty much understand the gist of what they're saying, but rewording it and explaining it is so bloody difficult. e___e

Edit: Woo I finally got the piercing out! Now I'm just really scared it'll heal up overnight.. it's done it before after all..



DearSweetAru 11-08-2010 08:56 PM

Your lip just hates ya, don't it?

I wish you luck with your writing! xD
Imma go dooooodle and stuffs, I guess.

Tegan_StarFire 11-08-2010 09:08 PM

Wanders back into the hangout~

Hey everyone:D been ages lol

how have you all been?

Patty: aw sorry to hear about your lip, hope you feel better soon then:)

thats good that you managed to get it out, otherwise it would probably get worse, nods

Aru: lol I know what you mean

<---has no drive/motivation for work whatsoever, not good because I'm hoping to get into University next year.

I graduated from high school a few weeks ago yay lol.

still has exams to do though, sigh (why I haven't been online quite as much.)

ljosberinn 11-08-2010 09:47 PM



I think it does, Aru. Or my body just heals insanely fast. Sometimes. At least when it comes to piercings.. and alcohol..
I'm going to put my old stud in just overnight, in case it heals back up.. asked my aunt who is a nurse if it was okay, she didn't recommend it but said I could do it if I really had to. So I'm letting it soak in antiseptic cream now, hopefully manage to get it in alright.. the inside of my lip doesn't look too good. >.o

Hey Tegan, and thanks. How come you still have exams if you've already graduated?

Ahh I am way too excited about tomorrow.. can it just please be about 20 hours in the future already? x____x

Also, woo, they finally got the boiler going again, so my bedroom is getting warm! I've been freezing cold allll day.



DearSweetAru 11-09-2010 02:40 AM

She probably has to take exams to get INTO the Universities lol.

I kinda got my drive back today :D I just told myself to let loose and not force myself to do something and beautiful things came out.

Time for me to show off ;3

http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-...7_848158_n.jpg

http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-..._6826596_n.jpg

http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-..._3264939_n.jpg

http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-..._2528605_n.jpg

http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-..._6245194_n.jpg

I'm starting to practice plaid and denim :) I want my doodles to POP and I think better clothes will help xD

Rhumbullion 11-09-2010 04:37 AM

I loves your art. <3 Cannot wait to see my sock monkey banner when you get around to it (not rushing. :P I hardly have any made because of school).

ljosberinn 11-09-2010 08:23 AM



Oh, very cool Aru, I like! They do indeed pop, with the colours and the clean lines. I also like the paintings, what kind of paint did you use?

Oooh time for me to show off too! My friend just posted this on facebook, we made it together last weekend:
http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-..._7292396_n.jpg

http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-..._5677661_n.jpg
Apparently acid trips are really good for artistic abilities...
So much fun. I want to do more stuff like this. :3 (I did pretty much all of the left page, plus the dragon thing and the girl on the right page, my friend did the coral reef thing and all the bubbles and stuff around. :D



DearSweetAru 11-10-2010 05:32 AM

Thankies =D

God! I forgot about that, Rhumb D: OMG MY MEMORY SUCKS!

Nice job, Patty =D I like the sea effect.

I used acrylic :)

Tegan_StarFire 11-10-2010 08:45 AM

Patty: lol well I haven't officially graduated yet.

we get our certificates on the 24th of November.

Just have no classes and stuff.

<----only has one exam left XD

Aru: lol no they are just my end of year exams for high school,

the exams into the courses, don't come til later this month.

wow Aru and Patty awesome drawings :D

The colours are really pretty too <3

TalkingBackwards 11-10-2010 12:22 PM

Ohey guys. I was gonna respond to stuff but I am delirious so I will spare you my weird quasi-speech.

Uh... art?

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v7...es-alegria.jpg

WAS a work in progress but I gave up when I realized I messed up the layers so couldn't color it. |(

I'll write a real response... later.

Eastriel 11-10-2010 12:34 PM

TalkingBackwards: Hey there, this seems like a nice place to chat. : )
your art is pretty good by the way. : )

Rhumbullion 11-10-2010 05:16 PM

Erik! Hi!

East: This is a good place. There are a few of us core members that visit. I am less of a core member than I used to be. Welcome.

DearSweetAru 11-10-2010 09:32 PM

Yo! Yeah, we are a pretty sweet place :) Used to be more active... but our main member kinda disappeared o.o;

Now us leftovers pop up randomly 8D So, if you'll cool with sporadic posts, then this is the place for yoooooou xD

Thankies, Tegan!
Awesome, Erik :) I think you should color it D:<


RANDOM QUESTION:
How do you stop liking someone?
Crush-wise.

I've been asking everyone and I mainly get "I don't know".
I'm trying to go with the find their negatives route so I can focus on the negatives. Not to lose them as a friend or anything, just focus on the "turn offs" so I don't feel a need to like them as more of a friend... but when I tried that last night I ended up having a love-y dream with the individual that actually ended really happy... and my dreams haven't ended really happy in years @[email protected]; so that method failed... *sigh*

Tegan_StarFire 11-10-2010 10:28 PM

sneaks in through a hole in wall~

better get that fixed, points to the hole hehehe:D

<-----core member who forgets to post sometimes because of going on random hiatuses or just being lazy as usual XD

Waves to Easty, Hihi:D

spots Erik: Heeey:)

nice art, nods

how are you?:D

huggles Rhum, pretty avi:)

Aru: lol no problem, the colouring is really good.

hmm not sure Aru, that's rather difficult to say lol.

DearSweetAru 11-10-2010 11:01 PM

Damn... I get that response a lot xD The not knowing.

Thanks on the colors though :3 I'm really practicing!

Tegan_StarFire 11-10-2010 11:06 PM

Aru: how come you want to stop liking that person?

maybe you could focus on that reason and just somehow convince yourself not to like them, perhaps.

DearSweetAru 11-10-2010 11:16 PM

That'd probably work if I didn't like a personality trait of his :(

I want to be friends with him... and I'm worried liking him, especially if he likes me back, might complicate things since I believe another one of my friends likes him and another one of my friends likes me... I don't wanna be the dick who breaks hearts, ya know?

Tegan_StarFire 11-10-2010 11:24 PM

ah I see lol

:O wow sounds like a complicated love triangle you have there.

mhm I see.

DearSweetAru 11-10-2010 11:45 PM

My life loves being complicated lol

Tegan_StarFire 11-10-2010 11:48 PM

My life loves to be boring.

It'll be interesting to see what happens next year.

really hope I can get into Uni.

But I still have to totally decide what course I want to do. I have some ideas but can't choice lol.

DearSweetAru 11-11-2010 01:46 AM

I wish you luck choosing and getting into a Uni :)

TalkingBackwards 11-11-2010 03:31 PM

Be vigilant at telling yourself not to like them?
Find someone else?

ljosberinn 11-11-2010 06:42 PM



Aru, I usually just cut all ties with the person as much as I can for however long it takes me to get over them. Not seeing them and seeing more of other people usually does the trick.
However, I think you should be doing whatever makes you the most happy and not worry about other people being unhappy too much. Especially if doing that is going to rob you of your happiness. (I'm not saying 'be a ruthless bastard', just.. don't make yourself unhappy just so that others can be happy.)



DearSweetAru 11-13-2010 06:01 AM

Yeah... You're right, Patty.

Life has been... well, let's just say really complicated for me lately and he's been making it easier for me without really do anything to drastic at all. Just little things he says or does manages to make it better, because it's those little things I really need right now. I mean, sure, some of them are a "duh, didn't you know that already?" but it feels so much better hearing it from someone else and it changes things... especially when you're a huge pessimist like me.

I told one of my friends about all of this and I was terribly worried she'd be pissed at me, because she knows our history and such... but she also remembered who he used to be (he had a random dick period) and realizes I wouldn't allow a dick back into my life nor would I put my "reputation" (I'm the loyal, blunt bitch one) on the line if what I said wasn't true... but I swore she'd lecture me for liking him all over again and.. she didn't. She told me I should stop guilting myself so deeply over it and that I should accept whatever makes me happy instead of making myself miserable for other people. That I need to do things to make myself happy now because it's what I really need after all the shit that's been going on and it made me happy.

Just knowing that no matter what I had their back... it felt amazing.

And, he made a good point... It's so easy for him to do things to make me happy, so why is it so hard for me to?

The only reasons I've come up with for not liking him... are because it might hurt someone else, but why should I let that get in the way of me being happy? Especially since I've already tried making these people happy and... that's not my obligation. One chooses to wallow in a hole and the other kinda does, but not so badly. I did my best, so why should I stop being happy over it?

I decided I'm not gonna bother trying to not like him, because it's pointless (I'm a stubborn ass and I know it). I'll just let whatever happen... happen. Sure, I won't say anything to him yet... but when I feel confident enough, then maybe I will.

It's time for me to stop hiding behind walls and fearing every possible outcome, for it gets me nowhere in life.

/end rant.

XD


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