@ Dessert; LOL Cats like to open doors but they don't like closing them. :talk2hand: My boy cat, Vincent, likes to open ANY door you're in. Especially bathrooms. ><;

You should try Tae Bo Boot Camp and TB BC Elite!
It goes at your own pace and it's really fun.

For extreme, there's this one called P90X: Extreme Home Fitness. But the key to working out to this one is that you warm up really good. The sessions are only 25mins a piece but it really works out the parts of your body that you usually don't in certain positions. Afterwards, you feel like someone beat the crap outta you. XD But it works!

@ Imagi; aww! xD I don't know why but I find that comical.

@ Desire; Of course, you're welcome!
Oh, well that's a great goal! Yeah, I'd go for more professional modeling instead of "runways." I don't believe it really helps or aspires anyone since it's just a reality show.

@ Mystic&Dessert&Desire&Monstahh; Oh. I'm more of a tomboy too!
I try to wear girly clothes but I don't like how other men look at me. I'm also insecure about showing my cleavage because it's annoying to have eyes looking at my chest, rather than my face when I'm talking or whatever. But I promised my bf that I'd take baby steps into dressing more feminine. It's not that I wear boys clothes, I just tend to wear more t-shirt wise clothing that doesn't show anything.

Nope, not really :( My friends work different shifts then I do so when i am available they are at work :( And I have to do stuff around the house...

So do you just write the activities that you do? Or do you write what you plan to do that day?

That sucks =/

*shrugs* I tried

Its a plus size store that sells trendy clothes.

lol, I can't show off my thighs cos my skin disease has basically swiss cheesed them with black and purple scars.

No, there is no medication to treat this disease, and any doctor who tells you otherwise is lying. Especially if they're trying to put you on an antibiotic (which is actually the WORST thing to do cos its an autoimmune disease).
There is no generally accepted treatment, but right now they're looking into Humira and laser hair removal (or rather, a slightly different frequency laser, but same technique) as treatments.

Gee thanks :stare:
Ah...that sucks then maybe just make time to walk daily then at a local trail or park

I have heard about P90x and that people get amazing results from it, but what is Tae Bo Boot Camp and TB BC Elite, is it similar to P90x? I also would need something cheaper because I really don't like spending lots of money on myself. I am also not sure how long I would stick to a workout regime.

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I know... I should but it's all hilly around here and I am literally standing for 8 hours a day at my job and I have flat feet so it hurts sometimes, but I will keep that in mind... take like hour walks with the dog so I am not alone.

Miro
yeah. I want to be a professional model as well as a professional writer. I know both might sound impossible to do. x.x But anything is possible if you put your mind to it. =3

Dessert
I plan it out in my head, and once I have done that, then I write it all down in my notebook. Basically I write down what I did for the day. This is also to help me get into some sort of schedule. I feel like I am not as athetic because I can't go anywhere outside my apartment without some creep starting at me creepily. And the guys in my neighborhood, you should not trust. Around my apartment complex there are wife beaters, drug addicts, alcoholics, basically everything bad.

Imagination
indeed. i wish I could just tell them "Back off." Or "We were doing fine until you guys started sticking your nose in our business and telling us how to live our lives." But I am just afraid that then my cousin Grace would hate me after that since my grandmother tells her everything. .__.
So for now I will just pretend I am listening to them and act like I care what their saying. XD

I don't usually wear girly clothes because I'm so insecure.

I bought some skirts today but they forgot to put the leggings in the bag. :(
and my HS I think is also on my legs/ankles. It makes me really sad, but I can't shave my legs(it aggravates my skin and inflames the lesions), and if I wear a skirt without my legs shaved...people point and laugh.

Miro: I keep going back and forth about switching genders so that's part of my "problem", for a lack of a better word. I just feel very weird as "female".

*sigh*
I'm sitting at the kitchen table, and my legs keep falling asleep. They're not crossed or anything, either. But only the ball of my feet touch the floor.
My legs are too short so this chair is straight cutting the circulation off of them...It hurts so badly but my sister is on the couch and if I try to join her in the living room she'll throw a fit. I may have to get off the PC and go lay down because this hurts so badly.

:P Haha. okay, still a deal.

I wouldn't want to go outside my apartments either...

Ok, I will keep that in mind... I think i will start next week >.>' i just need to figure out if i do it right after work or right before I go to work.

LOL I thought so. They can't ever make healthy things taste good...

Yeah. I think it's because you do the same routine over and over again when exercising and it just stresses you out. The more stress you put on yourself, the more you may gain weight. Which is weird that our bodies do that.

@ Monstahh; OOoo! I just peeked at it. It has a website, omg.
Well, that's a nice store to be trendy. I'm glad you found stylish clothes that make you feel good. ^^ It kind of reminds me of Forever 21, Rue 21 and Charlotte Russe.

Awh. :/ I know how you feel.
I inherited Eczema and have real sensitive skin. Thankfully, it's only been attacking my right side and nothing too visible. I got a Betha...something I got from the pharmacy, it's keeps the rash away.

But if you have a booty booty, you should flaunt it! Even if you wear longer shorts. xD

Omg... Antibiotics aren't used for that sort of thing anyway... Doctors usually try to get you to do things that don't really help because that's how they get paid. A laser? I think that's probably be the best way to going about it. It helps many people with their pancreatic cancer, to keep it in remission but it's very expensive.

What is the deal between you two (Mystic and Imagii)

Dessert
yeah. So I am not trying to coop myself in my house, its just the only real choice I have. I live in a bad place. I keep the doors locked always, curtains close. Though the neighbors across from us are really nice. I don't think they like it here either.

Is it because of how we're shaped?

HS is a really hard disease to treat and theres been so little research done on it because it usually shows up in embarrassing places so no one wants to talk about it. :( I'm trying to be open about mine for the purpose of awareness..cos this is one disease NO ONE knows about....And it SUCKS!!!!

Antibiotics are used for cysts though cos they're usually "infected" unfortunately, what most doctors are too dumb to realize, is that cysts for an HS patient...ARE MOST COMMONLY STERILE!!!! There is no bacteria...its just the white blood cells attacking their own body. :(

My mom passed away from pancreatic cancer, I didn't know there were any treatments for it. Is the laser treatment new? She passed away a few years ago.

I live in the opposite type of neighborhood as of right now, we keep our doors unlocked most of time and don't worry if we leave the accidently unlocked.

Desi: Nothing between us more than friendship. We just joke around with each other.

Imagine: Perhaps. :P

Miro: I just feel wrong in my own body, like it's not me, if that makes any sense.

Dessert
I would never leave my house unlocked. XD