That is why I am on here and gaia.....DON'T SHOOT ME PEOPLE. I loooove reading and art, but those things make me more lonely.

I'm not getting anything for posting. My gold is staying the same.......

Thank you crazy!!!!

thank you too hope!!!!

My mom and cat are gone, so I miss them a lot. My dad is never home, and my friends live far away. I also have a driving phobia so I don't go very far. I am ok though. I hope you are not lonely. WHat makes you smoke or drink?

I'd rather draw with other people then alone, but it's hard to find activity partners for this sort of activity. Most of them are art hobbyists at best which means they don't have time. Unlike for me artwork being a priority. I just hauled over a tote bag and a crate with supplies today.
So I end up drawing alone.

I don't know what kinny was watching either. i really wish i had internet for longer than a few hours
....i like talking to you guys....

Kinny was trying to watch AFV. Now he is eating ice cream because he can't hit the little fuckers because they're foster kids... Thank gods they'll be gone soon... Can't fucking wait...

The house was so quiet this weekend, and then they come back and the chattering starts! The chattering always starts though when I wanna watch my shows, just because they think that it doesn't matter if I can hear it. SO MUCH HATE. *plays loud music* Kinny is back in the basement now.

My home internet is gone, I'm at my parent's house.

I live with my parents so they kinda control the internet......

Yeah for me art is just a hobby, because i've seem to lost some motivation for it. Have you tried an art club or something? My brother has an art club that does nudes every week XD

AFV is fun haha

Kinny's current issue is tied to being an aspie, and the house being quiet and peaceful, and then BAM! Three more people in the house, and two of them are the WORST for watching funny shows with, because they fucking talk through it. >.< And Kinny is sorry to rant and swear, but if he doesn't he will make threats and these two think they have rights above me despite being in freaking high school and I'm almost fucking twenty one. >.<

One thinks she's mom to everyone and was grabbing a boy with emotional issues who didn't want touched, so Kinny stepped in, and suddenly he's the bad guy to everyone but the other person who's watching TV and the little boy... >.<

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@Crazy: In this house, Kinny needs something to unwind with or he will stress-eat, like he is now, and get fat. >.o

Yes, but it cost $10 each time so I quit going.
I tend to call myself a hobbesional artist because I'm nether professional nor hobbyist.
It's a made up word that best describes it. I hope I'll be pro when I can produce better artwork.
I sometimes spend all day working on drawings.

See even if I'm not a real professional, my goals are far different then a hobbyist artist who wants to have fun.
I have this artist friend who draws because she's sad and uses her artwork as her therapy ( something like that).