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[imgleft]http://i675.photobucket.com/albums/vv119/kirakira_fireice/College%20and%20royalty%20rp/lakjflakjf-1.jpg[/imgleft]« тнεყ кŋσω мε αs » Niya or Dreamer « σŋ тσρ σƒ тнε ωσяℓ∂ σŋ » August 5th « ι`vε sυяvιvε∂ тнιs ℓoŋg » 20 « gιммε, gιммε » ♥Music
♥Photography
♥Love me my bright colors.
♥Hello Kitty
♥Sport « ι cαŋ`т sтαŋ∂ ιт » ♥Spiders
♥Bad Food
♥My Ex
♥Techno
♥Mean people « αн! тυяи тнє ℓιgнтs σŋ » ♥Spiders
♥Syringes
♥Dying Alone « ∂ι∂ ι ∂σ тнαт » ♥Singing
♥Sport (netball, soccer)
♥Drawing « тнεყ`яε αℓωαყs σŋ мყ мιŋ∂ » My Ex......Enough Said « σŋε ιŋ α мιℓℓισŋ » Let me hit you with a little thing called Personality! There is more than meets the eye when it comes to this Transformer! I can be the most Loud, Impatient, Fussy, Annoying, Moody, Random and Immature person you will ever know! Beauty only gets you Attention, Personality gets you Hearts. I'd be Happy staying 20 forever, but I'd much rather be a kid again, they have it so easy, always flashing there big cute eyes and getting whatever they want. Oh wait, I do that now. I'm going to be Famous someday only because you all said I can't! I love Barbie movies, I could watch them all day, but I hate the doll, she's a dirty slut that needs to get a real life! Hehehe. I've learnt who I can and can't trust in life and I like where I am with that. Be warned, I hold grudges and once you lose my trust you've lost it forever. I do know who my friends are and yes I know everyone says this but when I say it I mean it. My friends are the best, they have always been there for me and can always tell when I'm in one of my many upset moods, mainly because I won't be happy and running around and hurting people XD. Oh and before I forget! I'm not always grumpy and pissed off Monday to Wednesday. But if I am, Im sorry, I can' help it. If I wasn't a Cute violent little girl than I wouldn't be me! According to some people I'm beautiful but I personally don't see it. To me I'm just some normal girl trying to find out who she is, nothing special or Beautiful or gorgeous about me. Oh and before I forget, I love me Hello Kitty and I am the original Chesire Cat (Don't ask).. « sтσrყ σƒ мყ ℓιƒє »So you want to know about me huh? Where do I start? I guess the begginning would be good.
I first opened my green eyes on the 5th of August to a Loving Mother and a devoted Father. Growing up in my household was a dream come true. I had everything I could ever want, but that changed when my Mother commited suicide. I was 8 at the time and in grade 3, I had recently started playing netball and was pyutting my long brown hair into a ponytail when i first saw Mother's favourite yellow mug lying at my feet, cracked and dirty. We didn't realise how bad it had been for her, she was so good at hiding it. Even when she didn't take her pills. I remeber I screamed and bloted for my Father who was outside looking after my new baby sister. I didn't want to see my Mother's cold stare and her face, so full of Life, a shade of Grey I only saw on my greylead. He held onto me so tight that night. I hadn't seen an older man cry beofre that night. He really did Love her. I wanted that. I thought I had that, but I was wrong.
Watching my Father deal with the new burdan of having to look after us was hard. I hated seeing him stare blankly at the television set night after night, a beer clutched in his right hand and a remote in his left. He still wore my Mother's ring after it happened. No matter how hard it was for me it was harder for him.
When I turned 16 my Father noticed I was having weird mood swings similar to my Mother. It was at this time he remarried a woman name Alexis. I hated her with every inch of my being, I was focused she was trying to take the place of my Mother and when Alexis had had enough of my terrible and distructive behaviour she thew me to the dogs. She placed me into an Asylum for disructive teens and left me there to rot. While there I was dignosed with Bi-Polar that was inherited from my Mother. I also became friends with a girl named Jessica who was than suffering from Anorexia. Now we live in the same house! Funny how that happens, your Stepmother throws you in an Institute to shut you up and you become friends with another, according to Alexis, emotionally ditached human being.
Once 18 my Father had seemed to come to his senses and divorced Alexis and took me back and claimed as his own daughter again. I know play soccer and still continue to play netball. They help with the moods, than again so do the pills the docs give to me.
He was my Love. My one and only and he broke my Heart. You know the story boy and girl meet, boy and girl fall in Love, boy goes away for a few months and gets with some blonde skank, girl finds out and has sex with her best friend to get even. And the girl kicked a couple of soccer balls his way. It was mutual but I can't help but imagine what would have been if I had aruged a little more the night before he went away. If I had pushed some more he might have resisted going and wouldn't have gotten with her.
Now I live in a two bedroom apartment with Jessica and I'm loving every minute of it! It may be had at times to cope but I know I have my Father and Jessica to help me.
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[imgleft]http://i675.photobucket.com/albums/vv119/kirakira_fireice/College%20and%20royalty%20rp/lakjflakjf-1.jpg[/imgleft]« тнεყ кŋσω мε αs » Calvin, Cal, Ji Wan Oppa (Only if anyone knew what that meant...) « σŋ тσρ σƒ тнε ωσяℓ∂ σŋ » November 17 « ι`vε sυяvιvε∂ тнιs ℓoŋg » 22 « gιммε, gιммε » - Music
- My Looks
- Sports
- Reading
- Photography
« ι cαŋ`т sтαŋ∂ ιт »- Staying in One Place
- Home
- My Family
- Going out in public without looking "good"
- Milk Chocolate
- Forgetting my phone and/or music player
« αн! тυяи тнє ℓιgнтs σŋ » - Horror Movies
- Boats
- Commitment
« ∂ι∂ ι ∂σ тнαт »- Jogging in the mornings
- Playing Basketball at the Gym
- Traveling
« тнεყ`яε αℓωαყs σŋ мყ мιŋ∂ » Jeoncheo yeoja chingu... My ex. « σŋε ιŋ α мιℓℓισŋ » I'm into myself, yeah. Aish, there's more to this? Alright then; I love to run around with the latest trends and my hairstyle changes every month. I like listening to music when I'm reading or jogging, so I tend to hum a lot. Traveling is a passion of mine, I love seeing the world. I hate staying in one place for a long while.
I may come out as a bit of a unapproachable person, but don't mind that. I do like making friends, no one should be lonely. Although, I'm not really the type to give out advice or the type to really get close to... People say I'm mature? Okay, I guess. « sтσrყ σƒ мყ ℓιƒє »Aish, this is really too much. Well, I was born into a super rich family; business. My family's owned a long line of five star hotels and they plan to expand. Cool, cool? Well, being the second eldest, I was drilled into my school work, my childhood; never had one and I graduated early with a degree in Hotel Management. But the thing is, we often traveled a lot and as a child, it often excited me to know of the new places. So, I grew up with that passion and I wanted to be a traveler.
For awhile, I did what my parents wanted me to. Mainly because of my Mother, who was sick for a long while. Unfortunately, she passed away before I graduated from high school and for her sake, I continued to endure the life my father wanted for me and my older brother, Jae Dong hyung. My brother, of course took over the main business in Seoul, while my father left for the States and manged over there. I was appointed as a Co Owner, but I acted more of my brother's secretary rather than his partner. Eventually, I got fed up and just left. So, I began to travel.
Surprisingly enough, my father (who remarried) seemed rather calm about my sudden disappearance, I decided to go back and my father gave me permission to live my life for a little while; however, I was to go back on my 25th birthday. I agreed to his condition and here I am now. Still traveling and enjoying life while I laugh at my Oppa who's working.
Then I met Her. Ugh... Forever embedded in my mind and my heart and I find it to be one of the most annoying feelings in the world. I don't really want to think about it, but everything haunts and mocks me whenever I think I have a moment of peace. I just want to shoot myself every time something comes waltzing back.
But, I can't help but wonder...
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