Yeah, I asked my mom if I could have one last PARTY for my 21st cause otherwise the B-Day parties will be for my cousins, since they're both younger... But I don't want any alcohol at it because I think it's stupid... >.<
So I can only hope that Holly can plan ahead and be able to show up for it...

Yeah, most of the friends who would have had a birthday party with me graduated the year or two before so it was really pointless. All the people who used to be my friends suddenly weren't my friends anymore when I came back after study abroad. It sucked.

Then they were never REALLY your friends to begin with... If someone just stops being your friend, then they weren't really your friend... they may have been nice to you and been good to talk to, but if they abandon you, they aren't good enough... True Friends would still be there even if you haven't seen them for years...

Yeah, I know they really weren't. I just use the term too generally I guess. They were more like "hangout once and a while friends" or friends you say hi to when you see them around but don't actually rely on them for anything because they're not really there for you.

I don't have any 'friends' like that... that's probably why the only friend I DO still have is Holly, and her boyfriend Ian, is sorta my friend too... he's nice so I don't mind them together...

I never had friends like that either until I went to college. I was in an anime/gaming club so I considered most people who were a part of it my "friends".

That's a pain in the butt... I mean about the friends who weren't really friends... I'm always afraid of making friends because I'm afraid they won't like me when they learn more and more about me and hang out with me more... o.o

Still doesn't look like too many people are interested in this... Oh well, it'll probably take some time anyway... >.<

Yeah... I think that's just the way it usually is with Menewsha. Things usually move slow around here. >.<

Which isn't too bad when you're busy a lot of the time and need a slow-paced chat or roleplay... >.< Not that I'm really one of those... I sometimes like fast-paced roleplays... but it can't be helped here...

I don't like it when they go too fast because then I miss a lot when I'm at work but it's nice to be able to post at least a few times a day. I haven't been able to post on my own RP in a week because they guy hasn't bothered to post. It's really irritating me because I know he's on there every day. I see him online all the time.

Want to tell me who it is so I can yell at him for you? xD
Not really, but I would help if I knew anything... ^ ^

Yeah well... I dunno, he's kinda a friend, not in real life but online, and he's the one that wanted me to restart the roleplay. I don't mind people being busy and stuff but I literally remade it just for him, you'd think he could be more active about it. It's just a bit ridiculous. He has another day or so and I'll PM him and be like, WTF it's been a week, you need to post, and you need to post more often. >.<

Well that's good... I would help myself too though... anyway... Hrmm... *trying to think of stuffs*

*Ish confused*

I meant, if you were uncomfortable having to tell him to get his butt in gear, I'd have helped... if you wanted it... ^ ^

Oh, I see. I dunno, I'll just tell him that he should post because it's been a week and ask if he had anything going on since he's not posting very often. That way I just sound concerned and not cranky about it. ^^;

Sorry, I kinda ran off to eat dinner without letting you know. >.>

It's okay, I was playing games to earn gold and trying to type up my new Yu Yu Fanfic... it's set about 50+ years into the future and Keiko's dead, Yusuke is back in demon world, (at the beginning) and learns that his daughter is dead, but finds she left behind a daughter of her own.. >.> There's also a lot more new 'kid' characters in this..

I think I might put it up on Fanfic.net through my account after I type up the first chapter... >.<

I never finished any of the fanfiction I used to write. >.< My friend had one going for a long time, a Naruto one that I would read and give my opinion on but eventually she let it drop. It's been quite a while since I've read any fanfiction. V_V

I plan to go through with this one for as long as I can, cause I have some strange characters and plot twists going into it... for example, Hiei having a half-sister who also happens to be Kurama's neice... (Kurama's Sister + Hiei's Father = Random Fire Kistune kid) ^ ^;;

O. o ...I dunno about that one! >.>

lol, I come up with the most random ideas... xD I don't really know how it works either, but the idea in the story is that Kurama and Hiei find her lost and alone and sort of 'adopt' her without realizing it until signs show up later... >.< Otherwise, she kinda looks like a kitsune with black hair, ears and tail... rather than 'red' hair like Koto, or Silver like her mom and/or Kurama's Yoko form...

Ah, okay then. As long as you know what you're doing! ^^;

yeah, it's a fanfic, and it's not like I was trying to make her Kurama+Hiei's kid... that would be virtually impossible unless they simply adopted her... >.>

Yeah. I guess the idea of Hiei's dad is hard to imagine since you never much about him.

yeah, I once before created a half-sister for hiei, but that was that... I never went far with the fanfic I wrote about her... but this one is different... >.>