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Sebastian_wolf 06-21-2010 05:45 AM

Of Guilt and Sarrow (yaoi)
 
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They ran together, laughing happily as they played. Kira stopped picking a flower for his best friend Silo. "Here it's for you." Kira said smiling at his raven haired friend.

Silo took it quietly, due to the fact that he had been born with out a voice box he was unable to speak, so he signed (ASL- American sign language.) "Thank you." He signed, A smile on his face.

"Silo It's time to go, say good by to your friend." The smaller boy's father said. Silo quickly signed, 'Good bye.' before his father picked him up taking him over to the car. The thing was Kira had know idea that would be the last time he heard from his friend.

He watched as the car pulled away, about 5 minutes after they had left there came a loud crash not far from the park.

"Mama, what was that?" Kira asked as he was placed into the car.

"I don't know." She said gently to her son as she got in the drivers seat, and drove of in the direction Kira's best friend had gone. As they drove they came to a stop. There had been a crash and as soon as Kira saw the care he knew who's it was.

"SILO!!!!" The little boy yelled hopping out of the now stopped car. "Sei...... Sei-chan....." He cried as they pulled his friend from the mess of twisted metal. Tears fell down his face as he saw his best friends broken body, "SIE-CHAN!!!" I cried running over to the boy who was now on a stretcher.

The paramedic shook his head. "I'm sorry but it looks like they're both dead." The man said to Kira's mother. Who began to cry at the news.

"Sei.....Sei....wake up." Kira said shaking his friends lifeless body as his tears fell on to Silo's cold face. "You promised you wouldn't leave me." He said still shaking his friend." Please," The single word was filled with sorrow. "Please wake up." Kira said brokenly. "you promised." The scene was to much for most of the adults and they had to leave. Even Kira's mother couldn't stand the sight before her and retreaded to her car.

"How could this happen?" She asked herself as she saw her suns crying form. Suddenly it started to rain, almost as if the sky knew the pain Kira was feeling. "How suiting.” He muttered a few tears for her feonsay and his son falling down her face.
**************End flash back************

****Present time.******

Kira woke up, to find tears falling down his face. He quickly wiped them away and got up, to day was the anniversary of His childhood friends death, and he planed to visit his friends grave to day, as he had done for the last 14 years.

Once he was dressed he left his apartment and headed to the cemetery. Stopping on his way to pick up the large bundle of flowers he had ordered the night before.

Once at his friends grave he gently placed the flowers down. "So it's been 14 years now, since you parted from here." He said, a sad smile on his face. "As you know my mother died about three years ago. I'm living alone, and I have an apartment now. I also managed to find a job for my self, so I'm not doing to badly. I still wish you could be here with me to day." He said as he placed a few flowers in to a vase he had brought for his friend.

"We would be living together now, I'm sure of it." Kira said with a slight laugh. "A lot had happened in 14 years and even threw it all your still on my mind. I often wondered why, but I guess that it's because you where the closest person to me...." He paused for a moment before continuing, "Hell Maybe even after death you still are. I truly do wish you could be here with me today." He sighed, "Well I have to go now, unfortunately I have to work. I'll try to visit again soon." With that Kira left the cemetery and headed for work.

Kira's boss walked up to him right as he had finished serving a group there drinks. "You'll be working behind the bar from now on."He said and left Kira standing there. He didn't wish to be in at work and a bar was the last place he had actually wanted to work in the first place, but seeing as it was the only job he could find he didn't really have much of a choice.

It was about 10:30 pm when he finally made it off work. He sighed as he walked down the street, he didn't want to head home to his to empty apartment. So instead of going there He went to the university, he was always welcomed there and a lot of the teachers loved to listen to him play the piano or the violin.

He smiled, as he looked at the violin that was now in front of him. The memory of his friend was actually rather pleasant and it was the only reason he continued to take lessens in the piano and picked up the violin.

********14 years ago, about a week be for the accident.********

Kira was playing his piano, while Silo played on his Violin, the piece seamed like it would have been hard be they had been practicing it for a while. The melody was called 'Together forever' by Danny Wright. Instrumental version. (not sure if it was a song or not.) They had been playing for there parents, as practice for the small talent show there school would be holding the fallowing week.

After they had finished playing, Silo had turned to him and signed, "Don't ever stop playing the piano, Promise me...."

Kira of course laughed at this, "Now why would I do such a thing? I love playing, I promise no matter what happens I Will always play if not for my self then you." He said smiling at his young friend.

"Good," Silo singed a smile on his face as well, "and I will never stop playing my violin."

*******Present time*******

Kira walked away from the violin in front of him and sat at the large grand piano. It happed to be dark red in color much like the one he had when he was little. He began to play a song one he had written for Silo after he had passed, and played at the funeral.

He smiled. 'Even after all these years I still can't seam to break a promise to the closest person to me.' he thought as the melody began to fill the room. He stopped playing for a brief moment thinking he had seen his friend. Which would have been rather odd since his friend had been dead so long and he had never once hallucinated.

He looked to the door for a moment knowing someone was now out there, "You can come in...." He paused a moment, "I don't bite." A few seconds latter a young girl no older then maybe 16 entered the room.

"I'm sorry I though it was one of the teacher playing." She said a shy smile on her face. "I always come here to listen to them in my free time."

"Sorry to disappoint you." Kira said as the melody he had been playing came to an end.

"The melody was beautiful, what's it called." The girl asked as she sat next to him.

"I descided to call it Sei." He said havving named it affter his friend.

"Sei? Why name it that?" She asked more cerious.

"I wrote the melody for him....." He sighed,"for his funeral.... If you will please excuse me." Kira said heading out of the room. Thinking it was time to head back to the appertment he left the school.

Once he got home he quickly changed and descided to head to sleep.

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"You know your job, do not get side tracked."

The boy in front of him symply nodded."I won't fail." With that he took off.

"I really hope he lissens to me." Kyuu said.

(Please PM me and let me know if I should even keep writing this)


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