"Well maybe it will go away if I am right here with you." Joseph said. He wanted to know what had made her so mad but he was going to let her tell him when she felt like it. She wasn't going to make her tell him. It was her secret and she could tell him when ever she wanted.

Helleina smiled in her sleep as she felt Ethan wrapped his arms around her. She clutched his shirt not wanting to be pulled away from him. He was the only thing in her life that was precious to her.

((okay I will in the morning since I am falling asleep right now))

Elizabeth moved closer to him and nodded, "yeah maybe your right." she said softly and wanted to tell him and decided that she would. "if I told you my secret you can't tell anyone. I don't want them to know and freak out." she said and stayed close to him. "do you promise not to tell anyone?" she asked.

"I promis I wont tell any one. I would never tell any one a secret of yours." Joseph said and kissed her head. "it is really that bad?" he asked softly and felt bad that she hadn't told any one but was glad she was telling him.

"I did WHAT?" She was stunned. Well at least now that she had all her memories back it was starting to make sense. She sighed. He wasn't making this easy. She squeezed D's hand and walked with him towards the institution. "So tell me everything about yourself. I want to know every detail."

D smiled and kissed her head. "What is there to tell? I am a 20 year old man who has been in an insane asylum sine he was 9. That is about it. I had no cool life before all of this. I lived with my parents and younger brother. I had a normal life.....well as normal as a person can have when they can hear what is going on inside of them" he said shrugging. "Why don't you tell me about you? You seem like you have had an interesting life."

((I just looked back and I did post back as Isaac))

Elizabeth nodded as she moved closer to him. "yes, it is bad." she said softly to him and she got a far away look in her eyes as she remembered, "I remember coming home after being with some friends they day I got mad. I found my parents in the kitchen taking about me. They where talking about either destroying me or continuing what they have been doing. I didn't understand and I came out and asked them why. I already had some anger burning inside me from them talking about destorying me since they where my parents and suppose to love me. They where surprsied when I came out and they started to back away from me. I didn't understand why but now I do, my shadows where starting to come out and tryed to go after them. My mom was the one who came up and said that I should be destoryed because I wasn't human." she said softly and you could tell this was hurting her as she said it. "she said that I wasn't even really alive or had emotions. She said I was part of a experiment to be a weapon for the army and that they made a mistake taking me away from there. I couldnt' believe what they said I yelled at them and told them they where lieing. But she just laughed and told me that it was and that the reason we kept on moving ws that I always killed somethine or someone where they went. THey said when I got angery or shocked the shadow things came out and killed. They where right and I was both angery at them for saying I should be desotry and shocked that they weren't my real parents. YOu can already tell what happend after that.. I killed them just like the other people. I am a monster." she said softly and some tears streamed down her cheeks.

Amy smiled and kissed him on his lips softly "I am feeling rather frisky today" she said playfully and excitedly playing with his hair

Nadya blushed. "Well I grew up in Russia... we were... poor. I guess. Everyone in Russia except a few were poor where I lived at. It was then that I started selling myself. It wasn't uncommon in the old country. And it made me enough money to move here. I started rather young. By the time I was 18, I had enough money to afford a plane ticket and be able to completely pay for all of my schooling. I always made sure to put my money in the bank. I wasn't completely sure how much things cost because my parents were still taking care of my basic needs at that point. I was really surprised when they told me that I had basically become rich. The older I got the better I was paid and the more customers I had. They were sad to see me go. Some of them were very kind to me, so I was a little sad to leave them. But they went back to their wives and girlfriends and were happy. Or so I hear from my family."

Hana looked at the doctor her eyes flashing in anger. "My father was a fighting genious until he started using drugs and booze.... He started abusing me when I was five... And by watching what he did to me I taught myself to fight... But I wasn't ever strong enough to defend myself until I utalized my mind and killed him with my waves.' she said coldly and looked at Isaac. "i understand why my mother left such a horrid man. And I feel no regret or sympathy. He deserved his fate."

Hatori smiled and chuckled softly as he ran a hand down her side. "WEll... I was thinking that if you wanted to... We could go get those tattoos right now... You get your wings and I'll get mine," he said with a wink and kissed her head. "Only if you're up for it though."

D looked down at Nadya shooked. "Y-You sold your self?" he asked not believing it. "Nadya it might be common there but that isn't a way for a beauty like you to make money." he said not believing she had sold herself. HE looked at her and kissed her head. He was mad at her for doing that but he couldn't blame her. she needed money so that was the only thing she felt she could do to get money. He suddenly was wishing he was one of those clients.

Joseph sat there and held Elizabeth closer to him. He couldn't believe what had happened to her in her life. "Elizabeth you are not a monster. You are a wonderful person. And beautiful." he said stroking her cheek lovingly. "You are human just like me and I wish I could have been there with you. I could have helped you after wards so you would have dreams now" he said. He felt horrible for the women in his arms. She was so fragile and helpless that he wanted to do anything to protect her.

Elizabeth was surprised that he held her closer and didn't push her away. She had been sure he would look at her and back away just like her parents did. But he was differnt and she found herself clinging onto him for dear life. He was here for her now and she didnt want him to ever leave her. "I am just glad your here now." she said and wished more then anything else that it was true she wasn't a monster but she still felt like one inside now.

Joseph nuzzled her neck lovingly. "Well I promis to always be here for you from now on." he siad and kissed her softly. "would you like to sleep some more? I promis I will not leave you" he said and kissed her cheek.

Elizabeth nodded a little bit, "yes I would like that." she said softly and she stayed close to him and didn't want him to ever leave her. If he did she felt like the memorys would co sume her till she could do nothing. She found herself laying on his shoulder and gripping onto his shirt to make sure he didn't leave.

Joseph smiled feeling her grip on him tighten. "Don't worry. I wont leave you." he whispered and kissed her head. "I couldn't take it if I did. Just going to my office kills me because you aren't in there" he said and found himself falling asleep.

((isaac palmoun))

((sorry))

Isaac nodded as he listend to her, "just by the way you say that I also have no sympithy for him." he said and then growled, "I hate people who abuse others. It is just horrible and makes me sick to my stomach." he said and you could tell it really did. He hates that more then anything else and wanted t to stop.

Elizabeth nodded and closed her eyes slowly. She soon found herself falling into a deep sleep. For once she didn't dream of that memory but about Joseph. It was the greatest dream evr and she loved it.

Isaac smiled at her and rubbed his arm a little bit. "thanks I am glad you like me." he said as he looked at him and smiled at her. She looked cute with her hair like that and smiled at her. "and I am sure there are others who agree you just have to keep on looking." he said as he smiled at Hana.

she smiled "okay!" she said excitedly texting her tattoo artist "you know we should get something to eat first becaise tattoos take a long time to complete" she said as she finished her text

Hatori smiled and nodded looking at her. "Alright, where do you want to go? Its on me." he said with a soft smile and kissed her head gently. he stroked her cheek with care as he looked into those beautiful eyes he loved.

Isaac nodded as he looked at Hana, "well I don't think you should be in here for life. You did the right thing with killing that basturd. He had no right to do any of that to you and you had every right to kill him." he said as he looked at her. He wished he could of taken her out of here since she didn't belong here

she smiled "mmm..... pancakes?" she smiled happily as she wrapping her arms around his waist

Joseph woke an hour later and smiled down at Elizabeth. She was just so cute when she was asleep. He didn't want to move and risk waking her and he had promised to stay with her. He was never planning on leaving her. He wouldn't be able to.

"I didn't want to be in the old country anymore.... it's beautiful and the people are wonderful. But there is so much poverty where I was living at. People back home would be astounded by the fact that just about everyone here carries cell phones. Did you know that if you do, you're one of the wealthiest 3% of people in the entire world?" She stated the information like it was fact. Even though it was told to her by her former history teacher while she was taking her basics, and he usually joked a lot, she could always tell when he was telling the truth and when he was pulling the classes collective legs. "And if you own a computer you're one of the wealthiest 2%. It's pretty amazing." She looked at him and smiled gripping his hand tightly. She really hoped he didn't think less of her for doing that. Most people would. Espically here in America. In the old country it wasn't a big deal, but here... it was a mortal sin and that was why she had told no one... no one but D. She looked up at him... from underneath her eyelashes. "When you get better... I'll teach you everything I've learned."