she slowly reached across his desk and touch his had "the tattoos only easy the pain for a short time.... then it always came back, my mother was killed testing a miracle drug for my dad.... she was pregnant with my baby brother..." she looked at him and smiled "this is why i trained to be a nurse" she looked sadly at him she didnt want to tell him her life story of sex, drugs, and abuse from her past boyfriends

Hatori smiled as she was so open with him and he looked into her eyes. "And I lost my one chance at happieness... Ans now she's getting married in a week..." he whispered softly andthen wrapped his hand around hers that was on his. He looked into those sad eyes and just couldn't bare them to be sad. Instinctively he leaned closer to her and then on impulse he took her chin and led her to him as he kissed her softly.

she blushed as her body accepted his kiss and kissed him in return "im sure you are a very good person" she said softly as she kissed him gently on his lips "everyone has there days im sure you will see some of mine soon" she raised her hand and touched his soft hair "ive never felt this close to someone on the first day of meeting them..." she said not trying to sound rude

(totally looking for ppl to join my akatsuki rp)

Helleina looked up at him happily. He might sneak into her room and lay next to her while they slept. She was so happy now. "I love chicken fingers. Especially with either barbeque sause or honey mustered." she said smiling then got in line. She giggled seeing everyone staring at them. "I think we are the first two patents that have fallen in love with another patent." she said quietly to him but smiling widely.

Ethan smiled widely and nodded. "Yeah I agree. I love em with barabeque." he said happily and then chuckled. "Maybe, but I thinktheyre staring just because you're beautiful." he said lovingly and kissed her forehead.
Hatori looked into her eyes a sligh blush on his cheeks as he smiled against her lips. "I agree.... I haven't felt so.... Open with someone on the first day either..." he agreed and the hand cupping her face stroked her cheek softly with his thumb. He didn't mind that kiss at all... It was quite beautiful actually.

"she smiled after work we should go to the pub and grab a drink" she said with a smile as hatori caressed her cheek, her hand slid from his smooth black hair down to his warm soft cheek

Nadya was almost finished with her shift for the day. All she had to do was check on D one last time before she could get together with Hatori and go over cases and the little things that bothered her. Funny thing was... she hadn't seen the new girl since lunchtime. She was just about to go tell Hatori she was ready to go when she overheard Amelia and him talking about going to the pub after work. She didn't care. Told herself she didn't care... but she couldn't understand at all if she didn't why she started crying. She ran. Blindly... she had no clue where she was going. Somehow she ended up in D's wing of the hospital and it was all she could do to wipe away the tears and stop sobbing before she got within hearing distance. She shook her head, did the sensible thing and clocked out. Then she went back to D's room and knocked twice silently hoping he wasn't asleep.

she looked over towards the door as she heard Nadya run passed then back at Hatori "i hope there isnt an emergency she said looking at him concerned about the well being of the patients

Helleina giggled as she grabbed her food. "Oh Ethan. You are so nice" she said and grabbed his food too. She pulled him to a table and sat down and began eating her food. She smiled at him not believing she was with someone and someone that was so nice and understood her so much.

D sat up and opened his door but seeing Nayda's eye red he knew she had been crying. He wrapped his arms around her lovingly. "Nayda what happened? Who did this to you?" he asked looking at her worried. But behind the worry he was furious. Who ever hurt her was going to pay. No one hurt Nayda and didn't pay for it.

Ethan smiled widely and followed Hellenia to the table and sat with her. He ate happily enjoying his meal and looked at Hellenia. "Hows the food?" he asked happily and took a drink.
Hatori smiled as he felt Amy's hand on his cheek and then looked up hearing footsteps and caught sight of Nadya. Shocked his eyes widened and then he stood breaking contact with the exotic nurse. "I would love to Amy, but I promised that I would meet with Nadya about patients..." he said and then shook his head. "I believe she just got the wrong impression...." he said worried and then kissed Amy's head before dissappearing out the door and down the hall. He had a feeling she was at D's room.

She looked down the hall and slowly trailed behind him. her phone began to beep with a text message... it read "are you coming to night?" it was her tattoo artist she had scheduled to have more of her back done and completely forgot... stopped by the door of D`s room and waited for Hatori

Hatori stopped in the doorway of the room and seeing Nadya he looked at her worriedly. "Nadya...." he said softly hoping she would let him explain.

D looked up hearing foot steps. He glared at Hatori and then pushed Nayda behind him protectively. "What do you think you are doing here?" he asked knowing this guy was the one who hurt Hayda. "Ok what is going on?" he asked giving Hatori dagers.

(im not visible) she watched hatori try to talk to Nayda, "what did i do she thought to herself" she stood by the wall where no one could see just listening

Hatori looked at D cooly and then sighed looking down before meetin his eyes. "Nadya over heard us talking, and I wanted to set things striaght." he said and looked at D. "I am not here to hurt anyone... And I did not want to have hurt he but I see that I did... And I came here to explain, and ask for forgiveness." he said cooly and took off his glasses waiting for Nadya to say something.

"Go away and leave me the hell alone. I don't wanna talk to you right now Hatori." She was sullen, hiding behind D. She wrapped her arms around him and pressed her face up against his back. "Just leave us alone. Это не походит на Вас, не понимают точно, как я чувствую прямо сейчас. Вы должны были быть в состоянии cэкономить меня от этой судьбы."

((I don't speak Russian so I'm hoping the translator isn't crap... here's what it's supposed to say "It's not like you don't understand exactly how I feel right now. You should have been able to save me from this fate." I'm at work right now so if I can't reply for a little while, go on without me as best as you can.))

Hatori took a step back and then sighed. "I'm sorry.." he whispered and bowed his head to her. "I was planning on saying that I had plans... But you and I are not something and you know it Nadya..." he said and then looked at her firmly. "You are not my spring... You're his." he said cooly and then looked at D. "And if you hurt her I will hae no other choice but to repeat history. Good day." he said his anger and sadness welling beyond compare. Unfortunately now he was regreting knowing russian. He walked out of the room and in seeing Amy he could not meet her eyes as he made to clock out and leave. This day had been too stressful.

D's heart broke hearing Hatori. Nayda was in love with Hatori and not him. He kept his arms wrapped around her and put his head on hers. He hated Hatori more then ever now. He had taken the heart of the girl he loved. "It's ok. He is gone. You can stay here as long as you ok?" he said looking at her kindly.

She followed him "Hatori" she said grabbing his hand "I- Im sorry" she said sadly holding on to his hand "please come with me..." she asked softly " i have to go to the tattoo studio.... and ... I- I want you to see my tattoo" she said softly trying to not think of all the other guys she had taken that ended up beating her

Hatori stopped in his tracks and pain was obvious in his eyes as he felt her warm smooth hand on his colder hand. His head hung letting his hair shade his face and as he stood there he hated himself mor eand more with a deeper passion. He just never did anything right. He never seemed to come out okay.... "I-...... Alright..." he whispered giving in knowing he wouldn't make it out of his office unless someone dragged him out...

She pulled him in to his office and closed the door behind her, she proceeded to pull the blinds down "are you sure your ready to see the mess i call my life???" she asked in a soft cold way

"D... I love you. Not Hatori. I was afraid... to tell you because of what happened to Hatori. I thought maybe if he and I just got to know each other that I might be able to forget about you and not get hurt the way he did. I don't know if you're capable of what she was... you have similar conditions. But I'm throwing all that to the wind and placing my lot with you. I've known you since you were little and I honestly couldn't see my life with anyone else... not even Hatori."

Hatori followed Amy and leaned against the wall. He nodded as she closed the blinds and then sighed. "If you reveal your tattoos I'll reveal my scars if you want." he said softly and looked at her threw the curtain of hair he had covering up his purple eyes.

D looked down at her surprised then kissed her lovingly. "I love you too" he said and stroked her cheek lovingly. "And we wont end up like that. Have you ever noticed that no matter how annoyed I look about my noises I never explode around you? I hold it back no matter how badly I want to explode I never do around you because I love you and don't want to see you hurt." he said and picked her up. He sat on the bed and held her close. "And the biggest difference is she had a mental desease and I don't. I know I don't. I know I have a hole in my ear and that is why I hear what is going on inside of me......and like I said all I ever hear around you is my heart beating." he said and kissed her nose.

she moved close to him and kissed his lips " im sure we hurt the same... i havnt told you everything Hatori" she backed away from him she she un-did her collar of her dress, she then proceeded to unbutton her dress (she wears a long dress with long sleeves) at her neck it started as small pink flowers as it moved down her breast had glass pipes, joints, syringes, and pills. Scars covered them from where an ex-boyfriend had tied her up and beat her. Her stomach and back were covered in these same scars, there were chains tattooed, twisting around her legs as if she were bound. Amy turned her back to him, her back entire back was left bare... "the bare spot... is for my angel which is getting done tonight..." the scars were purple some had been stitched before "I... I`ve been beaten and raped... my entire life... threw out high school and college i did every type of drug known to man" she looked at the floor she pulled her dress back up from the floor and began to redress herself "I hope so much... that you are different"