Albel found himself patting her head like a best friend would. "Well, you can't be hurt physically, but you can still be hurt mentally. I guess it's nice...you know that you'll never be in danger...beside, I don't think humans are boring..." he said and smiled at her. "I find humans quite interesting actually..." he said and sighed as he heard a tone of sadness in her voice.

(( like a best friend =[ thats not what we are after))

Violate nodded. " I guess we all suffer no matter what we are." Violate looked towards the window and yawned she laid back on the bed and looked at him. " you will get bored eventually....." Violate stated as she looked at the window again her eyes glowing in the moonlight.

((Right, sorry...should they kiss now?))

Albel looked over at the window with her and stroke her hair gently. "It's true...we will always be hurt no matter what we are. But we can always try to stay away from those who hurt us and slowly, any wounds will heal. Sure, some take longer than others, but in the end they all do heal." he said and smiled down at her beautiful moonlit face. "I won't get bored..." he added and looked over at the window again.

(( surprise me lol you decide ))

Violate sat up and looked at him. * Should I tell him how I feel.....but I am not sure what I feel is it fair for me to tell him I like him if I am not sure.....Plus he doesn't like me ......I am nothing but a pest* Violate looked down at her feet in shame

((Okay then. ^__^ ))

"What's on your mind Violate? You seem nervous." he said and raised an eyebrow. Albel wondered what she was thinking about since she looked nervous...maybe she was thinking about the classes she would be taking tomorrow. "If it's the classes you're worried about, you don't need to be. I'll be here to help you if you need it, you know that." he said and smiled at her as he stroke her cheek gently.

Violate blushed deep red. " Ummm Its not that its nothing honest" Violate stated as she blushed as he touched her cheek.
She wondered if he even saw her that way.....* is he capable of likening me?" Violate then cleared her thoughts * No he is not capable no one is*

Albel shook his head. "Please don't lie Violate...I know you're thinking of something. I think I know what it is...but I want you to tell me because I may be wrong." he said and his face became a worried face and he continued to stroke her cheek gently and chuckled at her blush.

" Why what are you thinking I will not tell you unless you tell me what you are thinking. " Violate stated in a child like manner.
she blushed even more as she felt his hand on her cheek.

"Ladies first, doctor's orders." he said and knew that it would corner her now since he said it was the doctor's orders. "Violate, you know you can tell me anything...you can ask me for anything too. I'll do my best to give it to you." he said and looked at her carefully, trying to read her face.

Violate knew he would try to read her face so she kept it blank. " Nope. Not until you go" Violate stated firmly. " Plus old people always go first.....right?" Violate stated and laughed a bit at her little joke. * old people....I crack myself up*

Albel chuckled. "Violate, you are so funny....I would tell you, but I want you to go first please? Why don't you want to go first?" he asked and stopped stroking her cheek and held her hands in his. He sighed mentally and knew that if she didn't tell him, he would have to. He only hoped that nothing bad happened because of it.

" I am not saying a word unless you go first.........I am stubborn you will not win Doctor" Violate teased him as she rested her head on her pillow and folded her arms across her chest.

I have a stubborn patient I see. That's okay, I've had stubborn patients before." he said and crossed his arms across his chest and looked down at her. "I don't know how to word it though...I guess I'll just show you." he said and looked at her gently. He took her face gently in his hands and leaned in. He hesitated and kissed her gently and pulled away. He sighed and looked at her. "I'm...sorry...that was wrong wasn't it." he said and looked at the window, the moonlight in his face.

Violate froze like a statue she had not idea what to say or do. violate's face was deep red she had not idea hot to react or what to say * Oh my God!!!! What just happened? Did he really just oh my......Do I slap him like in the movies....wait no dont do that thats not nice Violate react already!!* Violate looked at the floor and then up at him " Did you just kiss me?" Violate asked * Wow nice going Violate no duh he just kissed you*

Albel looked down at her deep red blush and sighed sadly. Great, now she hates you...way to go Albel... he thought to himself and nodded to her question then looked out the window at the trees and the moon. He didn't know what to do anymore...he felt horrible, like if he had hurt her in some way. He didn't want to hurt her...that was the last thing he wanted to do to her. No, he wanted to help her...only that. Why don't you just make her cry already...it's not like she'll be happy knowing that you kissed her! he thought to himself and continued to look at the moon.

Violate calmed down she was excited and not in a bad way. " I do not umm hate you if thats what you think honestly I do not hate you I am surprised thats all." Violate stated and blushed " Why did you kiss me and please tell me the truth?"Violate looked at him and then at the floor she to was blushing. * He does like me wow ummm...what am i supposed to do or say?*

He listened to her and was happy to know that she didn't hate him. He thought about her question for a while before answering. "I kissed you...because I really do like you a lot...I care for you and only want to make sure you're happy." he said and looked at her when he finished speaking.

" I am confused.....I do not know how to respond to this I do not know if I can respond to you....." Violate felt heart broken she did not thing she could love or like anyone that way she felt that she did not have the right to since she had been rapped.
" I am not umm good for you I am broken....you should get someone thats not as messed up as I am.......I am no good..for anyone" Violate stated with tears in her eyes

Albel looked at her and smiled as he pulled her gently into his arms and wiped away her tears. "Violate, please don't say that...none of that is true. I...I don't want anyone else because they would run when they find out what I am...you didn't...you are still here and that means a lot to me. I don't think you're messed up or broken or no good. I think the opposite...I think you are perfectly fine, and you are good enough for whoever you want." he said and didn't care if she loved him or not...right now he needed to reassure her.

Violate looked at the floor. " Ummm dont you think this is a little to sudden wait a minute i forgot human rules do not apply to you.Ummmmm I am pregnant doesn't that matter isn't that a good enough reason?" Violate looked at the floor again as she felt his strong arms around her holding her. * In another time and place i would be with you to I want to be with you but I can't it would be wrong for both of us*

"That's right, and no it doesn't matter that you're bearing a child...that's just fine. I only want you...but I understand if you don't feel the same way. Just know that I will always be here for you...umm, I guess I should let you sleep...you have classes tomorrow. I'll be in the backyard if you still want to talk." he said and lay her back down on her bed and tucked her in. "Sleep well Violate." he whispered and kissed her forehead before heading to the door.

Violate held her breath as she felt him kiss her head. * What am I going to do!!!!!!!!!!* Once she knew he had left she pulled the pillow over her face and screamed into it so no one could hear it. " What am i going to do dear God in heaven" Violate was so sleepy that she fell asleep before she even realized it.

Albel had stayed outside the whole night, and when morning came, he went back inside and began to make himself some coffee. Rose woke up and went to the kitchen, she was surprised when she saw him making his own coffee and smiled. "Good morning Sir." she said and smiled at him. Albel smiled back and Leon came to the kitchen and whine at Rose for food. "Hello Rose...sleep well?" he asked her. Rose fed Leon and nodded at his question. Albel smiled and took a sip from his coffee and sat at the table. He reviewed what happened last night and wondered what today was going to bring.

Violate was still passed out asleep she was exhausted from everything that had happened she could still feel his strong lips on her gentle ones. Violate could not stop thinking of him kissing her it was driving her crazy it had her tossing and turning all night. * Oh on what will happen today will it be weird between us?* Violate wondered as she slept

Leon went and began to eat slowly since he was still sleepy and wanted to go out to the backyard. Rose let him out and then looked at Albel. "Is everything okay Sir?" she asked quietly sitting across from him at the table. Albel looked up at her and nodded. "Yes Rose, I'm fine...it's just that today is the first day of those online classes for Violate...I just hope she doesn't stress out." he said and took another sip of his coffee. Rose chuckled and shook her head. "Don't worry Sir Nox...Lady Violate will do just fine...and if she needs help, we're here to help her." she said to him and began to make herself some coffee. Albel nodded at what she said and relaxed a little.