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Hii again. :)
I have a cold now. :( Silly Fall weather! |
Oh no! I hope you feel better.
And don't be getting me sick :sarcasm: ---------- ------------------------ In another poker tournament now. Wish me luck! (especially b/c I SHOULD be studying :sweat: ) |
Rox: Yeah, I was with the same kids for K-4. 4th grade graduation was the hardest for us since we knew we had to leave. I loved that school. It was little too. Another reason I'm home schooled now. I didn't like all the disrespectful kids.
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Ooooh, homeschooling certainly has its ups!
In hindsight, it probably would have worked wonders to deter my suicidal thoughts and tendencies. I just didn't fit in; and the kids at the high school I graduated from weren't cruel at all; I just felt so different. |
Thats like me here. I'm an Oregonian thrown in with southern kids. They don't even know what cosplay is! :gonk:
Although its not helping the suicidal thoughts very much. But I get most of those from home anyway |
Well, you can always talk to me!!!!!
I've been there, hun. But I made it through, and you will too. Just remember, someone else always has it worse than you. When I get depressed, I find that I feel better if I have a good cry, and go out and do something to help those who are suffering more than me. Also, Prozac goes a loooooong way for me ;) |
Lol Thanks Rox.
I know it could be a lot worse. It's mainly because I'm alone here and I have almost no moral support. But things are getting better. Crying always helps. Its when I get into a state of not even caring and fascinations appear out of nowhere that scare me. Although I can't take meds since I'm under 18 xP |
Wait, what? You can't get meds?
Oooooohhhh, actually, I think I knew that. Most anti-depressants make things worse in very young adults. Although, I could swear that my little sister was on Paxil... |
There are a few, but I get through it ok. If I just stay where I am usually I can avoid dangerous situations.
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This may sound sad, but the thing that helped me through it all the best (other than my awesome sibs) was my kitty. She was, and is, my world. I :heart: Nichol Maree. 17 and still strong as a tiger, playful as a kitten!
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Aww, we had a 20 year old cat when I was little. She was awesome. We had to put her down because she was spraying so much. Mirrored closet doors didn't help with cats. But now I have two orange ones. My babies xD
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Cats are so great! I can let them outside on their own. Buuuuut, not so with the dog. Speaking of which, I need to go for a jog with her like, now. (lol, a DOG JOG!) But srsly, I'll BBL.
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Lol thus why I don't have a dog xD I like em just don't want em. lol Have fun Rox!
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K, I guess it was more of a short walk. Didn't realize that it was 82 degrees outside!
Too hot for a jog, in my opinion. So now I get to resume transcribing my biology lecture notes from my teacher's PodCast. Oh, spare me! |
Lol so glad I have easy stuff to work on
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Hey, I am thinking of cosplaying my avi. What do you think?
Have you ever done it? It's not really my thing, but I think that it would be kinda fun for a minute. |
I'm planning to when its here again.
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Oh, I said that wrong.
What I meant to say was that I want to dress my avi as some type of character from something I like (prolly Scarlet O'Hara from Gone With the Wind - Its my favorite movie) |
Lol I haven't seen it. I haven't done that with my avi but I do like to cosplay ^^
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I tried; I failed; I will try again at a later time.
Now, back to work |
Lol :hug:
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Bio homework is done! Yay! The note-taking will take like 6 hours, so I am giving myself a break for the day.
Now, what to do? ---------- I decided to cosplay my mule as... |
Meredith Grey!!!
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Meh, I'm bored with it already ^^;
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Lol Hey Rox
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