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"Chris please I don't want to fully lose you..." She looked away... "Do you hate me that much you don't even want to hang out with me any more." Then turned her back on him.
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Chris scowled slightly and looked at the ground. Why'd she have to make him sound so cruel? He then sighed and gently touched her shoulder. "Its not that, Kasi....I just don't want you getting the wrong idea....that somehow by you hanging out with me that will be any chance of us hooking up again....I'm sorry. But, I can't do that."
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She felt his hand on her shoulder. "Chris but I want to be near you and yet your pushing me out of your life fully its not fair at all."
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Chris couldn't really think any more. He sighed and looked at the ground. "I'm sorry....but its difficult for me to be around you all the time and not be able to have you." It smacked him in the face as the truth, it hurt his heart as well, knowing how Julia would react if she ever heard that.
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"so you still have feeling for me??" Kasi turned to look at him.
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Chris sighed and tilted his head slightly. "Not...in the sense that you do..." He was mostly a physical connection then an emotional one.
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"You just want my body?" Kasi was ok with that and looked over Chris and smiled softly.
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Chris scowled and stepped back, hand dropping to his side. "It's wrong...but I can't help feeling that way."
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"Why is it wrong if your single?" Kasi looked up to Chris not moving to him but asking in a very clam way. "I am willing if your body wants it Chris any time or place." She smiled. "Remember the coffee room at work." She blushed a little remebering it.
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Chris just shook his head slightly. "It's wrong....just because we've done it before...its still wrong. Its like taking a woman off the street, using her, then dumping her somewhere the next morning."
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"But I'm not some girl off the street."
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Chris sighed and took another step back. "If you really want to, you can hang out with us every now and then....but we're not hooking up again."
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"You sound so.. I don't know. You keep baking up from me and yet i have stay kind of in the same place. You really don't want me around if if your saying that do you Chris you wish I just go away...." She back up from him and turn back around so her back was to him.
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Chris growled softly in irritation. "Stop doing that. I'm trying to do the right thing here. I don't want you to disappear, I just want you to stop chasing me and move on."
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She turned to face him. "Do the right thing??" She scoffed. "They way you make it sound it as if I'm forcing you to hang out wih me. So its not the right thing at all if you don't really want to be around me." She wasn't a timmed person like Julia could be she was loud and voice tha she thought. "Chirs how would you take some one saying this to you while backing away from you? That not the body langues or signals you send to a friend when they just want to hang out. So no its not be acting out its me saying you don't want me around your body shows it even if your words don't."
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Chris looked at her, almost like he didn't expect that sort of reaction. Then he nodded slightly. "I'm backing away whenever I think I can't keep myself from pulling you into my arms and just tell you that you can come around whenever you want." Chris had a strange look about him, then sighed and looked at his feet.
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"Then why can't I come around when I like We are friends rights?"
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Chris tensed slightly again. "In a sense....I guess you could say that." He looked at her again, his eyes seemed unsure. "You'd have to warn me when you're coming around though....sometimes I'm not accessible."
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She looked to Chris. "Are you sure? Or are you jsut saying that?"
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Chris nodded slightly. "You will have to tell me before you drop by. Ok?"
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"Ummm sure..." She simply said.
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Chris nodded slightly, then looked a little thoughtful. "I should probably go now...if that's all you wanted."
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"Umm yeah...." She said watching him carefully
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Chris nodded slightly, then paused for a moment before turning and starting to walk away.
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she walked him careful until he was out of view she took her things and the camara and left to go to her house.
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