Yeah, i guess so ^^"

Ugh. Still kind of eh.

Lol. I've spent a lot of time travelling up North so I see the difference.

Over the same stuff?

Yup. Same stuff.
He isn't talking to me really.
He still says it's complicated. And hasn't really responded good to me.
I'm feeling sick.

I'm tempted to ask him a bunch of questions that make me seem clingy
ie:
"do you still love me" type of questions

Tsk. He'd irritate the hell out of me.

If anyone should be asking "do you love me" type questions, it's him, Ser.

Yeah. Saturday he said he was surprised I was talking to him.

I know... But, I don't feel reassured. He's been not talking to me much and has been quiet and such since Saturday.
He called me a pet name he usually does yesterday... And when he signed off both Sat and Sunday, he did his normal one with me, just without the love or a pet name, but still.

Even though, I still feel out of it and not good right now. I just want him to tell me he loves me. That and to freaking talk to me.
Him not talking to me really and when he does talk, he sounds like he does when he's upset or mad or mad at me, it makes me think he doesn't care. I get worried.

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I'm really getting sick of him not talking. It's like he's ignoring me or avoiding responding to me about anything I say.

If he's mad at you for something that he did, then he's not worthy of you.

I know how hard it is not to worry, but try not to think too much on it. He's just being weird.

It's hard for me. I wish he would freaking talk!

Well, all I can tell you is to make him talk, then. Stick up for yourself and say that ignoring you for five days ain't cutting it.

I'm trying to make him talk.. But there's no pushing him.

I've made myself worried. I'm trying to focus on my schoolwork that is due on Wednesday.. But I haven't been able to because he's so upset he's ignoring me basically... Though yes, I know he's playing Minecraft and such... But still! He should at least talk to me other than in the "upset" talking. -.-

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Oh and now I dislike my family even more... NO ONE is involving Mike in any plans for this secret santa thing we're doingh. -.- Only I got th emessage on facebook. -.-

Excuse me? My cousin's girlfriend of 3 years is more family because she's preggers than my boyfriend of 6 Years?!

Sorry I'm flaky tonight, a friend asked me to move out with her and I'm discussing/declining respectfully.

I don't know what to tell ya, though. I mean, all you can do is demand to speak to Mike, and tell your family: WTF, man?

It's ok. ^^ I've had to do that before. Not easy.

eh, it's ok. He is talking to me. But it's normal talking stuff. We're not really talking about what happened because I guess he's still figuring it out since it's all "complicated" in his head.
Apparently he was playing minecraft making a vid with a friend of his and of course... why would he tell me.. His girlfriend till after he finished. [sarcasm]

Eh, I'm used to this crap from my family.

Yeah, I just think it's foolish. I mean, OF COURSE I want to move out, bloody of course, but the money man. Gawd. And she's moving less than five miles from home. I don't get it. I would be moving 10-15 which I can understand more. I love that girl, but I think she's fallen prey to peer pressure "finally."

Well, you can't expect him to tell you everything, but he should be talking to you about this instead of playing something as menial as Minecraft.

Are you going to try and convince them to include him?

Yeah... I know that feeling. It's not easy living on your own ^^" I want to be on my own, but I know I can't.

Yeah, which is why I'm not that mad... But still he should talk to me about what happened. But, it's good he's doing something with a friend.

I want to... But, the way I am right now (stressed and pmsing without my pills) I'd cause drama. :/

You've got a nice place at college. :)

Well, it's my opinion that you should come before his friend right now. I guess if he's never social...but you should come first.

Yeah, I get it. It's better to just shut up for a couple days.

I just bought Skyrim for my Christmas present today. (everyone in our family gets to choose one present and the rest are surprises)

Yeah.. it's a nice apartment.. Though I seem to be the only one really cleaning. ^^"

Yeah, i should come first.. But for some reason he seems to avoid talking about that or basically anything involving looking forward to seeing me next week. He really isn't too social of a person ^^"
I just asked him if he'd like it seeing me wed when he gets me and seeing me thur morning for thanksgiving b/c I'd stay at the house wed... His answer "whatever you'd like" That made me a little upset. :/

Yeah, I probably will just shut up about a lot over the next couple of days. I'm not in a good mindset right now.

Oh nice ^^ Skyrim is a cool game. ^^

As long as she's not stealing your food and shit, I guess? Though if she's a pig in the bathroom I'd have issues. Kitchen, too.

Well, he probably knows he has an ass biting coming so he's avoiding it. But if you need this worked out now, you need to not skirt the subject and tell him straight out that this needs to be discussed.

Yeah, I watched someone livestream it when it came out and fell in love. I haven't bought a PC game since I was 10, so this should say something about how cool I think that game looks. XD

Oh kitchen definitely there are problems... Plus the whole, changing the trash bag and leaving it next to the front door and not taking it out when she leaves to catch the bus... Especially when it's the trash from her room or when it's really smelly trash.
The side of the stove she usually uses and the counter next to it is caked with shit she spilled and never cleans up.

I want us to talk about it and work through it now... But, I'm swamped with schoolwork and yeah.. Not talking about it is eating at me and I cannot really concentrate on my work.. But right now, I am able to still focus on my work. If we entered a conversation about it and discussed and such... I would have to have my full attention on him and I cannot afford to lose time.. But also it's a catch-22 because I don't want to let this fester and ruin us.

Well that's icky. Can't win everything with roommates, though.

*shrugs* You know what you have to do. If you've got to sacrifice a couple of hours to deal with this, it'd probably help more than festering and failing your assignment because you couldn't concentrate anyway.

I know... I'm stuck as to how to start and get things started being said. My mind is going everywhere.

I guess my best advice is to not over think it. Just charge into the topic and don't let him flake out.

Yeah... Though he went to bed. Which is fine. He went nighty night, sleep well, have a good nights sleep, have a good day tomorrow ttyt
So, no talking about it tonight. before he went to get ready for bed, Itold him I'm not mad at him, I forgive him and I love him.
I just wish he'd start talking. Hopefully tomorrow we get to talk. I'm taking wed off from work and the assignment is due wed at 1pm, so I'll be able to stay up late and work on it all before I have to have it in.

Sounds like a good plan, Ser. [yes]

I have the same kind of big assignment due at the same time Wednesday. [lol]

Lol, no. It's exciting when you're not burnt out. I've just been in school so long it's like "f'ing enough already."

I'm at the same point Ely is in. :/

Yeah, I'm calling in if no one takes my shift for wednesday. Which I woudln't be surprised if no one does since I'm not putting on the sublist till tomorrow morning when I go in. But, I might actually put my phone number in the message before leaving for work in the message so they can text me if they're interested before 3pm so I can write it on the subboard.
If not, I'm willing to take a write up if I have to call in.
Or I could head there quickly when someone does respond and quickly write them in before. I dunno.