I hate anything that has to do with my assignments. I am just not in the mood for it all tonight. I dunno why.

Finals are lovely little torture devices.

I'm rarely in the mood for schoolwork.

I ended up going to bed at 12. I was just out of it and tired and drained. I don't know if I'll even get to do any work atm.
Somehow I'll get through it.

I'm tired atm. Probably going to go to sleep early like that tonight. I don't even want to go out today. I'm just tired of spending time with my awkward family right now.

Yeah same here. I'm probably going to head to bed early tonight again. I just have been in such a sour mood lately. I don't even seem to give two shits about my lit review.

I'm just a bit pissy over all. the only good thing today was mike's brother texting me asking for mike's shirt size, and I bought cards I'll be sending to the Red cross to send to the soldiers.

I ended up getting out of having to go with my family so I have the house to myself. Figuring on taking a shower shortly and doing some Christmas nails.

Yeah, I'm sure you are. The semester is almost over, though, so hang in there.

I spent some time untangling lights off of my fake tree. I'll spend wednesday cutting the lights that came on the tree off because it's not lighting up and I want a purple/blue tree this year to start getting some ideas of how mine and Mike's tree will look in a few years (we'll have a real tree though :D) Though I'll be sad because i have to decorate alone again. :(

I'll make it somehow. I just don't know how the hell I will. However, I did get a 90 on the case study that was due before Thanksgiving :D

Yeah, the tree we have came with lights on it and I imagine that one year someone will have to spend time cutting them off when they go bad.

I get the decorating alone thing. When I was little my family would decorate the tree together, but now they don't do anything. The only reason we have a tree decorated every year is because of me. They get upset if I ask them to help.

And congrats! I got a similar score on the research proposal I had to do before Thanksgiving.

Yeah. My dad bought the one I have back in 08, they started going bad in 2010.

it's depressing me that I have to go through this year decorating alone and being probably the only one who'll enjoy it. I also get to next year too. -.- Christmas is supposed to be good, not all depressing like it is for me this year because of the stress of my schoolwork, school in general, and being away from everyone.

Yeah, though it'll be shortlived. Getting anxiety over the lit review due next wed and all teh work I have to do and make up on.

I think this tree is from 2009. The lights still work but they aren't LEDs so I suspect it's only a matter of time. The tree is beautiful, though, so it's the lights that'll have to go instead of the whole thing.

It'll be worth it someday, Ser. Just enjoy it as much as you can. I have a tree I put up in my room every year for only me to enjoy.

Keep a steady pace with the work is my best advice on that.

Yeah, my tree is crappy from a Rite Aid and only cost my dad and I $20 Oooo and te blue lights I bought are LED : )

Yeah, found some blue lights to add to it. I might get some decorating done while I'm still awake. Mike got pretty drunk tonight and I was just on the phone with him talking about something (he conditioned himself while he tries to quit smoking to make hsi body sick), but he got drnk tonight and all of a sudden while we were on the phone he started saying how sick he was feeling and it hurting and started whimpering in pain. So, being the nurturer I am, i told him what to do (get some ginger ale, some water, go take care of himself, make sure there's something near him in case he does throw up.)

Yeah, I'm going to have to go into work tomorrow (planning on getting coffee from the coffee shop in the food court) to see if anyone signed up for my shift. If not, an e-mail is goingout again this time including when my assignment is due.
I'll try my best to keep up on it. I'm thankful my partner and I are getting together tomorrow fr another project in another class which isn't gonna be too bad.

All the lights we have anymore are LED lights except for the ones on the tree. For some reason the idiots in the tree making business still don't sell prelit trees with LED lights.

So he's back on the quitting again? Well. Luck to him, then. I hope he feels better.

Eh, he's not quitting atm. More like he was telling me how he conditioned his body while he was quitting, so now even when he's not, he still feels like that when he smokes, even when he's not smoking during the day it'll come to him.
he was sick this time feeling like he was vomiting when we hung up because he was drunk. ^^"
He'll be fine in tje morning.

Yeah. -.- It's stupid with the lights. Thankfully I found out I can just take these hook things off to get the lights off. I'm thinking the fuse blue, but eh. I'll figure it out :P

I guess that could be a good thing. o.o It might make him quit without having such a big blowout on everybody.

Yeah, who knows with those kinds of lights. It might even be that just one light is out, but how the heck could you ever find it?

Yeah, who knows. Im glad getting them off is easier than I though. I get to have a purple and blue tree this yeah :D

Yeah, it would be a good thing. I told him it would be helpful when he does quit. ^^

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Especially since he basically did what some of those pills do, just without the medication or crazy side effects ^^

Yay! Join the club! /purple tree.

Mhm, pills can do nasty shit. I try to stay away from using medications as much as I can.

Yeah, same here. Unless I absolutely ned to, I won't take any pills.

I'll send a pic of my tree in a sec. I was gone for awhile bc of decorating it. ^^" Doesn't look too good. Crappy tree it is. best I could do. I'll get more decorations on it once I buy hooks for the ones mike and I picked out.

I even try to stay away from simple stuff like Tylenol. Unless the headache or whatever is blistering I'll try to deal. I'm not as wimpy as I look. [lol]

Oh, cool. :) I look forward to seeing it.

Yeah. if it¨s a migrane, forget about it, medication here I come

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I think I'll head to bed nwo ^^" I have to meet up with my partner tomorrow so we can get that assignment done, then do a bunch of things for the lit review and for class monday. I'll post tomorrow when my phone is more alive. ^^"

Night :)

Okay, night. :)

Didn't feel like posting a bunch of pics of it (netbook slow and I forgot to post stuff when I was in the comp lab) But, here's the link to the photo album I have my tree and lights in. ^^ I'm going to add a few things to the tree soon, I'll post that when I get to ^^

On a good note, I checked the sub board and someone signed up for my shift on wednesday so I am calm for the next few days on the lit review ^^

here's my Christmas stuff so far ^^ Joulua 2012 | Facebook

I really like it. ^.^ Is that a football helmet on the top of it? [lol] Now you've made me want to steal the last blue strand of lights and make my tree blue and purple. *must* *resist*

Awesome that someone signed up. :) I have a lot of piddly fart stuff to do for my computer class this week. It's going to take a good amount of time.

Yup ^^ That is indeed a football helmet. Back in the 1990s in those gumball machine things at my local grocery store, they had one full of little football helmets. Every time my dad and I would go to the store, he'd get me one (only $,50... Perfect for pleasing a not normal little girl) I would put them on my barbies ^^
The one I have on my tree is a New England Patriots one. :D Under it is a black angel kitty for Emi, and under Emi is an angel with an orange cat for me an Eli.

I love my blue lights. I bought them, the purple strand on my tree, and the lights in my window yesterday at the store since Wegmans (grocery store) marked the price down this past week. Mike likes them a lot. ^^ It contrasts the way we like.

Yeah, I was so excited when I saw someone wrote their name down for my shift this week. I really needed it since I'm fishing through over 15 articles for this assignment. So, now I can relax a bit and just work through it till Wednesday morning.
Kind of like what I'm doing tonight. I don't have work tomorrow (it's monday) and I don't have class till 7pm tomorrow. I can stay up late, just as long as I'm coherent when the computer shop calls me.

Gotta figure out a name for it still. ^^"

Awh, that's sweet. All of it is. I used to do strange things to my Barbies as well. There are still some with blush on them that won't come off. [ninja]

I have my early class tomorrow, but then it's an easy day. I have to spend the time between classes working on computer projects but that's it. I really need to get the rest of the Christmas decorating done, too.

Yeah, those table things they stick in the middle of pizzas, I used them as barbie tables. :D
I also had a barbie that her skin was peeling off of her legs for some reason O_o I only had 1 ken doll that went missing or "died" and I had to dress one of my female ones in pants and a big shirt and used her as a guy (It was probably the least feminine of my barbies... One that came in a NASCAR fire suit)

Yeah, thankfully it¨'s not too bad of a day for me tomorrow iwth stuff. ^^

I may do a little more decorating, but not go crazy since I won't be here after the 19th. Crap, forgot to ask one of my managers when the last day was so I can tell mike so he can take the day off (he's planning on getting me since it may be the middle of the week and it's easier for him to get me then than my dad) If I don't find out soon enough, I'll just have my dad get me the 21st in the afternoon.