@Ely: yeah your right but who knows I might've blown that to somehow this is typical of me to do something stupid and mess things up. I hope you can find a guy who is tolerant of cats.

Well, I'd hope that that wasn't his only virtue. [lol] I'm sure there are plenty of jackasses who are tolerant of cats.

What you did was a simple mistake--if it ruins your relationship than he wasn't worth it.

@Ely: true well who knows now although I haven't tried to text him either which hasn't helped.

Yeah, we've talked about getting other kitties when we do decide to :) Especially since we at least have Elijah planned to be with us when we move in together in a couple years ^^

@Otaku: Well, it's kinda late now, but you should say something to him tomorrow. It just hurts to wait.

@Ser: I'd probably get another kitty just so he wasn't lonely. [yes]

Eh yeah, I might consider that. Even though my cat is an asshole and I've always figured he does great as the only cat. I might consider it, but he does have the health issues. ^^"

This is morbid, but I always liked having two cats, one young, and one perhaps middle aged so that I have one to fall back on when the other goes.

@Otaku: If he gives you any crap tomorrow about you not talking to him, just tell him you needed sometime to process your thoughts so you wouldn't flip out on his butt within 2 seconds.

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@Ely: Oh I know that one. Especially since I do have Elijah who is an Ancient kitty cat in kitty cat years. :( I always think about that. And Mike knows it will devastate me. He saw how I was with Naomi a couple years ago when she died at 10. And how I reacted when Elijah was very sick in 2011, how it completely destroyed me just standing there holding my very sick kitty cat in my arms bawling my eyes out and he came over and threw his arms around me while I broke down. He himself had a hard time keeping himself from crying. Thankfully Elijah is fine, though with diabetes. ^^"

@Ely: I can but what do I say? I can't tell him sorry because he might not accept it
I wish I could do that with Maggie but she doesn't get along with other cats

@Otaku: If he doesn't accept an apology, then it's not your problem. All you can do is apologize to people.

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@Ser: Awh, yeah, I was very sad about my first cat's death for a long time. She went from kidney issues and always was sort of a sickly little baby, but she was so sweet. You spend so much personal time with animals, it's harder to let them go than people sometimes. I know I let my cat be with me during times I'd never let a human near me.

@Ely: true but I think he will I just assumed he wouldn't

You never know unless you try. :) It's generally not good to let things fester.

Pfft I messed up big time again so I apologize then he tells me hes not ready for a relationship.

Yeah, it took me a bit with Whiskers's death. She was definitely my cat. Hated everyone else except me. only slept with me, followed me everywhere, I was the only person she let pick her up. She died of kidney failure and I watched her slowly go down and get close to the end. I was 14 and it was upsetting. The day after she died, my parents let me stay home from school so I could mourn her.
A week later we got Naomi, and it was hard when she went a couple years ago.

Thankfully Eli is very good. :)

Yeah, I know those times. There are times where I just want to be left alone from the humans because it's their fault I'm pissed or something, but there's something about a cat that they're just so innocent and want to make you happy. I would love to have my kitty cat with me when I'm like that. Heck, a Guinea piggy would be good too. I can understand not being able to have a cat with you living in the apartments on campus, but can't we just have a small caged animal? That would be nice. A piggy would be a welcome addition to my sad lonely bedroom.


@Otaku: I'm sorry to hear that [hug] Men need to be more clear with that stuff in the beginning.

@Otaku: It's not your fault he's not ready, do your best to remember that--I know it's hard.

@Ser: Yeah, I wish apartments and junk in general weren't so harsh on pets. I can get it if it's a humongo dog, and I can get the allergies, but animals are so important to some of us.

Yeah, luckily where my dad and I lived, and where he lives now cats are welcome. I hate having to deal with on campus rules, they suck. I just want a nice little animal to love and to love me and be there for each other.

Luckily if we end up living in an apartment first, we only have cat and maybe a piggy to deal with. ^^

Okay, ugg. I'm tired today. Just want to sleeep. >.>

I know what you mean. We didn't get out on time today because we had an issue with our soda machine and had to take care of it when we were closing, so I skipped meetings tonight and came back here after eating and passed out for awhile. And now I have to be up late doing homework that's due tomorrow. ^^"

Hey guys!

I have to get up early tomorrow, and I stayed up late last night. I decided to sleep over on the dorm room of the people I'll be rooming with next year. Then I stayed up FAR too late because I didn't tell Louise I really needed to sleep.

Tomorrow is my dad's birthday so I spent awhile making a French Silk Pie which was his request for his birthday dessert. I also made stir fry for dinner, so that took awhile. Gonna have to make part of his birthday dinner tomorrow, as well. And it's my first lab day which I'm not excited about. So just stressed and tired.

[glomp]Oh no fairy that sucks
@ser: I thought I was but then again I have a way with relationships not working out and he had to do this when I was taking this stupid medicine that makes me emotional thanks for cheering me up.

I'll be okay as long as I go to sleep before 2 tonight. :D

I get to sleep in till 9:30 a.m. tomorrow which is good for me. Usually have to get up at 8:30 and that extra hour makes a difference for us nighthawks. XP

I'm a morning person, but I've gotten really off-schedule during ISP, which basically ends tomorrow.

*hugs otaku* I understand. A friend of mine who i am close to is going through a similar thing and right now she's not on her anti-anxiety or anti-depressants, so she was more of a mess than normal when she and her ex broke up last week, so I know what you mean. It'll get better though. Wasn't right of him to pull you along like that in the first place though.

Yeah, I'll be up till maybe 4 EST working on homework that is due tomorrow night for my class. I have 4 assignments due and I slacked off all weekend... Why the hell did the Rolex 24h at Daytona have to be this past weekend?! why did all the people I was talking to in the chatroom for it have to be fun and interesting :P Don't regret it though, became friends with one guy and it just so happened that I met him, and a few others who either live in, or have lived in the Buffalo, NY or Rochester, NY area :P
That and I had one guy from Illinois jokingly asking if he could marry me because of me being female and as interested in the non-nascar racing series that I am interested in. That and how I was able to hold conversations with them all last weekend.

Oh yeah, I get to get up at 10 tomorrow. I'm usually up at 9-9.30 anyway and I work usually at 12 or 11.30 depending on the day.