Yeah the wind doesn't bother me but theres times were it gets bad that I can hardly walk especially since CSU has no wind break. Snow and cold hardly bother me but my mom hates being out in the cold.

I don't like wind even when I'm not in it. Listening to it gives me a headache, and I'm always just worried that my car is going to get hit by a rogue branch that fell off a tree or something.

Yeah, even if he didn't get the best of grades in college and he can't get into law school, he still has his degree, right? He can probably use that to his advantage to get something better than Taco Bell. Really, there's no excuse for him to still be at Taco Bell with that college degree under his belt. Yes, the job situation is AWFUL now, but Taco Bell is below him. Even if he goes and works in manufacturing for a time, that would be better than Taco Bell. Even if he has to be mail boy in an office, at least he'd be somewhere while he tries to find something to do with his life that he can live with.

Yeah, he has the degree, but he also has manager experience and training. I've told him over and over that that will give him a better chance with some places and even if he starts at the lowest spot, he'll be promoted quickly if there is the chance for mobility.

I just feel so bad he hasn't yet. I mean come on. Yeah I'm going to be doing what I wanted because I worked my ass off in school, but he still can do something. And it's not like what I'm going for is going to pay a lot. Taco Bell is just ruining him. I'm happy he's had a job as long as we've been together, but I would like it if he were to get a better job.

With where he is, he's going to have to work his way up in a business whether or not he likes it. Although, there's really no amount of schooling anymore that can get someone to the point where they don't have to start at the bottom and work their way up.

He could still get a really good job that he enjoys with what he has.

Yeah, he'll still have a little bit of a better chance at getting something though than most others.

Ach, sitting here tonight it feels like last semester went by so quickly. People are already talking about summer and I'm like "ugh" we just got done with that, we still have winter to deal with. XP

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Sorry, random, I know, but I can't think of much else to say about Mike. [sweat]

yeah, that's fine. I really don't either. Other than he went away 2hr ago, didn't say that he was, and he apparently doesn't have his phone with him. And I dunno if I want to call his house phone and deal with it since their phone stuff changed when they went back to the phone company package.

And I'm still trying to get myself caught up with schoolwork and i'm feeling that "fuck this shit, it's friday" stuff. and not bother with anything. Especially since he was all "Ready for relaxy night?" earlier and I wanted to bitch at him that I don't have the luxury of having relaxy any time, that most of the time is "stress filled spazzing" and not much relaxy
Plus I have slacked off too much and I'm mad at myself for it.
ugh... wish he'd respond sometime.

Ahh, well, don't give him too hard of a time. Sometimes things just come up and you forget you were talking to someone or something.

Well, it is Friday. Unless you have something to turn in tonight, then I would give yourself a break. One night won't hurt you as long as you keep up working the rest of the time. Unless you'd rather work tonight and have tomorrow to "relax."

I don't think I have anything due tonight. I've slacked off so much I really have no clue what is due when right now. ^^" It's hard for me to really give myself tonight off since I really haven't done anything all week, but I am trying to do so.

I have a 3 day weekend every week, so I'll relax tonight and try to do work during the day during the weekend to relax at night.

You stayed up all night that one day..so I'd say you've at least tried.

Yeah, that's a good idea. I let myself relax at nighttime, otherwise I can't sleep.

Yeah, I stayed up till maybe 4am. ^^"

Yeah, I usually try to get work done by between 8-10pm so I have the rest of the night to do nothing. ^^

If I can I get done by at least 8 just because I am an awful person if I don't get some relaxing time and a good amount of sleep. Like, I can't talk, I can't understand people, and I'm pissy if I don't sleep, so I do my best.

Yeah, I know that feeling when I don't get much sleep like I want.

I usually make myself last longer since I slack a lot while doing work ^^"

If I KNOW I have to get something done, I will do it without slacking, but otherwise I'm slack central as well.

But I am very high maintenance in the way that I need to do a lot of things to keep myself in my best possible mood. I need to be showered, fed, have relaxed/know I'll be able to relax, be able to do my makeup and pick out a nice outfit in the morning, and have slept well for at least 8 hours.

I'm happy to get 6hr or so of sleep. I've been trying to make sure I get that many.

Sometimes I can focus when I have to get something major done. But... I still am not able to concentrate fully ^^"

Ach, I can't do that. I can do that for one or two days in a row, but after that...it just goes downhill quick.

If I really have to focus and I haven't slept I stop by a 7/11 in the morning and get a Red Bull.

even if I get sleep, I still will drink something with caffiene to keep me awake and focus ^^"
Though no matter what I do, I have issues with tryoing to focus ^^"

I usually drink a soda in the morning. /bad But it helps me get through the first class. Then after I've eaten lunch I have that energy to get me through till I get home.

the only day I have to go to class is on a day I don't work, so I'm usually awake when I go :)

;_;

Something wrong, Faye?

It's too bad you couldn't have gotten all online classes, Ser. Then you could've stayed at home this semester.

Busy overload, but I wasted a lot of time googling my name and finding old posts from high school. a lot of them angsty and irritating e.e

All though this amused me, my psuedomath formula on attractiveness :
CUTE FACE^3 x PERSONALITY^2 x BODY + GOALS&COMMON INTERESTS =
"Oh, damn. I think I'm interested in you."

@Ely: actually, I would have stayed on campus. I work on campus and would like to be able to have the access to stuff I need from the library that is abit hard to do when you're off campus ^^"

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That and I chose to do the seated for this class so I wouldn't fail epically. I would have failed really hard if I took it online ^^"

---------- Post added 02-02-2013 at 08:09 PM ----------

oh yes and also, i fucking hate living with people. that is all

@Faye: Oh gosh. I have done that before. I don't even know who I was back then I was so angsty. XD

@Ser: What did she do? Presuming this is your roommate.

And also, I get it. I wouldn't want to take online classes at all for the reason you didn't take the one as an online course.

Yeah, I'm fine with my other classes being online because I am ok with the information. But, this class I really like it being seated because I'm confused constantly.

Yeah, roommate.
She has this washcloth thing that she always sticks on my side of the sink and I set some stuff there and she just puts it on my razor... not once, but twice... after I moved it. So now I have my own wash cloth there in her way.

That and the stove still looks like shit where she cooks and DOES NOT clean ^^"