I'm told it's impossible to hate me. Most people love me even when they're pissed off. I think it's because I'm a pretty boy, with a decent sense of humor. I try to make people feel better when they're sleepy, or angry. lol.

And when my friends (mostly girls) are really sleepy, I let them sleep on me. I even sing them to sleep sometimes. :)

Guess what!!!!

Tomorrow is my first sci-fi convention!

@Saro: Lol. One of those, huh?

I wish I had a couple more friends who would try and make me laugh when I'm feeling out of it. Most of them just run.

Oh gawd. You totally just out-geeked even my geekiest opinion of you. Lol. I hope you have fun, though! Are you going to dress up?

@Fate: I'm pretty much the opposite. If I'm pissed, the only thing anyone should be bringing anywhere near me is a drink.

@Saro: If you were singing, I'd tell you to shut up :P *light sleeper*

Also, TAKE ME WITH YOU!

(truth be told I'd probably go and dress up with you too, lol)

I'm not much for the guy friends that get really close to you and do semi-boyfriend like things. I usually end up developing a light crush, or getting a heart-ache because my ex was like that.

I wanna be a Klingon!

I just don't like that kind of thing unless I make it clear that's what I want. Even my boyfriend suffocates me and I have to tell him to stop smothering me. Sometimes I think I'm too independent and cold hearted for my own good.

Don't get me wrong, I love cuddling and such...but I don't like getting close like that with guy friends. If you want that, please just ask me out so that I don't get the wrong ideas. It's so easy to misinterpret.

I dunno what I'd be...I just know it would be revealing and I'd have a huge sword. :twisted:

Honestly, I'll just be wearing my semi-steampunk stuff. I don't have anything else that would work. I don't own any Sci-fi outfits. I wish I did. If I bought fabric I'm sure my friend Leora could make me one. lol.

I only cuddle with very close friends or significant others. I think it's because I was never used to getting much physical contact when I was younger. I jump when one of my parents hugs me and I'm not prepared for it.

I was a really loving little girl that always hugged her parents and waited for them at the door and stuff...but something clicked when I was like...nine...and I decided that I didn't like it. My hatred of touch was a big issue with me for several years. I'm still kinda getting over it, but it's a very small twinge that's left now that doesn't affect me much. I still won't usually initiate a hug unless something odd has gotten into me.

I dress up every year when I go to the Ren Fest. I love it!!!! Corsets, long skirts. MMMMM. Crowns!!! *drools* I'm looking forward to going again this year. I want to take a friend or two with me...especially the one, though, since she's never been.

I'm extremely cuddly. Which is odd for a guy, but I'm kinda a total girl a lot of the time, so It's not out of character. lol. People get used to it really fast too. I have a few friends who don't like being touched, except when it's me. They just don't mind for some reason. Not completely sure. lol.

Lol. Nice. Did you grow up around a bunch of female relatives or something?

I actually consider myself a little guy-ish in personality (probably due to my father's strong personality)...which is funny because if you see me I'm the most girly looking thing you've ever met in your entire life.

I have a bit of physical abuse in my history so I always assume someone's going to try and hurt me (physically or emotionally) with then touch me. I'd rather avoid it completely.

My family has always been extremely emotionally abusive...mostly due to my mother (my dad just defends himself)...which is also why you see me hating on women's personalities so much, especially if they're bitches or full of themselves.

I'm generally convinced that if I get too close to somebody they're going to break my heart or hurt me that way so I usually have a little bit of myself that I hold back so that people can't attack it.

I lost a lot of faith in people being good and having the ability to not hit below the belt in arguments and such a long time ago.

Well... I was raised entirely by my mother. lol. That might have done it.


And Vix. I've been there. I actually had a girlfriend once try to force herself on me. Which is counter intuitive I know, with me being a guy and all, but I didn't wanna, and she tried to make me, and I had to physically force her off of me.

Hehe. I'd say so. :D

We were talking in my psychology class the other day about how we never consider women as being sexual predators, but they're out there...and I believe it.

I hate it when people won't respect your choice to not give yourself up every time you're with them, or every time you get a new sig fig.

@Fate: I hear that, my mom is pretty similar. Or used to be.

@Saro: I didn't mean sexual harassment.

Yeah. I actually didn't do it with anyone until very recently. I'm happy about who it was with, even though we're not dating anymore. We're really good friends, and we have a kind of trust that... well I've never seen before in my life. It's amazing. :)

I hope to find someone new soon. I do so detest being single. I much prefer being in long term relationships. I don't like playing games. unfortunately lately the only girls who have showed interest have been the type that plays with you. uch.

Mhmm. My mom had a rough life...and she just doesn't understand that if she'd friggin' let it go everything would get A LOT better. I mean, she has a husband that wants to love her, a daughter who practically never does anything wrong, and she doesn't really have to worry about financial stability either.

She just...destroys the present with the past.

Yup yup. I wear around my "pure by choice" ring every now and then. To me it doesn't mean "until you marry" it means, "until you find somebody you want to stay with and feel like they're not going anywhere."

I could use a new guy...but I'm really used to being single, so I'm fine flowing this way while I wait.

Maybe I should invest in a "pure until I trust you enough to let you put it in me" ring :lol:

I'm gonna get ready for bed. Working 1pm - 8pm at the store then 10pm - 12am here in my dorm building. I'm going to be beyond dead.

Bahahahhaa! That is so totally what my ring is Vix. XDDD

Alright, have a good sleep!

@ sarof: (on the subject of sci-fi cons) I can't begin to tell you how many I've been to. I think my first was...when my mom was three months pregnant with me.

Night Vix!

My butt is so numb from sitting here this long. These bar stools may look good, but they hurt. XP

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Alright, guys. I'ma poof. I had a stressful day today, so I'm going to go to sleep. :yes:

Night then Ely!

Night everybody. I gotta sleep too. As stated earlier. Con tomorrow. :) Hopefully my friend was correct about the price etc. There's this cute girl I'm supposed to be meeting too... friend of a friend. Nothing gonna happen. But it's always nice to know even more cute girls. ;) Ttyl Taiyo.

Gute Nacht sarof.

Wah! I'm all alone now! :cry: