You learn something new every day...

Yeah. :shock:

Hehe. Yeah.. they seem harder to get, because there's so few my store gets in for sale. Most need to be ordered. But yep.. xD

Lol. You'd think they'd keep something like that in better stock.

Yeah you would think that. O.o

Meh.

I feel better now. I needed a shower badly. I totally forgot to put on deodorant today. :lol:

I thought I was going to go somewhere earlier, so I got dressed and used deodorant. I didn't shower, but will tomorrow. My cat was licking my hair this evening. I may need shower ^^"

Night Kita :)

Night Kita. :)

I only shampoo my hair about twice a week. No. Don't look a me like that. :P It dries out if I do it any more than that.

sitting here with my cat on my lap. He's purring, but also shaking :/ tonight has been weird.

How so?

I'm watching another cake show.

I'm worrying myself over my cat (he's diabetic) so if he's acting like this I worry. :/

With the cat and my boyfriend being weird. He signed off for the night without saying good night and earlier he was wondering why I wasnt talking, He knew about my cat. But I was also talking with my grandma with my mom.

It's probably okay. I did that to the ex once or twice...albeit, I was severely pissed off about being ignored...he was ignoring me for video games, and things...not something actually viable.

People just need time alone to think. Maybe he had a hard day and wished you'd payed more attention to him despite your reasons.

He did have a bad day at work today. I could understand that, but it's hard to be good at paying attention to someone when you do it via instant messenger.


Edit: Hopefully he's fine in the morning and that this doesn't get turned into totally my fault.

Yeah. Probably. Gotta suck up your pride occasionally.

I hate messengers now, for obvious reasons, but anyway, they're just so impersonal (when we're talking about boyfriends and stuff) and when I'm talking about something important I need to hear the other person's voice to see if I've screwed up or something.

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I bet he will be. I always feel better after I sleep on it.

That's exactly how I am. I hate the fact that he won't bother to try to find his webcam and stuff. I hate it that he won't call me a lot when I'm away. When I go to school, we rely totally on msn messenger, and when he gets into a bad mood, or when we fight, or we get into a serious conversation. He won't call me. He makes me try to sit there and say everything on messenger, no matter how many times I have told him I do not want to, I do not like to, I cannot have a serious conversation on messenger because I cannot hear his voice, he cannot hear mine. I also freeze. When I talk, I say what comes to mind. But, if I do messenger, I freeze and lose my thoughts when I go to type.

Yeah :/

I can actually be more fluent when I'm writing to somebody, but I feel it's better to talk to somebody (AKA hear their voice) because then you lose the ability to actually interact in real life if you always type back and forth. I would be pissed about that too, so don't feel alone in it. Lol.

I have always hated it when people refuse to do little things for you. All the big things in the world doesn't mitigate the fact that you've refused to do all the little stuff the entire time.

Yeah. I try to do things for him. I just have put myself in a funk and I'm trying to get out of it. I don't know but this year has been strange. I'll be fine in a while. I'm usually good with stuff. But, I've just been in a funk since June when my dad and I moved here.

I'm sure. It sounds like you're in a situation you definitely don't want to be in with your parents.

Yeah. I hated having to move so sudden again. I moved further from the boyfriend, though he didn't mind after he got his newer car which has better gas miliage. I've just had a lot and so has everyone else. I know things will be fine. I just keep thinking the worst with how I feel my luck is going.
It's almost 4, I'm beginning to doze off. Sorry for venting like always ^^" night :)

It'll be fine after awhile. :)

Night, Ser.

Also, Ely wants to be a Psychiatrist, she doesn't mind. :)

Does Sesshy count if she just goes to a community college? :x We can pretend it's a Uni..? 8D

Yes'm, you count. :)

Yay! :) Though sometimes I do wish I went to a Uni and had a dorm.

How are you doing Elysium?