*stretches* Ugh.

I hope Dia's alright. She didn't reply.

MissEuphoriaX: it should be safe now~ I hope dia is alright to...D:

...Momo why did you ping me?
I already posted you weirdo.

you did? o.o I didn't see it. ^^;; sorry. xD

I'm sorry.. I just.. ugh.
I never let people into my life ever. And the one time I do... I become close friends with this person.. and he just throws me away. Like I'm some kind of toxic disease. Its been a couple months since he last talked to me, but everytime i hear or see something about him, it irks me.
Was I truly that bad of a person? I trusted him.. with all my secrets and all my feelings. He saw me at my worst. And he just... left.

2nd gay guy to do this to me, by the way. I'm beginning to wonder if all gay guys are this flakey about best friends. :cry:

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I should add we were best friends for over a year.

dia: you probably just met some bad gay guys. I'm pretty sure not all gay guys are like that. Some people are just Jack a**'.

Momo's right. I've never had any gay friends (just luck of the draw, though I hate to say "luck"), but I know people who do have them, and they say they're some of the nicest people they've ever known.

I know how you feel, though, Dia. It's hard to find people willing to stick around even when you aren't being the best of people at the time. Thick and thin, man. Thick and thin. I also always say: "you have to be a friend to have a friend." The dude just didn't deserve your kindness.

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When I entered college I'd made a few friends, and I was really happy and outgoing at the time because I had a boyfriend who supported me and loved me more than the world. When we broke up because of circumstances that no longer allowed us to be together, I became extremely withdrawn and tired. None of them offered me any help, or tried to make me feel better.

Some people really ARE just jacka$$es.

You both are right... I feel a lot better now.

Its not me, its him. I'm a good person, and I'm a good friend. I know I am!

You are a good person and a good friend. :yes:

You totally are! Sometimes you have to say it out loud to yourself to make yourself believe it, but never doubt yourself. :yes:

*sneaks in* :ninja:

To all my American buddies of this thread..
You can all thank East for corrupting me.
I will now one day move to France.. or at least the UK since its so close.
Why?
YouTube - 13) Soundtrack of Moulin Rouge ~ Complainte de la Butte
That voice is why.
:drool:
omg.
So hot.

Miss: :ninja: :poke:

Good morning, brave new world with such peeps in it!

Hey queen.
:glomp:

omg so tired. D;
But East is like a nazi and wont let me go to bed cuz I have to rp with her.
lmao


Goodmorning Dia.
Though its not really morning for me.

Miss: atleast you can RP with her... how are you?
hello Liquid

Its not for me either... well it sort of is. 4:30am ><; boyfriend snoring---> can't sleep.

Mhm you're right queen.
I'm fine. Just extremely sleepy.
And how are you?

lol Dia.
Its only 1:30 here.
I need to head to bed. D:

Miss: im good :D but Hell's little sporn is doing is AGAIN D:

/gets all motherly on you/
Well its your own fault!
If you do the crime you have to do the time.
You're suffering is caused by your own hands.. well and Hell's.
/rubs more cocoa butter on you/

I'll be off now.
My eyes are about to fall out of my head.
Its been a laugh.
(lol sorry. Stealing british lingo from East XD)
Good night..
Or morning..
Or whatever it is for you. [:

Hell: nuuuu! dont leave :cry: bye bye