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I am back now =3
And I am thinking I may have thrown mine away... |
Welcome back.
Aww, that sucks. :C I've thrown a few away by accident. |
I think I've done it before I moved. I will just have to get a new one once I get the money.
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Oh I see. Moving always results in losing stuff or throwing away of stuff.
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Yes. That is one reason why I hate to move.
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I've only moved a couple of times. We've been lucky enough to have to be moving every month or so like my aunt. x.x
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Yikes. That is more than me. I think I moved a total of 15 times my entire life. The biggest was the last one. We moved from Kentucky to Florida.
Be right back. I have to make a resume really quick. |
I mean to not have moved*. Lol. I've only moved twice in my short lifetime. Lol. My aunt moves every other two or so months.
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I know =]
But that still sucks. And I am back. It would have been shorter, but I never made a resume before >< |
welcome back.
I did once in high school. Didn't really put all that much work on it. Lol. |
I think I actually made one in middle school. Didn't really know why I done it. But since then, I never really made one since most places takes applications.
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Yeah, I like applications better. Lol. Much easier than a resume.
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It really is. And less confusing.
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i cant draw to save my life
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Rozalyne: Sorry I was late in replying!
Hm, short and two disks? Well, I'll still have to take a look at it next time we go to town. I love God of War, but I've not played the third one yet, and I think I heard something about a fourth. Right now, though? The focus is Okami. I just restarted the game. I've never had that happen. We had no Internet, and I was not allowed to watch whatever they had on television. To pass the time, I read, though when I did wrong, the books were taken away. Otherwise he really could not care where I was, what I did when not at home. Alas, I still had to go home. That was when I was younger. After I got to be fifteen I managed to find my own way, sleep anywhere I wanted, usually when it was hot I would go to the bluffs and hide in a cave. It was always cool in those caves. Although true, you are an adult, and you must carve your own path. It's just difficult, I think for most parents, to really let their kids have their own way and get older. Neither do I. It's annoying how they kick it up a bit, little by little, bit by bit to where we don't even see it at first. Although I hate when I find pants of any kind, and they look more like capri pants. It's impossible, and I hate them anyway. Best just to spend the little extra to get the right type. Yes, that is exactly it! My grandmother always wore flower-print clothes, so it's what I think about when I see it. Yes, puffy black egg. Because I had pulled my arms in and she took a picture to show me. Indeed it looked like an odd, puffy black egg lying on the sidewalk. Though avoiding namebrand things, I find the clothes I have custom made have a name on the tags. Of course it's to be expected, since it's from a small company, but I'm not the kind to avoid something just because it's labeled with a particular brand. Although my friend Raine, she usually hoards the clothes from clearance racks in male clothing sections. She is one who can make a combination of male clothes on a female person work well. My hair was never completely blue-toned at any point. Sad in a way. Still, a lot of show-offs. Some are funny, others annoying and seem desperate. Hopefully your sister was the funnier type? Oh dear, I would hate to find more grays and white hairs. I've yet to see any more, but of course it's a matter of time. But one has to wonder what we would look like with white hair. I know I would have looked like a ghost... Then, anyway. Well hopefully you will not have a... knife near it. I've dropped this phone a hundred times and it's yet to break on me. Although I'm sure that the slightest misstep will snap it in half sometime. I can pass off a lie to anyone. They are never really huge lies, though, nothing that could be found out and make me hated. I really would rather not have to be hated. Games are the best. I don't own a PlayStation 3 or X-Box, too many stories about them. I've got my number of challenging games, they may be old but they are still good ones. I certainly rage-quitted (if that is the term) on a part of Okami a few years ago, but got past it almost perfectly next time I tried. I hated shock collars as well, but it was the last resort in training ours. As much as I hate to admit it... They worked well. I could never say I was sorry enough, though, it was a bit of a guilt trip every time he was lying in the floor and looking at me for no real reason at all. Oh, the meetings are normally urgent and new, or something happened and they really needed someone to stay in case their stalker or that creep came back. Never a dull moment when we get a call in the middle of the night! Wakes everyone up in an instant. Ah, also! I've finished the first part of your story, though it's not got to the game yet. I'm just introducing the main character and his traits and job while also finding a way to introduce his partner, then I'm going to do a time lapse and switch to the evening of the game. |
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Hey! No worries. Missed ya though. :3 Yeah, I was looking at a walkthrough for the game and saw that the second disk was fairly short. That or there was some part of the guide that was missing. I've restarted so many games... I think I have restarted more times than actually finishing a game. Caves? o 3o I don't think I have ever been inside a cave before. Not even in a fake cave. My dad was just so surprised that I actually left. He honestly thought I didn't have it in me to leave like that. But it's just how I am. Kind of like he kept thinking I was on drugs for some reason. I forgot what I did, but I know I was acting out and thought I was doing stuff like that. Made me upset at first , but then I just kind of brushed it off. I told him if he wanted to keep accusing me of such things, I'd give him a reason to keep saying it. I know he says things on impulse and sometimes he says harsh things because that's his way of caring. I just wish he would give me more credit sometimes. I try to go out more but not so much that they think I just want to be partying all the time. Which by the way, I'm not really a fan of parties. I'd rather just hang out with one or two people and that's it. It seems like each year they increase or decrease the sizes? I don't know. But I hate that these new sizes make me feel overweight when I know I am not. I used to wear capris, now not so much. Not really sure what I saw in them. They look, odd on me. So does my grandma. She also wore them as night gowns. I swear she'd buy one for every night. She had more night gowns than regular clothes. I just don't like certain clothes. The don't fit me well nor are they comfortable to wear. I wasn't really allowed to wear boy clothes. When I was little my mom would dress me up in dresses. I literally looked like a chubby doll. My hair was always pulled back in a tight pony tail with giant hair bows. My sister is more of a tomboy. She is into sports, wearing loose clothing, hair down, and doesn't really care for fashion. But I think she is going through a phase. Sometimes she will dress up but it's rare. The only boy clothing I wear are my brother's old shirts and shorts. Since I'm small most of his stuff fits me so it works out for me. She's funny sometimes, but when I'm in a bad mood it seems obnoxious to me. She does it on purpose, so I try to not get too upset about it. My hair is just odd. Sometimes it styles itself other times it doesn't even know what it's doing. I hope I don't get anymore white hairs. I hear stress causes them... but I have nothing major to stress me out. I have dropped my phone, yet anyway. But I'm clumsy so it's bound to happen sooner or later. I was reluctant to buy my brother the xbox really. I heard that they broke or malfunctioned constantly. But, we got lucky with ours. It has yet to get the famous red ring, and my brother is on almost everyday. The Playstation 3 is alright. Has nice graphics and all, but I prefer my pixels. I occasionally get on my Nintendo 64 and play Glover or Lego Racers. When I put off a game for a couple of days, it gives me a fresh start to pick up where I left off. Especially if I have to spend time leveling up my characters. ' Makes me sad when my dog looks up at me with sad eyes. I feel guilty instantly, especially if I yelled at him harshly for being a brat. I'm not sure if I could do the shock collar, but if it can help then I probably have no choice but to get one. Ahhh stalkers! I had one once. He was kind of creepy, it also didn't help that we went to the same school and had a class together. Now he spends most of his time ignoring me. My boyfriend says he's just jealous because I kept turning him down. I don't know nor care, I'm just glad he moved on and left me alone. But I'm sure the people who call you have way creepier stalkers. Oh! Yay.~ Can't wait to start reading it! I'm super excited for it.~ |
Roza
You did? I should not leave for that long again then unless I have a good reason. My reason right now being I'm making ramen and need my time. I never read the guide. Not even if it's a new and obviously confusing game. I prefer to learn as I go, through trial and error. Usually the first save slot is a horrible experiment on the game. Yes, caves. I preferred the shallow ones, where animals would rather not hide for the night. Makes for a good sleeping place when you wanted to stay away from home for a night. But you are really missing out, it's so interesting in the deeper ones. I would assume he was. Usually they only threaten that because they 'know' you will straighten up. Hm, interesting. Turning the tables on your father, were you? I assume it worked? I might just act that way with the kid over here. My friend Danny's little nine-year-old sister is an independent girl, and all of us are her guardians. When she gets older... Oh, I'm not sure I could imagine it. I'm sure we will be like parents, just like what we all hated about ours (I'm assuming). Oh, I hate big parties. Just with the people close to me, thanks. Well, not exactly. I mean very gradually, over a point of time, decreasing sizes, probably to get us to be more 'self-conscious' about ourselves. But I'm sure if that were the case, I will be feeling like an anorexic in a few years. Oh, capris. I hate them. They... They just make the wearer look shorter, stouter. I'm not sure how. My grandmother got to where all she really wears are her nightgowns. It's just easier for her, since she can never get out anymore and only the closer circles of family visit her. Well we all have our preferences. Mine might seem uncomfortable to some, but it's not, really. What really unnerved me when I was younger was when my father said if my hair grew anywhere near my shoulders, he would put me in a dress and parade me up and down the road. Keeping it short, I was allowed to get what I wanted to wear. Hm, I just got an update. I have been informed that I'm allowed to give you the link to my Sims 3 page so you might see what we all look like, since I took it upon myself to recreate all of us in Sim form to the letter. Oh, of course. No use in getting upset for a while just because it's what they do. Not to say it never happens, certainly. Nowadays my hair just stays in one long sheet. It requires a daily washing and brushing, but otherwise it's calmed. Stress is the main factor for gray and white hair. I just have to wonder why my head was not white by fifteen. Even the small stresses of daily life can get you one every now and then. Oh, it's bound to happen some time, eventually. Some of those consoles... They break, get hacked into, fail... With our luck they would do all of it. Best with the pixels, second comes the PS2. I had to figure out where I was with Okami. Thankfully the little journal keeps track of important characters' words. Oh, I know. I hate that look. And our Danes just have the biggest sad eyes. You always feel bad after scolding them! As long as the shock collar works, you will never have to use it again, at least. I have a lot of stalkers. Had them for years, though luckily they cannot find us here and have no idea where we are. Not that it stops a few online ones who seem to be the 'annoying kid' of the playground. You know the one, who is always seen alone, then you feel bad for them and talk to them and they never leave you alone after that! I'll have to get to the site, and I'll write a bit more, then when I have it up, hopefully by the next post, I'll give it up. ---------- Fleetfantasy: I do believe I forgot to reply to you! I'm very sorry. Even if we had no options in school to take the subject, I would have still written. I started at seven years old, quite an age, but I loved doing it. It opened up so many doors for me. It gave me reason to believe that maybe there was something better out there, like what I could write on paper, in some way, things would turn out all right like they did for the story characters. I'm just glad to live outside a city that has a large choice of past-times. Usually it's crowded during the day, but the venues are open almost all night. College countdown? I've never counted down for it, and I'm actually glad for that. |
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I did. Ooo ramen. I haven't had ramen in some time now. I read the guide when I really have no idea where to go. I've gone in circles before and never realize the hidden passage. But I don't count on the guides, I try to play the game without them. The last game I had my boyfriend look up stuff for me for a side quest and easter eggs. I'm not sure if I could spend the night in cave by myself. Maybe if I had a friend with me or something. I wouldn't mind exploring a cave though, it would be a new scenery for me and a great experience I would think. It worked. He didn't expect it since I'm mostly quiet and don't really talk back. I have much respect for my dad and only try to please and make him proud of me. But, sometimes pressure and harsh words get me so raddled up I just snap. Two things will happen if I am being yelled at, one being that I'll start crying like a baby or I'll get angry yell back. It just depends how I feel that day. I'm extremely sensitive, but I can hold my own if need be. Well if that were the case, then I should be saying I'm obese when I'm clearly not. I stopped thinking that way when I started college. I used to be like almost every other self conscious girl. Constantly saying how ugly and fat I was. Not anymore! I love how I look, may not be model skinny but I have my curves and proud! And the new size changes won't tell me any different. So does my grandma. But looking at her, sometimes I can't believe that she is over sixty. She looks young for her age, but it does show when she can't open the caps from bottles or button up a shirt. He hands shake, so night gowns are easier for her. Gosh, your father was a real jerk. I think some guys look better with longer hair than short hair. Just like some look good being bald. You made a Sim of yourself? That's cool, I haven't really played it. I had it on my computer but I think I accidently deleted it when I was cleaning out my computer. Well if it's okay, I'd love to see them. I think I got most of my strands from the two years my parents kept pressuring me about college plus their separation issues. I get stuck in the middle with no way out except for school, but I couldn't concentrate so that failed. They get hacked into if the person being hacked isn't smart about it. Most who hack for the fun of it usually need to go after stupid people, but those who know what they are doing, well they can get through anyone really. But people nowadays hack phones since most use them as a computers these days. There is no escaping from being hacked, I just try to not make myself a target. And if I shop online I make sure it's a site I know well before I put any personal information out there. I hope that it works. I'd hate to have to use it more times than I should. Yikes! People really do get obsessed. Least they can not find you, or you would probably have to move a lot just to get away. Oh I know exactly what you mean. It happen to me with a guy, who we'll call Z. I remember one incident, it was during Valentine's Day. That morning a friend of mine gave me a box of chocolates, unfortunately I'm not a fan of that kind of choco'lit. So later that day I had a class with Z. I had the box of choco'lit on the desk and he asked if I was going to eat them. I said no and asked if he wanted them. He took them and started telling everyone that the box of choco'lit was my gift for him. Z kept saying how we were best friends and kept hugging me. I tried to explain to him that it was not a gift, but he said it was and that I shouldn't be shy about it. To this day he still thinks that that was my Valentines' gift for him. All this because I said hi to him on the first day of school. Oooh okay! |
Roza Neither have I, had to go out to get a box of it the other day. Sometimes I read the guides in the God of War games, usually since they have interesting things and are about thirty pages long. I learned about the monsters I would fight and all throughout the game was wondering when I would meet the Cerberus or Cyclops. Those Sirens are stronger than I thought! And oddly enough, the Minotaurs are weak. A cave was better than an alley, really, and in the end, it was peaceful since we had a nice body of water right there that I could listen to. Just take a lantern or flashlight with you, or that scenery you are looking for will be a blanket of blackness. Oh, it’s always a surprise when someone quiet and compliant gets back at you. Takes you off guard! Really, I’ve never been sensitive, not after the age of twelve, when that had to go right out the window ‘or else’. So if I’m in a corner, I’ll bite back every time. Clearly. And sometimes we cannot help where we are in the ‘scale’ of weight. Some of us are extremely thin for a mix of overactive metabolism and their jobs, while others have slow metabolism and cannot find the time to get out and do things as much as they want. It’s a bad targeting system, which I believe it to be. I got over it a while back, no one can really bother me about my weight since it’s not bad anymore. Of course, if we pay attention in the beginning, they cannot convince us that a particular size is a smaller version just because it’s got a tag that says so. My grandmother was beaten down pretty well by her age. She is not quite seventy yet, and has some health problems that will not let her walk or stand for a long time, and she can no longer handle more than several stairs at a time. Is sad, it is. Jerk will not even begin to describe it. And I usually avoid the bulk of what he is and what he did since I hate to bring down conversations such as this one. I’m just thinking that growing out my hair to this impossible length is to get back at what he did with it when I had no say in the matter. Still, I think it’s easier to take care of since I can just sweep it back in a braid and it’s out of the way. Oh yes, I did. Their thunbnails are here. Just click on one you want to see and it’ll take you to a bigger headshot. The bottom right side has a magnifying mode you can click and let you see the clothing types. Some I just had to guess on. And I had to make due with the clothes I had since I had not installed the SteamPunk styles when I was making them. Got the game the day it came out, and one particular Sim I’ve had since that day. Ah, most likely they came from that, then. Usually it takes a while, then suddenly there are a hundred white strands! Not good, though, your stuck in the middle. Sorry to hear that. I heard a story about the PlayStation network itself getting hacked into and most people losing everything they had in their accounts. Makes me glad I never invested in it. I tell you one thing, I change my password every week on every site, just in case! Getting hacked so many times on Gaia made me terribly paranoid that way. And usually the passwords are long twisting things with strange characters and random letters thrown in. Indeed. As few times as possible, just hoping it works. Well they are obsessed for different reasons than the usual stalker or creep. We were headed one place, but a while back we completely switched directions, so I’m hoping they are following a cold trail. But we shall leave that ominous conversation for a different time. Heh, I tell you, that Z character is almost funny, if it were not so sad. He seems to have believed it to the letter. This annoying one, whom I shall know as A, had simply sat alone outside school every day, staring at the ground, and I finally got a dagger of pity in my back and went forward to say hello. His face brightened up as if I had changed a light bulb! Incidentally, he followed me home talking and talking, and every day he would always look for me during our lunch hour. He clung to me like a lost puppy, one that could talk. I tolerated it up to a point, where I just had to get away from him. I told him off, and it killed me to do it. After that he sulked anywhere around me, but he seemed to have more friends when I saw him from a distance. Someone said he wanted me to feel bad for him, and I could tell. |
Hello there everyone. I hope you are well.
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Do you mind if I join in?? :]
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Sure. I hope you are doing well, Tears.
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You can call me Joy :]
I'm doing well, how about yourself? |
Alright =] I was about to ask you if I could.
And I am doing well. Been out all day looking for a job. No luck, though =[ |
Aww :[
What type of job are you looking for?? |
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