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Shakaka felt sad as he saw Gemma look heartbroken. He reached put and kissed her deeply. It wouldn't be the same as if it had really been Gaara, but it was his body and that had to amount to something. Cho woke the two up and they seemed not to even know what had happened or that it had even happened. They just continued acting the same. Temari say the look in Gemma's eyes and she nearly hissed. Her arms tightened around Gaara and she ran a hand down Gaara's body to a place no sister should ever touch their brother. Gaara gasp, clearly not used to that kind of contact. "T-Temari..." he groaned and his eyes closed. He shivered and Temari smirked at Gem. She only wanted this stranger to back off. She had no idea the sight of this happening would hurt Gemma. She didn't know how much she loved Gaara. He was panting and looked crazed. "Ah..Temari..stop...you don't know how that makes me feel." he groaned and she only smiled at him. "I think I have a decent idea." she whispered in his ear. His guard was completely down and he grabbed Temari. She had gone way to far and she would pay dearly for it. He pressed her down to the grass and kissed her roughly, forcing his tounge in her mouth. She squeaked in suprize and a bit of fear. She hadn't seen this side of her brother. She regretted her actions and only wanted him to get off of her. He stopped kissing her for a moment to pull his shirt off over his head. "G-Gaara..n-no..don't.." she didn't want him to take her purity at such a young age. He showed no songs of slowing down. "You started this and you WILL give what I want. Are we understood?" he growled and she bit back tears. "Y-Yes.." she whispered. She wondered if he had no shame. He was going to rape her in front of some random stranger. That meant he was going to kill her. She wanted to cry. She loved him, but he could be so violent. He suddenly stopped. She was half naked and he was almost completely so, in just boxers. He sighed and pushed her away. "Sorry.." he mumbled. Then he turned his eyes to her. "But, Temari. If you ever do that agian..I will Fu** you."
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Gem sighed softly as Gaara/Shakaka’s lips came down on hers kissing her deeply, it wasn’t the same this wasn’t her Gaara even though it was his body. ”Thanks for trying Shakaka” she whispered as both Gaara and Temari stirred, soon they were both awake and Gemma cooled her face into a mask of indifference. That soon cracked and broke as Temari started to touch Gaara in places that no sister should touch her brother in. Gemma’s mouth dropped open shock coursing through her even Cho was shocked speechless now this was going too far. Cho! This is too much Cho didn’t say anything couldn’t say anything as they watched Gaara’s face reddened his breathing become ragged. The bulge in his pants showed just how much Temari’s touch affected him though it shouldn’t. Pain deep and aching coursed through her and she pressed her hand to her stomach blinking back tears, she knew she shouldn’t be jealous but now she understood how Gaara had felt when he caught her in the car with some random man. ”OH my god” she breathed as Gaara finally gave in forcing his sister down on the grass, it was clear what his intent was Temari had pushed him too far. ”Gaara stop” Gem reached out for him but he stopped himself before she could touch him. ”Gem I am so sorry that this happened” Cho called in her mind he could feel Gem’s hurt, rage, jealousy, and disbelief all rolled into one and it killed him. It isn’t your fault Cho you’ve done more than you ever needed to for us she reminded him. ”Gaara… she’s your sister…”
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Shakaka cringed as he saw the crazy lust in Gaara's eyes. He looked so wild an all he wanted to do was have Temari. It was kind of sick. Gaara turned to Gemma as she spoke and pointed a long, thin finger at her. "How dare you come and try to tell me wrong from right?! HOW DARE YOU!? AWNSER ME FOOLISH GIRL!" he screamed at her so loud it echoed in the large field. Sand whipped around his head furiously. "She loves me! I don't give a rats ass if she IS my sister. I really could careless. She's been here for me and that's all that matters. Don't try to act like you know me, cause you don't! You don't know my feelings, you don't know my past. Besides! You wouldn't care if you DID know how I felt!" he wanted to kill her so bad and it showed on his tear brimmed eyes. Temari looked rather afraid and shushed Gaara, cupping his face gently. "Come on. Let's go home ok?" She smiled sweetly at him. He seemed to calm just a bit. It was clear that he had been emotionally abused. He was so defensive and had a lot of anger. He'd been turned into a monster. Temari poofed him and her back into their house and Gemma was left alone. Cho sighed. "Remeber. Patience..." he reminded her that he had told her that she had to break his shell.
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Gem’s heart ached as she looked at the spot where Gaara and Temari had just been her eyes filled with tears that eventually spilled over as she hugged her arms around her waist choking back the sobs that threatened. ”But I love you” she whispered to the empty spot, she knew she had pushed things put she couldn’t keep her mouth shut. Cho watched as Gem started to cry and felt her sadness it was amazing how deeply humans felt things. He wished he could help but he had already done all he could, now he could only help with little things. ”He’s supposed to be with me, not her” she choked out wiping her eyes.
”Who’s supposed to be with you?” a deep voice asked Gem’s head jerked up and she sat face to face with the assassin, how could she had been so unobservant? Her nails elongated and she jumped to her feet ”like I would ever tell you” she hissed slashing at him only so he moved back. She swiped at her eyes harder now to clear them of any tears. ”Well considering I found my target sobbing in a field I figured I would at least ask before I killed her” he shrugged and palmed a blade ”I could have killed you so easily had I wanted to you were completely unaware” Gem didn’t say anything, he was right though she had been unaware with good reason but still. The fight that ensued was over rather quick, Gem managed to get away just barely though with a deep gash that ran the length of her arm and a cut cutting across her stomach. Somehow she made it to Gaara’s village before fainting dead away from blood loss. When she woke she was in the clinic a bandage around her stomach and arm. |
Cho felt the same emotional and physical pain as Gemma. When he blade sliced her, the young demon also felt it. He screamed and cried out in her head. He heard voices and shivered. It was Kankuro. He'd brought her in to the kagekazes clinic. He was talking to Temari. "Why did you bring her here?! Even if those wounds don't kill her, Gaara will! She was...very rude to him. You know how he takes things! She acctully told him he was wrong for..well.." Kankuro cocked an eyebrow. "For what Temari" the little blonde girl started to sob and held onto her elder brother who was also the kage of sand. "He tried to rape me.." she wished she hadn't told him. He only pressed more details put of her. "Why would Gaara want to rape you. You're his sister , not to mention that Gaara isn't one to become randomly excited. What happened." Temari sobbed louder. "I-I got annoyed with that girl that you brought in because she was looking at him...she was just staring and he's mine!" she declared. "He tried to rape you because you got annoyed?" she frowned and shivered as she spoke. "N-No...I..I...I..." she started to cry agian. "SPIT IT OUT TEMARI! WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO?!" "I touched him..I ram my hands all down his body and in to his pants and then I started to touch his.." she was cut off as Kankuro understood before she finished. "Temari!!! Why would you do that to him?! You know he already is deprived of that kind of attention! I'm suprized he didn't just have you right then and there!" he facepalmed. "Idiot! He's a teenage boy! You did that because you were jelous of a girl he didn't even really know?!" she looked bashfully ashamed. "Yes..and then she told him it was wrong because I was his sister..he got really mad. I thought he was going to kill her..but he hesitated. He seemed...to kind of like her..." Temari wailed. "He's mine!! Not hers mine!!"
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A small groan of pain broke into the pairs conversation, Gem hadn’t heard what they said but Cho was pretty quick on filling her in. So that’s what had driven Temari into acting so inappropriately, well at least Gem wasn’t the only one outraged by it Kankuro didn’t care much for the way Temari had acted either, this little girl was so different than the way she had been a month ago when things had been so different. And it wasn’t only the age thing, it was a level of maturity she didn’t have any more instead she was childish and jealous. Okay so Gem was jealous too but at least she could control herself. ”Hey sleeping beauty. How are you feeling?” Cho asked though he really didn’t need to ask he knew exactly how she felt… like shit. I’ve felt better Gemma joked unwilling to get up and cause herself more pain. What happened?” she asked him finally. ”She brought the rape thing down on herself, thought Gaara must actually hate himself for doing that to his sister, or loving her like that at all Cho finally commented as Gemma slowly opened her eyes and looked around the room. Cho fell silent as Gem’s eyes landed on Temari they hardened as jealous tore through her, sitting up was a hard task and it brought another grown of pain from her. ”Clarify something for me I’m in the sand clan right? Oh and also thanks to whoever bandaged me up”
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Temari glared daggers at Gemma as she spoke. Gaara stood behind his sister. Kankuro frowned at the odd looks Gaara was giving his sis. She also felt his eyes traveling her body and she shivered and shifted uncomfortably. She really was regreting turning him on. She was sure they'd end up having sex before to day was over. Then he looked at Gemma. He seemed a bit indifferent. "You're welcome. I bandaged you up." Kankuro and Temari's jaws dropped. Temari was really hating Gemma. She was pretty and getting a decent amount of Gaara's attention. He had come down here in a rave outfit. It was a neon green muscle shirt and a fishnet one on top. His pants were tight leather. Kankuro stared with disapproval. "Um...Gaara...why are you wearing Temari's clothes?" Gaara glared. "Because I can! Why do you wear makeup?" Kankuro growled. "It's facepaint!" he insisted. Gaara nodded. "Well this is my rave outfit." Temari smiled and ran to pit on her rave clothes. She came down in a neon pink bra, a fishnet shirt on top and leathe pants even tighter than Gaara's. She smiled. "Can I come?" Gaara gaped over her amazing curves. She looked really good for a girl of her age. "Sure. Of coarse you can come." Kankuro just shook his head as the two left quickly in a whirl of sand. He sat beside Gemma. "So...I remember everything Gemma..I'm so sorry..."
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Gem’s small hands curled into fists how was it she could both like and hate the girl at the same time? She hated the way Gaara was looking at her, looks he used to reserve only for her, looks she wished he would start to give her again. Pain crossed her face that she tried to cover up and luckily since Gaara was so busy looking at his sister’s curves. She did look pretty good for a fourteen year old though not quite as filled out as Gemma, though Gem’s body wasn’t as curvy as it had been when she was seventeen. Temari was taller, and thinner. Gemma was shorter with a small waist and curvy hips. Gem let her head fall into her hands this situation sucked truly sucked, how could anyone feel so much hurt and not just fall apart from it?
”Whoa Kankuro you remember me? You remember it all?” Gem’s head shot up eyes wide with surprise. Nice job Cho! she teased a wry smile slipping onto her pale face. ”Hey I’m still learning” he sounded indignant and normally that would make her laugh but today that didn’t have any effect on her. ”Cho should really learn how to be more precise with his magic, but at least you remember me… wait Kankuro if you remember me and remember what I was to Gaara why didn’t you stop Temari from this… love this she has going with Gaara? I can’t stand the way they look at each other, the look he gave her all he wanted was to fuck her brains out and it’s going to happen I just know it” she shuddered, Temari had gotten herself in deeper than she ever knew. By the time the night was over she would regret this, and so would Gaara. |
Kankuro took his short off, and at first Cho thought he was about to try something with Gemma, but gasp. Running down Kankuro's body was a long bandage that was slightly red from dried blood. "Gemma..I can't stop Gaara. He's...really strong. That sand of his is insanely deathly. He told me if I try to get in between him and Temari agian, he would take my head off. That's not something I want. O, and Cho didn't give me my memory. Shakaka ga e it back to me. He said that by demon law he was allowed to tell only one person and it couldn't be either Temari or Gaara. He hoped I could help you in some way." Kankuro suddenly blushed as he heard a loud moan coming from Gaara's room down the hall. It was Temari. She seemed to be in ecasty. "Ga..ara.." she moaned slowly. Kankuro hated that they had decoded to go somewhere so close to here to do that. He wanted to cover Gemma's ears from the noises his sister was making. Suddenly Temari screamed and he heard a shaky sob. "G-Gaara..t-that h-hurt!" she whined. He chuckled darkly. "Don't worry. It will feel really good soon enough." Damn those walls were thin. Kankuro knew what he wanted fixed asap. A loud moan came from Temari. "Ah!!! Gaara! Harder..please.." Kankuro offically wanted to puke. He was still really glad he couldn't see them at least. Cho also heard these noises, though he had to hear them from Gemma first which meant she would know what was happening first. He took over her body and shut her in herself so she was practically deaf and blind. She would at least not hear the rest. Kankuro was not so lucky and he was really hating his siblings. He could hear skin hitting skin and heard the lodest moan yet. It was finished with one small groan from Gaara.
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”What did he do to you?” she asked in horror reaching out to touch the bandage lightly dried blood crusted it, it looked very painful. She winced in sympathy for him ”I know how strong Gaara is..” her slender shoulders slumped and her face fell, it was hard to hold back the sobs that kept coming up every single time she thought about Gaara and how he used to be with her. He might act like he wanted his sister but the way he acted with her was just lust not love so there was still a chance she could pull him away from her. ”That strength has pulled him through so much but what he needs now is someone to lean on talk to, someone who loves him unconditionally much like Temari does, but Temari doesn’t seem to understand what she’s getting herself into…she might be his sister but I’m the one he’s meant to be with and I will prove that to him” her face took on a determined look and she tried a small smile that disappeared as sounds she hoped to never hear again could be heard from walls that were too wretchedly thin. ”Oh god” she wanted to block out the sounds cover her ears but she couldn’t move could only listen as Gaara and Temari stepped over a boundary they could never pull back from. It was a blessing when Cho took over her body and locked her senses away so she couldn’t see or hear anything but she could still hurt could still ache. And figuratively that’s what she was inside her body a small ball of aching hurt.
”I had to do that. She’s never going to be able to get those sounds out of her head, they will haunt her, haunt you I’m sure” Cho shuddered he had never actually taken over Gem before and it felt odd to have a female body but right at the same time because he had already been inside her so long. ”How could Gaara do that to Temari?” he asked disgusted. |
Gaara stroked Temari's hair as the girl panted, completely worn out. She smiled at him, clearly more than happy he'd done such a thing with her. She still wished she was a virgin, but maybe since it was Gaara who had her virginity it would be okay. He had pulled up the covers of his bed around the two and Temari stood. She pulled on her clothes and limped I'm to tell Kankuro something. Gaara laid on the bed hating himself for giving in to his lust. He had just done that to his sister. He had given he hope that there could possibly be a thing between them. She wanted so bad to be loved by him and he had just made her think it was possible for her to have him as her own. Kankuro glared angrily at Temari as she limped in. She looked afraid. "Kankuro...um..I came to say that I have your paint." she handed him a small tube of facepaint. He looked at her terrified expression. "Temari...what's wrong?" she sobbed. "what if I get pregnant?!" Kankuro looked like he might barf. "He didn't use a--" "No.." she said misarably. Kankuro sighed. This was a hard thing to deal with. He had to think of Gemma and how the girl must feel. Cho had to let her back in control. It was tiring for him to be in control of her body.
Gaara walked in about an hour later when the only person there was Gemma. He worked on getting her old bandages off as he replaced them with new ones. He tried to be a bit friendly. He'd seen a lot of hurt in her eyes and had to wonder what horrible things she might be going through. "So..what happened anyway? These were done with a blade." he pointed to her wounds. He wondered who would try and kill a child. Then agian, hos uncle tried to kill him, so nothing could suprize him. |
Cho had to eventually give control back to Gemma, though he held out long enough for Kankuro to take Temari out of the room so the pair could talk. Gem blinked groggily as she came back to her body it was like coming awake after being asleep. Cho didn’t tell her about Temari’s newest problem. Geez what would happen if she was pregnant with Gaara’s child that would kill Gem would kill Gaara too, there was no doubt he had to hate himself for what they did. Blood started to stain Gemma’s bandages all her moving around had opened up her wounds again. Gaara came in and though Gem wanted to be angry with him, wanted to hurt him make him feel as much pain as he had given her but she couldn’t she could see it on his face in his eyes that he was hating himself. But her heart softened as it always did when she was around Gaara all she wanted from him was for him to take her in his arms and tell her everything was going to be alright. She closed her eyes trying to hide her pain from him couldn’t stand to look at him not after what he had done. ”It was just someone trying to get revenge on me for killing their father. It was my mission though that man’s father killed my own father so I’m not sorry for what I did. But after you and… Temari” here she gritted her teeth at the thought of Temari. ”left me in the meadow the assassin found me and there was a terrible fight” she shrugged, "I got these from him, why so curious anyway Gaara... you hate me"
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Gaara looked away. "I don't hate you. I hate myself. I was angry because you pointed out that I was wrong." he laughed nervously. "Maybe if would have listened I wouldn't be in this right now. I don't love Temari like that. I'm just...lonely....she gives me attention and that makes me like her." he was so close to tears and he wasn't so sure he could hold them much longer. He was almost finished with her bandages, but he couldn't hold back his pain any longer. He wailed and burried his face in his hands so she couldn't see him. He had needed to do this for years. He'd not cried since he was five years old and now he basked his eyes out. Shakaka was telling him how much if a loser he was. He figured Gemma would like to see his heart ache for what he'd done so Shakaka played with his emotions. He felt the boy's thoughts turn from anger to pain and eventually to a point that they were slightly suicidal. Shakaka stopped his taunting. He knew he'd already gone to far and anymore tearing him down could make him do something horrible. Then Shakaka gasp. Temari and Kankuro walked in the room and stared at their sobbing brother. Temari screamed at Gemma. "What the hell did you do?!" Garra just looked up at her and stared. "W-We need to talk about what happened." Temari nodded. "But first...we found out that I'm going to have your child." they had an advanced system that could tell even this soon. Gaara paled. "Get out! I'm not finishe here and you come barging in announcing that to the world?!" they saw he was about to get really angry and left in a hurry. Kankuro had tried to tell her to tell Gaara in private, bit he couldn't get her in time to shut her up. They shut the door and Gaara looked at Gemma with the most hurt building up in him he ever felt. He wasn't crying anymore. He just looked at her. "I want to die." he stated very bluntly.
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Gem didn’t say anything she already knew all this knew he hated himself for what he did to his little sister no need to add more to it, he already looked miserable enough. ”There are many out there who are more than willing to give you attention” she pointed out tugging down her shirt as he finished wrapping a bandage around her stomach. He looked close to tears and it squeezed her heart, yes he had been the reason for all her heart ache and pain recently but that didn’t mean she wanted him to hurt like this, she wanted to comfort him somehow and knew he would only push her away if she tried. She felt at a loss for words unsure of what to do with this new Gaara, but when he burst into tears sobbing his heart ache she knew deep down he was still her Gaara, reaching out she touched his shoulder. ”Oh Gaara” she didn’t hesitate this time she wrapped her arms around his body and held him as he cried ignoring the pain that sliced through her arm. ”Shh it’s okay” she cooed running her fingers through his hair soothingly. Eventually the wound in her arm opened to the degree that blood was making the bandage slick and she had to pull back lest she get blood on him, which was probably just as well because Temari and Kankuro walked into the room. One look at Gaara and Temari was pretty quick at blaming Gem. ”I didn’t do anything to him you little demon, ever stopped to think that maybe it’s guilt for what he did to you that’s making him so upset?” she snapped at Temari unable to hold her tongue any longer, reaching out she brushed the hair away from Gaara’s tear stained face lightly. Part of her died inside hearing Temari’s announcement but she kept her face calm somehow. After they left she cupped Gaara’s face lightly holding his gaze. ”That may be how you feel now Gaara, but you have never been one to run away, you will see this through to the end no matter how painful” she kissed his forehead before letting go of his cheeks and re-changing the bandage on her arm. Blood was already dripping down her arm staining the white t shirt she had been given to wear.
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Gaara looked extremely freaked out. He back away from her just slightly. "You seem to know a good bit about me..how? I want to know how you know me..." Cho facepalmed. Gemma had made it clear she knew him at least a little bit and suddenly Cho screamed as he relized that Gaara was repelling parts of his magic. He was gaining some of his old memories. Memories of being kage. Memories of being in the meeting and seeing Gem. Then it all stopped at the memory of her giving him soup when he was deathly ill. He looked intrigued. He thought all of these new memories had only been dreams. "Y-You? Wait...am I supposed to b kage? Did you bring me soup? Why am I older in my dreams?" he battered her with questions as he questioned his sanity. Surely it wasnt possible that he was living a differant life. He remebered nothing past that day when she brought him soup. Temari was actully older than him by five years. She wasn't madly in love with him. He cocked his head sideways as he thought. It made him look rather adorable in a way. "Is my name really Gaara? Where am I from? What am I like?" he began asking questions agian.
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Gem waved her hand nonchalantly her face cooled into a blank mask damn I’m dumb if she had been alone she would have facepalmed herself much as Cho did mentally. [i]”You’re telling me”[/b] Cho replied shaking his head, the girl hadn’t thought she had merely reacted to his pain, that wasn’t good and now Gaara was starting to remember things, dimly of course he thought it was from a dream. ”Intuition is all, I’d have to be deaf to not hear what happened earlier and the way you reacted to it with such guilt…. Well it’s hard not to see that you have an underlying strength and pride. It’s that strength that will prevent you from running away. I don’t know what you’re talking about with the rest of it. You’re too young to be a Kage and I only met you today unless I was out longer then I thought. Perhaps you had dreams of the future” she shrugged trying to play it off while inside she was yelling at herself. She could only hope he would drop it. Though really would it be so bad if he got his memories back? He might remember how he felt for her and things between them could return to the way they used to be,… although it would be cute to fall in love all over again without all the death and pain this time, to actually have a chance at being happy. Gem would gladly let Ash and his heirs run her clan because she knew they would do it well if it only meant staying with Gaara, even if Temari was going to have his child. It wasn’t ideal yes but she could understand why he had turned to his sister when no one else was giving him the love he craved.
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Gaara frowned. He had really hoped that he was something more than the little lonely child that he was. Shakaka felt a bit bad for his little jirochi. Gaara grabbed a penut butter and jelly sandwich from his pocket and unwrapped it. He started to eat it, but looked displeased with the taste. He mentally cursed Shakaka for making him eat this nasty stuff. Temari walked in a seemed a bit cheerful. She gently kissed Gaara's cheek and moved to him lips. She wrapped herself around him. "mm..I love you so much." she cooed. Gaara gently pushed her off and shook his head. "No, Temari. We've already made a very big mistake and we don't need to make another one. We need to stop this behavior." Tears formed in Temari's eyes and she sobbed. "Why don't you love me?" she looked so heart broken. He looked suprized and afraid. "No, no! Temari..I didn't say I didn't love you. You're my sissy. I'll always love you! I just don't want to do that horrible thing to you again ok?" she didn't stop crying. "It wasn't a horrible thing. It was so good." she ran a hand over his manly area and he moaned. "No!" he said sternly. "Gaara please...I want you.." sh hoped her tone had turned him on. She leaned up against him and felt something poking her in the lower stomach. That meant she was doing a good job. He hoped to have him in her bed within a few minutes.
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Gem inwardly groaned as Temari came in, why couldn’t she have had a few more minutes with Gaara before the little demon came back in? How was it that she liked the older Temari so much for the love and protection she gave her brother and hate it in the young girl so much because that same love had turned into something so inappropriate? ”Good lord girl you’re already pregnant with his child keep it in your pants” she snapped unable to control herself, all she wanted to do right now was yank Temari away from Gaara and replace the girl in his arms. ”He said no, he means no please at least be decent enough to respect that, or at the very least could you do this out of my sight. I don’t really like seeing a little sister fondle her brother in such a sensitive area” she stood up ignoring the pain as her movements reopened her stomach wound. The physical pain was better than the pain in her heart as she watched them. Gritting her teeth against the pain she moved around the pair who sat so close to her bed, mumbling angrily to herself. ”I’m sorry I know I’m way out of line here…” she trailed off regretting her outburst, sighing she sank down into a chair near the bed weakness overcoming her.
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"Temari! No!"he barked as she started pulling off his clothes. She had gotten off his pants and the fishnet shirt. He stood in his boxers and the neon green wifebeater. He was annoyed that she would do a think lime that in front of Gemma. She took a Kunui and cut his wifebeater clean of his body. He was shirtless. Then she cut off his boxers. He blushed so red it matched his hair."Seriously!? You say you love me! You need to stop! We're not alone and you need to control your hormones!"He gave her an annoyed look and felt embarrassment as he had to change Gemma's bandage's and stop her bleeding in his nudity. Temari grabbed him when he was done and rubbed all over his body. She did a small healing justsu on Gemma that would stop any wounds from opening back up. She sat Gemma outside the room and slung Gaara on the bed. She was now nude as well and climbed ontop of him, staring into his eyes. She was confused. He looked so afraid. Had she looked like that when he had tried to rape her the first time. She had not wanted to do this not long ago and now she craved it. She bound up his arms with a thick rope.
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Gem couldn’t move an inch her eyes were wide as Temari cut Gaara’s clothes off of him. She had seen Gaara nude before and even though he was skinnier now, not as toned he was still an amazing male specimen that she wanted to run her hands all over and taste every inch of him. Where was Kankuro when you needed him? Temari ignored her words too caught up in overwhelming lust to even think straight , Gaara wanted her to stop and yet even he couldn’t reach her, yet still he still managed to rewrap her bandages, Temari only stopped long enough to perform enough healing jutsu to stop her wounds from reopening only so they didn’t have to stop again and Temari could throw Gem out of the room. No! This wasn’t right Gaara didn’t want this! Why couldn’t Temari see that she was forcing him? Seems she could have to take things in her own hands, Cho cried a warning to her, but Gem didn’t hear him her blood was pounding in her ears anger building. The door wasn’t locked apparently Temari wasn’t thinking straight. Gaara was bound naked to the hospital bed Gem had just been on an equally naked Temari straddling him. With a strength that surprised her especially with her wounded body she hooked her arm around Temari’s waist and pulled her off of him. ”God damn it girl get a hold of yourself” she yelled trying to hold onto the screeching struggling girl with one arm and trying to untie Gaara with the other. It was no easy feat
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Gaara's breath was shallow and he really needed female attention. He glared at Temari and once he was out of the rope he stood over her in his nude state. She reached out for him, but he was to far away and she couldn't go to him since she was being held back by Gemma. "Temari....you don't love me. You don't and I know it. Do you relize that you just raped me?" he had hurt all in his expression and Temari started to cry as she relized that in her lust she had hurt him very badly. "G-Gaara..I'm sorry.." she choked out. He just shrugged. "Guess Yashamaru was right after all. I really can be my only love." That broke Temari more than anything. Yashamaru was thier uncle who had tried to murder him as a child. The same that had caused him to become so recluse and crazy. The one that caused him to engrave a kanji into his own forehead. She looked up at Gemma. "You were right and I didn't listen. I've hurt him and now there's no telling what will become of him." her lip twiched as she held back tears. She hugged Gemma, disregarding that she was naked.
Gaara sat in his room and thought of how it felt to be loved by no one. He felt used and now he felt like he couldn't take anymore. He had never seen his own blood before. He had that sand that would protect him from any attacker. He wanted to feel physical pain. He'd been told it could release some emotional pain, and ge had way ti much of that. He grabbed a large blade that was curved and looked wickedly sharp. He threw his gourd to the floor and pulled the blade across his wrist. It was a strange feeling. Something about it was a bad feeling, but it did take his mind off of the bad feelings on the inside. He did this all the way up both arms. He could smell the blood with his sharp sense of smell that he had because of Shakaka. It was irony smelling. Kankuro walked in and saw him sitting on the bed but, his back was turned away so he couldn't see what he was doing. Gaara jeard him and pulled the covers around him. He was still nude. Kankuro could also smell the blood, but anyone could have. It was very strong and pungent. He thought Gaara had killed someone. "Gaara! What have I told you about killing everyperson that--GAARA!?" he grabbed him and watched tears run down his face. He looked down and saw blood dripping down from his arms down off the tips of his fingers and splashing on the floor. Kankuro's eyes watered. "Gaara...why?" "It makes me feel better." he mumbled quietly. Kankuro was horrified. He held his little brother close to him and sobbed. He pulle his clothes on and dragged him out of his room near the room Gemma was in. He told Gaara to wait outside and went in to get band-aids and achol and stitches where he'd gone a bit to deep with the cutting. He saw a naked Temari hugging onto Gemma. "Did Gaara rape you?!" he asked, very upset already. "N-No..I r-raped him." she choked out. That pissed Kankuro off to no end. He dragged Gaara in the room and grabbed his arms, forcing Temari to watch the dark red liquid run all down his arms. "I hope you're happy Temari! Look what you've done! LOOK!" she sobbed even harder as a big drop of blood dripped on her bare leg. Kankuro set Gaara on the bed as he started looking really weak. He stitched up a few places and put band-aids on the other places. He held his brother in his arms after he patched him up. He was afraid of what Gaara might do if he became so upset agian. He left the room and left Gaara with Gemma. He only stared at the floor and didn't speak. |
Part of her just wanted to hurt Temari worse for putting a look of such deep pain on Gaara’s face, an even bigger part wanted to revel in the tears Temari shed as the full implications of what she had just done hit her. A small part of her couldn’t stand the sight of the tears on the young woman’s face, she loved her brother even if the way she loved him wasn’t right it was still love through and through. She was young and hormonal and while that didn’t excuse what she had done Gemma couldn’t just turn her away when Temari threw her arms around Gem and sobbed. Gem’s shirt grew wet with her tears, this girl was too young to feel the emotions and lust that ran through her ”and what are you an old woman?” Cho quipped in her mind but she ignored him, she wasn’t old but she knew pain like this, and she wouldn’t wish it on anyone. What Temari had done was betray Gaara’s trust something she might not ever earn again. ”H-he h-h-hates… me” Termari sobbed her fingers clutching the back of Gem’s shirt, her squeeze aggravated her wounds but due to Temari’s jutsu from earlier they wouldn’t reopen. ”He doesn’t hate you sweetie, but you hurt him badly, he trusted you and you let your body’s wants override your reason” she pet Temari’s hair lightly, her words stinging the girl as much as her tone of voice soothed, it wasn’t accusing it was understanding something that surprised them both. ”Why are you being so understanding?” Cho asked curious, he expected Gem to be after Temari’s blood not comforting her. Controlling yourself can be hard, I remember how I felt under Kumai’s control and while it isn’t the same thing I know that you’re body can sometimes override any sane thought other then lust she shrugged. With Temari like this it was easier to remember the kind woman she had been who looked out for her little brother versus the jealous possessive lovesick girl she was in this upside down version of their life.
Temari only clung tighter to Gem when Kankuro came into the room, the girl dreaded his judgment but he had to know. Gem stayed quiet throughout the entire exchange though when Gaara came into the room with rivulets of blood running down his arms to drip on Temari’s bare legs she let out a sound of pained dismay, how could her Gaara do this. Though she knew why it felt better, the physical pain let out some of the emotional pain. ”Stop Kankuro yelling at her won’t change anything. What’s done is done” releasing Temari she wrapped the bed cloth around the girls slender body covering her nakedness. The girls cheeks were stained with tears but it was nothing compared to the blank look on Gaara’s face. Kankuro left shortly after, Temari looked like she wanted to say something to Gaara but at a shake of the head from Gem she stopped, and it amazed even Gemma when Temari left the room at Gem’s order. Alone now with Gaara she took a seat next to him. ”What kind of messed up family are you getting yourself into?” Cho asked as he looked at the bandages on Gaara’s arms through Gem’s eyes. No family is perfect and all are fucked up she replied before ignoring him completely Gaara needed her attention now not her inner demon. The truth of that statement almost made her smile, almost. ”Gaara?” she said softly taking his surprisingly cold hand between her two smaller ones and rubbing it lightly to warm it up. ”Gaara honey look at me” |
He just looked at her blankly. His stare was as cold a his icy hands. He was one of those people who could be diying on the inside and look completely indifferent. He stared now at a scapel laying not very far away from him. He longed to use the sharp tool to end this misery. He'd been through so much in his short life and it was about to drive him to pure insanity. "So..." he began his sentence and stopped with a small sigh. He really wanted to have conversation. It was akwardly quiet. He hated the silence that he would normally welcome with open arms. He just kept looking at that scapel with longing.
Temari looked at Kankuro sadly. He had an expression of slight anger. She shivered. "I'm sorry Kankuro. I-I lost control of myself." Kankuro just sighed. "I forgive you, but I'm worried about Gaara. You made him feel horrible and I'm worried he might try to.." Kankuro had tears steaming down his face. He rembered the time Gaara had tried to kill himself before they were in this upside down world. If he had been suicidal then, he'd be even worse now. He was young and unwise. He also worried about Gemma who must be heartbroken at all that was happening. She had loved Gaara more than anyone ever had. She treated him nice and made him feel wanted and loved. It was a thing that Gaara really needed. He needed the attention and love Gemma could offer, but he just hadn't opened up to her as easily as he had in their previous life. He was very anti social. |
Rubbing his fingers she brought them to her lips and kissed them lightly before dropping them, it didn’t seem to be helping at all, yet all she wanted to do was wrap her arms around him and take away all of the pain this life had caused him. Instead she settled for rubbing his back lightly, if anyone deserved kindness, a gentle touch or embrace it was Gaara and she was intent on giving it to him. He deserved love not scorn, she wished she could show him just how much she loved him, but all she could do now was be there when he needed her. Offer a kind word or gentle touch. She hated the blank look in his eye, reaching up she cupped his cheek wanting to take it away. ”Talk to me, anything you need I’m here” she knew she might be too forward, but she couldn’t help herself, he needed comfort and she loved him to much not to try. ”Gaara sweetie you know she’s sorry,…” she trailed off unsure of what she was actually trying to say. ”say something please” she said softly almost desperately, she wished so much that he were the old Gaara, she missed the way he smiled, the way his eyes light up when he looked at her, his sweetness, and loyalty. I love you Gaara she would never say the words aloud, at least not yet. Not when there was a chance he would run away screaming when some random girl confessed love for him. ”That’s for sure” Cho said unable to keep his mouth shut. Oh be quiet you she snapped.
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Gaara looked at her as she spoke and tried to snile, but his lip tremored and tears came from his eyes. "I-I...don't understand why no one loves me. I want some one, any one, to love me because they can not for sex or because I can protect them. I just want someone to love me because I'm me." he shook his head and laughed while tears streamed down his face. "And now I'm throwing all of my issues on the shoulders of a complete stranger. Whooptie fucking doo!" his wry laughter wasn't happy. Morelike he had gone insane. He looked so sad as tears poured down his face. He agian tried to smile, but it looked painful and far too fake. He was trying so hard to look at least a little bit normal. She was probably thinking he was a basket case right about now, and that they needed to take him to the looney bin. Shakaka was trying to soothe him. He took over his body for the briefest moment and pushed him into Gemma's arms. He wrapped Gaara's arms around Gemma and then gave him back control. Gaara made no effort to move from her arms. She was warm and she probabaly already thought he was a freak, so a little hug wouldn't hurt. He cried on her shoulder like a child. "I-I'm so p-pitiful." he sobbed.
Temari flinched as she heard sobs come from the room. She hated how Gaara cried. He did it only if he was in more pain than ever. She hated the heart wrenching sadness of the shaky sobs. He sounded sweet and innocent and o so heartbroken. She wanted to barge in and hug him, but she was the cause of his pain. It didn't make much sense fo her to try and console him if she was the one that hurt him so badly in the first place. She hoped Gemma was taking good care of him in there. She seemed nice enough, and Temari hoped that she could maybe comfort her brother. |
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