me? no need to be sorry. you didnt do anything wrong

More sleep would be good but that probibly wouldn't impove HIM's mood

oh nos! :hug: talk to us, we will make it better. we listen really well.

I mean like I feel your pain Blood.
My Father's Mother died from blood drowning her brain when she hit her head, and the only reason that happened was because her and her husband were trying to move closer to us so that we'd see them more often. :/

eek. my nonno has had cancer for the past year and a bit. and he is over 80 years old. the chemo was working at first but it was too hard on his heart so they had to stop. then he stopped eating.... then they put him on IV's to try and still get nurishment to him... then they had to pump the IV stuff out of his stomach because he wasnt digesting any of it. so they gave him morphine and sent him home to die. thats about it. they said he has about a month left to live and that was on fathers day weekend. so we are coming to the home stretch now.

Agh, I'm so sorry to hear it :/
I hope everything pans out well, at least he's lived a long and great life knowing people like you are out there. ^_^

*wanders around while her tummy growls* i can smell the pork chops in the crockpot... i need to stop doing crockpot dinners cuz i smell them all day and by the time it's done and ready to eat i'm starving. :P

At least he's spending the time he has left somewhere familiar BSW

yes he has. and we love him very much. a part of me wants him to fight on and live... but a part of me cant stand to see him suffer anymore and wants him to go quickly and as painlessly as possible. its a hard debate to have in your heart everyday for weeks on end.

but its thanks to people like you and hummy, my boyfriend, family and friends in real life who support me day in and day out that i can smile and continue onwards.

Mhm :) Just try to stay positive, and hope for the best, fate will give you that much.

@Azu: Lol is it really 110 degree or is that sarcasam xD and ooh I defo have been there lately excatly 2 weeks back today to be excat haha xD I hope things calm down and you turn into the road of fun soon

@BSW: well yeaa i agree, there will be always the pain that hunting down deep inside :( his memories and spirit will be always around your family and watches over you guys so he wont go far <3 and he wont have to suffer much soon he could finally rest rather then going through all those medicals things

@HIM: Whats wrong??

@hummy: one more week then I can relax bit of college but work is killing... every time I leave my desk someone always stops and want something and when I sit on my desk to do something my phone rings like 24/7

Mhm to both.
I agree Ace, and yes, I'm actually quite serious for once. This weather is extremely hot and will cook your taters if you're out there too long. :p

thanks for your support Ace :hug: and yours azurekit3

Just call me Zura :p

sure if you call me BSW. ;)

Kay BSW xD

cool Zura!

@Zura: I dont like the sun, it makes me faint or cry lol I prefer rain anyday xD

@Bsw: You always welcome miss :heart: you will always have our support :hug: the mene family :3

by the way, i love your outfit Ace! that coat is super awesome!

Huzzah! :D
Everyone looks fantastic -playing snake for monehs- just need... my stuff @[email protected]

yeah moneh.... i need money in real life more then on mene. lol i wish i could play snake in real life for money instead of my job XD

ill brb

Ugh, I nearly got a job too. >:O Buuuuut nooo, racist boss at a mall. >_<

Thanks BSW I really wanted to use this coat for ages now and I made so many avis to make it fit but always failed :(

@Azu: what you trying to get??