Little ill myself but otherwise good, much better then yesterday anyway ^.^

Lol I'll edit her in now xD. I just figure when you take off like that I'll just wait fo ryou to get on so you dont have to go back pages and pages just to read my response

I need to find my jar of good honey then. A few years ago I bought a really nice honey because I gotten the flu pretty bad and I reserve it for being sick. It's buckwheat honey I think?
Thanks Drakina! I've been drinking juices, tea, and water all day.

alright dear, *hugs* and Yeah... I should read them all too but lately jsut haven't felt like it >.< ... I'm going back on my medication again so it'll either be alot better or alot worse soon xD.

Hmm I should probably drink more juice but I dont think we have any stashed away xD

Pretty good actually ^.^ . Hopefully It'll stay that way. I had a weird med reaction before though (it happens with psychiatric meds sometimes if you're unlucky with them like me lol, where start actually making your brains chemical imbalance worse, not better. Nobody's been able to really explain why to me...) and I don't know which of the two I'm on did it... so if I start saying weird/rude/depressive things Please ignore them and forgive me >.< since it'll be because the meds made me...not quite myself. But I have to find out which is working and which is screwing me over now that my systems been cleansed of them ^.^'' so i have to just take one for a while. If it works and stays working for the next few days it was the other med (which is likely... my doctor decided to up it ), if I get... not mmyself again, then it's this one. I think I just need

so yeah everybody, Please be patient with me for the next couple days to a week ^.^'' . I was going to just keep it to myself but I've decided being you guys are the ones who I talk to the most lately that you deserved to know why i snap at you if I do >.< rather then thinking your doing something wrong when you aren't or that I'm mad at you when I'm not.

I'm gonna make a bottle of tea to take into work with me, honey and everything. <3
Staria, I'm sure we wouldn't think badly about you if you did. Everyone can have their moments, but thanks for explaing the situation so we can better handle it. One of my closest friends is a rapid-cycling bi-polar of a butt-ton of meds, so I can understand and empathize with you. *send hugs!

sounds awesom e^.^

*hugs tight* good, though like long kitty doesn't know me well enough so might not <3. I'm just sorry i was a little out of sorts yesterday, I probably should have just told everybody then but i wasn't exactly thinking clearly... I don't remember half of what I said but i know I was depressed for a bit so sorry for anything there >.< . Oh well I can just make up for it today i suppose since everything seems in order ^.^ . Oh and looks like Estella will be around for a bit xD. Estella = Me in a lot of ways (just minus some of the crap that happened after her creation, I made her at 16/17) and Uriel went and made her feel like he needed someone/was depressed/etc. And well you've known me (and therefor Estella) well enough to know that she might as well be chained to the balcony/ballroom until she feels he doesn't need her anymore. She can't leave a person in pain anymoer then i can...

@draki: hehe but she seems to be enjoying iit quite a bit ^.^ even if Ella's enjoying teasing ehr waaaaaaay to much.

*hugs* I hope you and your doc figure everything out! And now Uriel is trying to think of who he might be able to set up Estella with. `><

Kage- Hmm I think you missed that Rosellen bumped into Niv and Janu

I think I know one incident Ria was talking about, and really it was no big deal.

Hey Kage, Cat! I'll be afk for a bit. I'm going outside with my dad and start a fire with him(in a fire pit XD) and shoot at targets with the new gun he got. <3
I'll reply after I come back inside, okay?

@draki: Yeah... well Like I said I'm not sure really if I did or not... things are a little fuzzy about what i said and what i meant but i remember being in a terrible mood and feeling not like myself. So if I did I figure I need to apologize for it because ultimately it was my fault for not getting offline when i felt something was going wrong in my head... It's a mistake i dont tend to make and it makes me kinda mad at myself that I did >.<

Cameo: *hug * we will, we thought we had is all that irritates me xD. It happens though. and whatever I did I'm really sorry >.< .. I know I was debating taking Estella out of the rp because I wasn't sure if her character would stay but I'm not sure if I was rude about it or not or if I went waaaaay dark and depressive and whiny ...and it ended up not being what the character seemed ot want so i'm sure it seems odd... and again really sorry >.< . I'd re-read what I wrote but honestly it'd be colored by how I feel now and knowing how it turned out to the point that it really wouldn't tell me if I put you through anything or how you felt about it so all i can do is say sorry >.< ...

and hmmm setting her up with someone XD? good luck. She might be a little 'gun shy' for a bit if you know what i mean.

Ria- It wasn't much, just a little debate about how Iggy saw Stella. Don't worry about it. XD

Kage- Annoying comp problems .. ><

@cameo: eep >.< still sorry if I was rude or anything *hugs* but I'll stop apologizing now >.>

@Kage: Well the stuff in character I dont mind at least... those would have likely came out the same xD. Estella WAS essentially getting dumped by her first crush and having one of the major fears in her profile realized......at the same time.... a little anger, depression, and confusion would be natural.

Ria- lol It's fine!!! Do I need Iggy to start flirting with you to distract you? XD

Lol I doubt my boyfriend would appreciate anyone flirting with me :P and I don't think Cyris would appreciate him flirting with anyone >.> . Sorry It just bugs me when I make mistakes like that... All my mother does is let her illness drive other people as crazy as she is and bring them harm so I promised myself a long time ago I'd never let myself be like that....ever >.< . So to me it's always a big deal whenever I let myself slip, no matter how small. I know it's stupid ^.^''

anywho hehe Estella had a nauuuuughty thought because she can't conceive of someone blushing because of her looks xD. She may act all independent and 'i am who i am so deal with it' but ultimately has rather low self esteem.