|
Quote:
|
Ah. That's my problem usually. I don't know how to show emotion very well.
|
Quote:
It's easy to tip me off so I am hot headed as well. In fact, it's pretty easy to piss me off but I try not to blow a fuse over tiny things.[mrgreen] @Salvete I try to have a poker face but Levi has me beat. I make weird faces at everything. especially when I watch anime and post.[squee] |
I dont really care if I blow a fuse at someone. Usually I won't say anything unless I feel its deserved/warranted though.
|
Quote:
I feel I will blow a fuse if one of my friends keeps saying that I should message them. |
Quote:
*looks around* wasn't me! |
Quote:
Lol It wasn't. Most of my so called friends say "You should message me more often. Right. Because I am not busy enough I have to worry about not messaging you 24/7 e.e |
Well, do they have anything important or interesting to talk about? :) Or do they just miss you? ^_^
|
Quote:
Neither. All they do is use me when they are feeling Lonely. e.e |
Well, think of it this way.
Because you are such a good person, these people look to you for friendship. :) Better you than someone else who might not be as good a person. But yes, more friends means less time to focus on what's on your own plate. |
Quote:
I'd hardly call them friends. they only talk to me to say I should message them more. i can't always remember to message every person. Not to mention the only reason and the only conversations they have with me are 3 minutes long. And If I do send them a message, they ignore me. So either way, i can never win or have real friendships with either of them. |
Oh. That kind of friendship does not make sense.
|
Quote:
Yeah. I have totally given up on having any friends besides my sister as that is the only crowds I seem to attract.[headdesk] |
Siblings are great ^_^
|
Quote:
Yes indeed they are. But it gets kind of lonely just having siblings as friends sometimes. |
Do you see any friends in real life?
|
Quote:
I don't have any friends in RL. my sister is my only friend in RL. |
Real-life friends are good. ^^ but I'm glad to know that people may also have many online friends as an alternative.
|
Quote:
I actually don't have very many online friends. they always quit the avatar sites I am on without telling me e.e So All i have is my sister. |
May I ask why you said that you do not have any real life friends? More specifically, is it because you are physically located far away from other people, or you just prefer to have online ones?
|
Quote:
Actually, the answer is neither. I dropped out of school. Twice. The last school i did not want to be friends with any of the people because they were delinquents, did drugs, went to jail and overall terrified me. Most of the friends I did have, were never my true friends. I have a hard time keeping friends because very often, my trust is betrayed. Which is why I now have trust issues and I have social anxiety around people I am unfamiliar with. I mainly get along with guys, which doesn't upset me at all. But because I don't work and not in school I have no friends. the only person I am around is my immediate family. And I do not trust people in my state because most of them are murderers/criminals. My neighbour in the apartment behind me was actually shot and murdered. I know wherever you go there will be crime, but where I live, the crime is super bad. maybe not as bad as certain places but still. I do not want to make any friends here right now. Plus, I feel like a hideous beast. I just don't feel like a woman right now I just feel like a disgusting being for many reasons and I do not want to even be around people until i feel more comfortable with myself. Does that make sense?[oops] |
That makes sense.
|
Quote:
Yeah and every person I meet Always points out my overbite. And it makes me really self conscious to even smile or talk.[headdesk] |
Quote:
|
Quote:
I hate mine so much. So maybe in the future I'll get it fixed somehow. They have these braces that are sort of invisible to fix overbites. I don't like my current orthodontist. e.e |
| All times are GMT. The time now is 10:29 AM. |