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Valefar kissed her back and nibbled on her ear before whispering, "You already are mine, and mine alone. No one is taking you from me." Smirking, he nibble harder on her eat and let his hands run down her sides slowly. "Mmm...you're so warm you know." he commented.
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When he was all changed, he looked over at Charlie who was sleeping with Setta on the couch and chuckled. "That's cute." he said and looked around, not sure what to do. He didn't want to go back to his room...he had promised to give her some space. His eyes were red from crying in the shower, and his knuckles were also red from slamming the wall so much. "What to do now?" he asked himself and thought of going outside, but decided against it and sat on the armchair...waiting for something to happen.
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Vixen stayed in Valefar's room still crying a bit and just not seeming to want to move... she felt so sick and hurt... how could he treat her like that? get mad at her for worrying? Did he not worry at all about that? She wasn't the only one that had wanted to go that far... he could have thought about that too before he agreed to going that far.
Sinz and Souls were chatting and laughing as they came up to the house and walked in the front door though were both surprised when they only saw Valefar. "Hey Valefar? Where's Vixen? I would have thought she would be glued to you right now?" Sinz asked curiously neither of the guardians having any idea on what had just went on in the house. |
Valefar looked at them and shot them a death glare. "Ha ha, very funny. Vixen's in my room...but I'm giving her some space." he muttered and crossed his arms across his chest. "I uh...wouldn't go in there. If you two want to though, go ahead but I'm staying right here." he explained and sighed as he looked over at Charlie who continued to sleep with Setta on the couch.
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"Actually no I was being serious... you're like the only thing she ever thinks about anymore" Sinz said with a slight frown when she heard him and seemed both confused and worried. "Why is she in your room and why shouldn't we go in there?" she asked starting to sound rather serious... she didn't like how he made that sound... why would Vixen be in his room? She had been glued to him since she found out he liked her... did something happen?
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Valefar looked over at Sinz and sighed. "Something wonderful gone wrong happened. Go inside and see for yourselves, I'm sure the evidence is still there." he said and frowned. "It was supposed to be good...but it turned out bad. I'm really in no mood to talk right now so just go talk to her or whatever... I'll only talk if she wants to talk which I doubt she'll want to after what happened." he muttered and turned away. He didn't want to be upset all day, so he sat down on the floor and began to meditate, trying to find his peace of mind.
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Sinz frowned deeply before heading over to Valefar's room with Souls and went inside the room seeing Vixen curled up under one of the covers... and the clothes on the floor. Sinz was taken over by anger right away but tried to stay calm as she went over and spoke to Vixen softly finding out what had happened and left the room leaving Souls there to comfort Vixen. "How could you just leave her there!? She loves you so much and you just left her feeling like trash!" Sinz snarled darkly as she walked over in front of Valefar clearly pissed.
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Valefar blinked and looked up at Sinz and sighed. "So now I'm the bad guy huh?" he asked and stood up facing Sinz and looking her in the eyes. "I didn't do anything wrong! Vixen is the one that didn't tell me anything until near the end!" he snapped and shook his head, sighing. "You don't think that I feel like trash right now?! I feel USED! I feel so wrong and just flat out terrible right now you have no idea!" he added and closed his eyes as his voice cracked. "You know what... I really am not in the mood to fight. Not with you, not with Souls, and not with Vixen or anyone. I just want to try to relax...I want to try and be happy again." he muttered and looked at Charlie.
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"Listen it's not common knowledge that tainted angel's have any issues, she hadn't thought about it until the end but you didn't have to react like that. She's been having me and Souls help her look for answers to that very problem. You made her so happy and then when you pushed her away she was scared. She's still scared. She loves you so much but now she's scared that there's a rift between you two... she's scared to death that you will no longer want to be with her because she doesn't know if she can even have children at all. She wasn't using you either... she got carried away and forgot, she was only reminded when she thought you were going to finish. She was actually willing to continue but was scared that if she got pregnant she would die and you would be in even more pain then if she told you she couldn't have kids." Sinz explained softly and honestly hoping that he understood why she had pulled away like she had
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"You all support her...and I'm all alone, everyone points their damned fingers at me and I become the bad guy. I said I don't want to fight, go away! Go with her, support HER like you're so used to doing! Ignore me like always...I am not going to say anything...I'm done talking. If Vixen wants me to talk I'll talk but only if she wants me to." he said and sat back down on the floor. "Now if you'll excuse me, I want to be alone while I try to meditate." he stated, his tail swayed against the floor slowly and calmly as he did this and let out a soft sigh.
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"So you know, I'm not protecting her I'm just trying to explain to you what was going on with her. If you don't care if she dies from getting pregnant that's your call, but I can tell you right now she's too scared of how you'll react to tell you all of this herself." Sinz said before walking back to his bedroom and helping Vixen to her own and helped her get cleaned up and tucked into bed both her and Souls turning into foxes and curling closely to her sides hoping to calm her down so she could actually sleep.
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"I said I'm DONE!" he yelled and let out a sob before grabbing Charlie. "Wake up buddy... we're going..." he said and took Charlie to his room where he began to pack up. Charlie screeched and Valefar sighed. "I don't know buddy. Not here though. I'm a bad guy and I'm trying to calm down but I can't. I can't Okay? I'm being shot down from everyone and I'm sick and tired of it!" he explained and wiped his eyes. "They think just because I'm a demon I don't have feelings, we'll they're wrong, I DO have feeling and right now...those three in that room burned them all as if my feelings were wood for their fireplace." he explained as he packed his Violin and closed it all up. "Come alone now buddy." he muttered and smiled sadly when Charlie perched on his shoulder and screeched. "It's going to be a long walk...but whatever... hopefully it helps clear my head." he muttered and wiped his eyes again before walking out of his room and heading to the front door. "Well buddy, when and if we get home we're going to have a few people waiting for us and a lot of good food, I promise." he assured and rubbed his head as he walked out the front door and looked up at the darkening sky.
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(it was nearly night by now XD )
Setta let out a cry when she saw Charlie and Valefar leaving making Vixen get up and look around She had her robe on over her night clothes and went into the livingroom looking around then saw Setta at the window then the door screatching. She walked over and looked outside hearing someone walking around... walking away. She slowly walked outside and looked around before seeing Valefar. "V-Valefar? W-where are you going?" she asked worriedly but seeming to have calmed down by now and just wanted to know what was happening. |
((Oh...sorry... I didn't know...fixed it.))
Valefar continued walking and flinched when he heard Vixen's voice. Turning around to look at her he sighed and shrugged. "I have no idea. The cave...my home.. I don't know. Anywhere this bad guy belongs. I don't want to start again with it though so I'll just shut up now. If you want to say something, go ahead and say it...I have no idea what you can soy though... you all shot me down pretty well inside...what other bullets can you throw at me?" he asked and looked at Charlie who screeched. "We'll go in a bit buddy, have to let the tainted angel talk first." he answered and looked at Vixen. "Go ahead Vixen, take aim and fire away." he said in a tired voice. He knew she wasn't mad...and he wasn't either, just annoyed...tired and done. |
"Y-you're leaving? B-but..." Vixen stuttered and felt tears coming to her eyes. "It's all my fault too..." she whimpered quietly looking down. "I'm really sorry... I... don't know what else to say other then I don't want you to go... but I guess I understand... I should have told you before... when I found out... I was just scared to tell you..." she said softly wiping her face a bit. "If you don't feel like you could stand being around me or the others I understand..." she said softly but you could hear that she was tearing up even though you couldn't see it. She loved him so much and this broke her heart to little tiny pieces... but she couldn't make him stay if he didn't want to... she was used to being abandoned by the ones she loved anyway... it was just the way that all tainted angels were treated.
(oh damn I think I'm about to cry this is so sad DX and yet so good I've never had an rp of my own that made me want to yell at the characters so much XD ) |
"V-Vixen....please don't cry." he said and walked over to her before wrapping his arms around her and hugging her. "Please don't cry Vixen. I..It's my fault to...I should have thought as well and I shouldn't have over reacted like I did." he explained and kissed the top of her head. "You shouldn't have been scared, I would have been confused, shocked even...but I would have understood and we would have waited then." he whispered and looked into her watery eyes. "No more tears...please..." he whispered and wiped away her tears before hugging her tightly in his arms. "I hate seeing you cry...believe it or not, Demons have feelings too. My feeling have been shattered to dust today and seeing you cry just makes me want to die." he explained.
(Awww! I know what you mean, I'm tearing up over here! xD ) |
"I'm so sorry.... just... please don't leave me... I love you so much... I didn't mean to hurt you so bad... but I just couldn't stand to loose you... you're my everything now... nothing else matters more to me then you do... I.. I wouldn't be able to live without you." Vixen whimpered as she hugged Valefar tightly and put her face in his chest so he couldn't see her crying but he would probably notice her whole body vibrating with how upset she was right now.
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Hearing this was like a slap in the face for Valefar. "You know that I'd never leave you Vixen, I love you too much to do that. If I left to the cave, you know that I'd come back to you quickly." he replied and looked around, noticing Charlie at the window, looking at Setta. "Shhh...please don't cry.." he said soothingly as he held her in his arms and kissed her cheek. "I love you Vixen..." he whispered and lifted her chin gently before wiping away her tears and looking into her eyes. "We need to get you inside... you need to relax." he whispered and kissed her lips softly before carrying her in his arms back inside the house and motioning for Charlie to follow them inside. He set his packed things in the living room and placed Vixen back in her bed. "Get some rest." he said and looked away before leaving to the living room where Charlie had curled up on the couch to sleep.
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"But... you said you were going home..." she whispered softly before feeling him kissing her and her eyes softened even more and she just hugged him closer before she felt him sitting her down on the bed. "I love you too Valefar... sleep well..." she said softly before he had left her room and soon curled up in the bed feeling better now that she had talked to him. She curled closely to Sinz hugging her close as she fell asleep liking to have the soft fox fur touching her skin.
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Valefar pet Setta carefully and yawned. "I said I was...but I think I will stay here after all. Besides, if we go, Charlie will miss you a lot Setta, I think he likes you." he said softly and chuckled. "I should go to sleep, you can sleep there with Charlie, keep him company and make sure he doesn't get lost okay? Thank-you Setta." he added and grabbed his packed things and left to his room where he unpacked and fell back on the bed, tired. The memories came flooding back but he blocked them out and went to check on Vixen who seemed to be sleeping peacefully. "Goodnight and sweet dreams... I love you and I'm sorry for hurting you so much." he whispered before kissing her cheek and walking back to his room where he collapsed in bed and fell to sleep.
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(ooooooohhhhhhhh! that's cute and sweet XD )
Setta let out soft coos at Valefar and rubbed up against him happy to hear he would stay before seeming to nod and curled up next to Charlie lightly wrapping her tail around his. Vixen smiled in her sleep as she felt Valefar kissing her cheek and fell into a peaceful dream where she was actually able to have children and nothing bad ever happened again between her and Valefar... and they were somehow able to get married and go back to his kingdom. |
(Hahhah! Glad you think so!)
Valefar dreamed that he was living quite happily and peacefully with Vixen even if they didn't have any children. He knew that he'd always love her no matter what, besides, kids were troublesome sometimes. Yes it was a nice dream, one he didn't want to wake from but had to when he felt that the sun was up in the sky the next morning. Groaning, Valefar peaked out from beneath the blanket but quickly hid back under it and sighed softly. |
Vixen was up rather early again but this time was fixing breakfast and when she saw the sun shining in the windows she smiled and walked to Valefar's room knocking softly before she walked in and closed his blinds for him. "Would you like some breakfast?" she asked softly hoping he didn't mind that she had came into his room... he probably wouldn't though since she had closed the shades for him so his room was dark again.
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Valefar heard a knock and peaked out, smiled tiredly when he saw Vixen standing there. Sitting up, he yawned and stretched out, stretching out his tail as well and sighing. He was still a little out of it but he'd be fully awake in no time. "Hmm...what?" he asked and looked at his feet as he spoke and then looked at her. "Oh...hello Vixen." he said and waved slowly.
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